Tear Flower
THE SEASON 2 CHAPTER 5
Anything that means leaving could have gone. There is no word forever in this world as time goes on.
Sadness and happiness will continue as the universe writes. The word impossible is only a presumption that detects confusion.
Indeed, if Allah wills, nothing is impossible. Until the end of time, if the breath is still blowing everything can change.
Confidence and trust and leave everything to the creator will ease the burden.
The streets of the capital in the afternoon are decorated with a lot of vehicles. Four wheels continued to mill towards their respective destinations.
One of them, Ayana continues to scan the car that is speeding right in front. Expressionless, he continued to follow where the figure had led him away.
Kirana drove her car at a very high speed. Both of his hands squeezed firmly the stirrings venting out the deepest feeling.
His sharp eyes looked straight ahead. I don't know why all of a sudden the frustration surrounds myself.
About an hour and a half later, they arrived at a park. The place was already different city with the residence of Ayana and Kirana.
After parking the car, the two got off their vehicles and turned to each other.
Kirana gawked her feet not a word out of her lips. Ayana who witnessed it followed him back.
Step by step the two women took him to a lake. The water is very green, decorated with shady trees and weeds that are treated naturally, spoiling the eyes.
Kirana was silent right at the edge of the lake, her iris scanning fixedly towards the clear water in the middle.
Not long after, Ayana also arrived right next to the woman.
"The years Eliza and I have spent together here. This park has an important history for both of us."
"Eliza is a very kind, jovial, sweet girl. Sometimes I'm jealous of her life too."
"He was born into a good and harmonious family. His parents and brother, so spoiled he was like a princess."
"Until .. his kind-hearted attitude made one of the lecturers at our lecture place fall in love. The unscrupulous man harassing her left Eliza traumatized and depressed."
"That incident really took me by storm, too. Watching my dear friend change a total of one hundred and eighty degrees. I hate the old man so much" Kirana said grimly as she clasped her hands tightly.
Ayana who realized how valuable Eliza was to Kirana also commented on the sweet smile. From earlier he continued to pay attention to the figure next to him who was holding back anger.
"I understand how you feel about Eliza. Because I too .. have experienced it. It is not easy to forgive the perpetrator for his absolutely immoral conduct."
"I am also saddened by Eliza's passing due to this terrible incident. I also decided to end my life. Because well, it's not easy living a life with painful shadows."
"However, thanks to the kindness of Danieal and his parents .. made me realize to continue living and trying to change for the better," retorted Ayana told a piece of the story that had been passed.
Kirana turned her head while widening her gaze of disbelief. He again meets a figure who has the same life path as Eliza.
However, a second later he turned his face again with a deep bow. His iris looked down where both of his legs were treading right on the green grass.
"No, this woman is not Eliza. Anyone no one could replace her," Kirana's mind kept raging.
Sensing no movement on the side, Ayana turned her head against her head again.she found Kirana was tight-lipped, her chest rising and falling as if holding back anger.
"I know what you're thinking."
The words instantly attracted his attention again. Kirana looked up to reply to the soot bead of the interlocutor.
"You must think I've replaced Eliza in that family, right? Ah, or .. You must think I've taken Eliza's life and you should be in this position, right?" A meaningful smile also puffed up on the lips of Ranum Ayana.
Kirana further tightened her fist, then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
"How are you-"
"Everything is clear from your eyes, Kirana," Ayana quickly cut.
Kirana grew even more astonished at the words of the woman before her. He was silent again looking at those meaningful eyes.
"Who is this woman really? What did he have that the Arshad family raised him as a child? How does he know what I'm thinking?" kirana's mind was still looking at Ayana.
"If there's nothing else you want to say, I'm sorry." Ayana woke him from the daydream and walked away.
"Wait on! Why are you in such a hurry to leave?" Kirana quickly made Ayana turn her head to the side.
"I have to go home .. before my husband arrives. Assalamu'alaikum," he said then completely left Kirana alone.
"So she's married?" muttered later.
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Along the way back to the capital, Ayana kept silent a thousand languages. Around it only sounds the roar of car engines that are mutually unpretentious.
Ever since leaving the park, so many thoughts were wandering in his head. He did not expect to meet the past of his brother and friend Eliza.
He never thought of taking the life of another person or replacing anyone. He was only met with good people who helped him to get back up.
The sky has turned dark. His hijab head looked up at him. There are no stars or moons, only gray clouds to dominate.
"Eliza ... do you think I took your life?" muttered later.
"What I'm feeling is really uncomfortable. I don't know why I seem to have taken someone else's life."
"Kirana .. The woman actually wanted to be in my position. Being the son of the lord and mistress of Arshad, O Allah, have wrong servants taken part in their families?" lirih.
Unknowingly the tears dripped unbearably.
"No, you can't cry Ayana. You don't have to cry, we've been fine all along. I also didn't know there was Kirana before, so .. everything will be fine," she said encouragingly.
"I'm sure nothing happened" he continued.
No one knows what tomorrow will be like. His arrival just became a mystery giving an unthinkable surprise.
All of this is part of God's destiny and plan. Whatever happens, there is good in it.
"Alright, we'll deal with whatever happens later," Ayana said again as she stepped on gas as her four-wheeled vehicle split the night wind.
Sometimes the life we live is not what we expected. Tears, disappointments, pain, continue to overshadow the course of life.
Sometimes anger distracts an unattainable desire. Egoists form a heartache when they are expected not to come.
However, it is God's way of seeing who among His servants is patient. That God may give his best and be ready to receive it.