
Sorry That's Not Good
“Yes too, Bang. In fact, time belongs only to God, even if we force ourselves to want to be together, but if it is not time, we will never arrive, Bang!”
“What do you mean, On!”
“Try it Brother thought to himself!”
Usfi only sighed deeply, he was still patient with the man's words. He understood that the words of someone who came out to insult or hurt, usually according to the level of pain in him.
For Usfi, the more spicy speech, mockery or insults that come out, reflect how deep the pain in the heart of the person who said it.
Therefore Usfi simply smiled wryly and said inwardly.
“What a pain it is you feel for me, Bang! Whatever you want to say, I accept .. as long as I am still strong to be patient, but, if I am not strong, I will apologize for all your words one day.”
After that, it was Gani's turn to refuel.
“Full tank, Kang!” he shouted, while glancing at Usfi who was also charging at the depot next to him. The woman did not speak, only held out three pieces of thousand fractions of money, without glancing at Gani in the slightest.
Duh! it hurts to be ignored by someone who is still loved.
The woman did not get off her vehicle while refueling, though, Gani finished first. He seemed unsatisfied to talk to the former, who was still in his heart, until he waited patiently, on the side of the road to the exit.
However, he did not fully want to talk alone, in fact his heart still missed. I miss half-heartedly because love is only half-finished. What can make him can only surrender to reality when the body is not in line with the soul. The heart still wants to defend but, the body already belongs to people.
The sound of a motor horn driven by Gani, shocked several people around the place, as he tried to stop the speed of the Usfi vehicle.
Gani grimaces as Usfi's car stops as he wishes. The woman came out upset, she approached Gani after pulling off her Toyota Altis sedan.
His voice loudly snapped, “What the hell, Bang! You could be fucked if I didn't get caught up!”
Usfi did press the brake very deeply when Gani's motor flashed suddenly in front of him. However, the man showed no guilt at all.
“Already, On! You don't have to mistake me, you also walk carelessly, kok!” Gani is still defending himself, he is still sitting on top of his vehicle which stops right in front of the Usfi car. While Usfi shook his head.
“Udah regular, On. Everywhere also if there is a car accident with the same motorbike, surely the motorbike is wrong!”
“What's not behind ya Bang?”
“That's right, you don't have to find any reason, I understand exactly the same people who just can bring their own vehicle mah, like so!”
As far as Gani is concerned, three years ago, Usfi was not like that, she was a quiet girl whose work ngajar njai in Taman Qur’an owned by ustadz Sholeh, her father. However, time can change a person, especially if he is married.
Of course Gani does not know what makes the girl change, whether because her husband who is famous for playing women, or because of the glamorous life he now feels. No one told Gani and could answer her curiosity.
Usfi felt that there was no point in facing an angry Gani without cause, even though it was clear he was wrong. He intends to dodge, but Gani prevents him from entering, by putting his hand on the car door.
“Why the hell, Bang! Shame to know, there is a cctv,” Usfi said as he pointed to the small camera that was around the refueling. “Bang, can be seen who is wrong from there. So, don't make it because if you don't want me to call the police!”
“Ih, bring the police, if you dare, just teach there, do not want to take care of this to the police station everything!” Gani seems annoying and demeaning.
Usfi folded his hands together in front of his chest, he already did not care anymore with the few people who were watching them.
“So, you think I'm wrong, right? Then you think I don't dare to go to the police station just because I'm just a teacher njai?”
“Yes, that's not it, but, you at least said sorry cake, or what, cake! Don't get cocky as a person, just have your nice car, On!”
Gani does not want to be blamed, because he will not be able to compensate for the loss of the car, if there is damage due to an accident.
“Actually, what's the problem anyway, my brother? Am I wrong, just because I am a second wife? Did I harm you, just because of my status? Say, Bang, say!”
The deg!
Gani's heart seemed to lose its detachment, there was only a rumble not because when he saw the narrow eyes were glazed. He looked fragile, unlike yesterday when he first spoke.
“Usfi ..” suddenly lips Gani call that name without permission.
Usfi did not care anymore, whether Gani would answer him or not, he immediately removed the man's hand from the door rudely in order to get back in his car.
Before closing the door, Usfi said, “I'm sorry it doesn't feel good Bang, it doesn't taste! Therefore, many people are sorry even if they are wrong. So, I don't want to say sorry, let alone I'm not wrong!”
Usfi runs his vehicle at moderate speed and occasionally looks at the rearview mirror where he sees Gani still following behind him.
His heart suddenly guided his hand which was holding the steering wheel of the car to, leading to the road where Gani's house was located. Of course Geni was surprised when the Usfi car he followed, it turned out to stop right in front of his parents' house.
A sweet smile from Aminah, or commonly called Usfi, Mak Ami, welcomed her arrival as the girl got out of the car.
“How are you, Mak?” said Usfi while hugging warmly the skinny body of the old woman after kissing the back of her hand. He used to be very close to her. Ummi, his mother Usfi and Ami, once the woman was commonly called, were friends in a struggle, both establishing recitation of the Quran for complex mothers.
“Alhamdulillah, tumben you came here looking Mom, Fi?”
“Yes, it's been a while, Mom? Sorry ... Usfi busy lately.”
“Iya, Mak knows, come on! Sit down first.”
A moment later Gani came in with a sullen face, for she had just heard the woman say sorry to her Mother.
“Do you say what the same Mother, earlier, On? Sorry?” Gani who had just entered suddenly spoke an indistinct.
“What the hell, Gan. There are guests who say so to you?”
“Yes, Mak. Weird, right?”
“You're weird but why am I weird? You said rich sorry wasn't good, but I just heard you say sorry to Mom!”
Ami and Usfi chuckled, the two women knew the meaning of the word bad when the word sorry was equated with food.
“That's different, lah, Bang. If you apologize as a parent. I'm sorry I rarely look.”
Usfi still continued, “But, another if apologizing the same person who was clearly wrong. That's not good, Bang. Man is not God ..if man is wrong or not wrong still have to ask for forgiveness as evidence of the glory of God, Robbulalamiin. Lah, if I apologize to Brother, what's the business?”
“You were, so arrogant, the road continues not to look at me!” Gani said, while sitting not far from his mother and Usfi.
“Bang, if I look here and there, my eyes are beautiful, if I hit people do you want responsibility?”
“I didn't tell you to do it, On! just wonder you didn't look at me!”
“If I see Brother, my eyes are beautiful, obviously religion asks women to lower their eyes!”
“Just reason you, On!”
“Already! You guys are adults, when do you want to see you guys always fighting? Mak dizzy with you guys, from the past has not changed, even though you are both married!” Said Ami interrupting the quarrel of two humans before him.
“What, Mom? Bang Gani is married? Where's your wife, Bang? Why don't you introduce me?” usfi said while flirting to and fro in that medium-sized living room, she saw no one but the three of them.
“This gani did not bring his wife's children because they did not live together, Fi!” ami said as she stared out the window, there was a blank stare there.
“What? Have you got any kids, Bang?” Usfi said as he nodded, “I am then?”
“Already, Mak. Don't tell me about me again with Onah!”
“Ah, marriage is not a matter of winning or losing, because marriage is not an achievement, but he is part of the sunah prophet!” said Ami again.
“Yes obviously you lost, surely you are rarely like your husband, right? It's been three years without children!”
“Gani!” said Ami pinched Gani's thigh as hard as he could. The old woman became very ashamed of Usfi. While the young lady's cheeks turned deathly pale.
“Aw! Mak! Pain ...!”
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