Love Needs Debt
Dela Come Every Day

Dela Come Every Day

“Mas knows, my answer is still the same as before, if indeed Mas proved cheating and remarried behind my back, I want to retreat, I will not be strong like Mbak Mai!”

“You have the heart, Fi! How are the kids if you stay?”

Usfi was silent, he had completely ignored his pride for Anwar's sake all along. She is willing to come every day just to make sure all the needs of the children are met, even though Noura, still looks at her one eye.

He did not stay at Maisha's house, because Anwar did not do what Usfi wanted, so he was willing every day to do so. More and more days, all the needs of the house are Usfi that meets.

Although Anwar's opinion is correct, that the income from the vegetable post, all belong to Usfi, but Anwar should not then just hand over, his household affairs while he himself rarely went home for busy reasons.

“The children's affairs are actually the affairs of his parents, Mas. I'm just a contact mother who, without your presence at home, I'm nobody there. You know, Mas, the thing that makes me sick the most, she can get pregnant with your child, Mas! Why am I not?” usfi's heart was completely broken because of this. Indeed the children of Maisha are all sweet and polite, but, as a normal woman, she also wants to have a baby, feeling the pleasure of cradling her own baby.

“Oh, about that? The son of Fania will double my efforts, and that's right, look at me now .. There are 22 restaurants that are my vegetable subscription, Fi!”

“Astahfirullah, Mom! It was not because of Fania or the child she contained! It's from God!”

“Eh, Fi! Look yes, I believe Mr. Sanusi's prophecy is not because I don't believe in religion, but because the prophecy he's always right, there are many who prove it!”

“Iatighfar, Mas! Istighfar! That's what I call shirk, Mas. Still believe in human speech in addition to believing in the word of God. And if man is truly out of his belief, that is what is then called infidel!” Usfi stopped his speech just taking a breath.

“If you don't want to lose this trust, Mom! I do not hesitate to ask for divorce .. because, your actions are very understandable to cancel the marriage! If the couple has done batil and can not be straightened again, or do other heinous things, like you, Mas! So, divorce me, Mas!”

“Usfi!”

“What? How can you be the leader of the family, Mas, if your attitude alone can not be a role model! And, if I continue our relationship that has been sick, it will be a chronic disease for a long time!”

After that, Usfi left just like that, he was already determined to separate from Anwar once he stepped foot from there.

Usfi immediately sought a lawyer who could help him take care of the divorce, so he did not have to bother going back to court to file a lawsuit or trial to resolve all matters, including contacting Anwar and getting his signature.

At his final hearing, the reading of the talaq witnessed from each party and also the judge, and the submission of Iddah period money as agreed. They met for the last time before it all really ended between Usfi and Anwar.

All the processes went on for about four months. At that time, Usfi did not say anything to all the children of Maisha, he acted as if nothing had happened, he continued to perform his duties as usual in the house.

However, the difference is that he does not serve Anwar in bed anymore, if by chance Anwar comes home. He asked Anwar not to say about their divorce to his three children.

Repeatedly Anwar persuaded Usfi on the grounds of children, repeatedly Usfi also requested that Anwar remove all shamanic knickknacks in his post, but, he refused.

The two people were both stubborn, to the point of not finding common ground as a common thread that could unite the two of them.

“Why should I understand what you're doing, Mas? Why don't you understand my wishes? Why?” usfi said one time, but Anwar was unmoved and silent, he was unable to be firm on himself.

The reason Anwar maintained the household was very clear, because of his children. Usfi also had a clear reason to ask for divorce, because of the actions of her husband who violated religion.

What a reason Anwar does not make sense to Usfi, until he determined to end his household enough to get here alone. It's not that he doesn't know the hadith that says about divorce, a rule that is permissible but hated. An existing solution syari’at it but not recommended to continuously do it.

‘I also know that, a wife asking for a divorce from her husband will not smell heaven. However, maintaining the relationship because of a peculiarity, also incurs a much greater sin' he thought.

After settling all the divorce affairs in the religious court office, Usfi returned to the home of his parents.

Usfi talked about his attitude that decided to divorce from Anwar with his parents. At that time they were sitting in the living room, showing her divorce papers.

“So, if the reason is because it protects itself from hellfire, will it still shake his arsy, Bah?” said Usfi who took a position in front of his father and mother.

“Are you sure Anwar is not angry with you, Fi?”

“Usfi don't know, Mas Anwar is angry or not, but he agrees, Bah.”

Sholeh nodded his head.

“If you ask about the Arsy of God will not shake for the reason of divorce, then man will be arbitrarily divorced just for reasons that he considers right! So, Arsy shook not for a reason but, because of his human deeds!”

“Continue, where are you going now, Fi?” ask Imma.

“At home first, Sink, until my idyllic period runs out.”

“Why wait for idah if you want to come out mah out there, to the Mak Entim shop!” sahut Sholeh.

“Ye! Abah, if you only want to go to the Mak Entim mah stall, you do not have to wait for the end of Idah, atuh! Kan, Usfi means .. if you go out of a far away house, and can make men interested, well, it's just waiting for the Iddah period to run out.”

“Pinter son of Ambush, all rules in religion are made because there are reasons, such as the rules of idah, why should wait for a period of up to three months, because after three months ... usually your husband's fingerprints or seed marks, are gone from your body and uterus.”

“That's it, huh Ambuk? You can only marry again!”

“Iya. Do you want another husband after all this, Fi?” ask Sholeh.

“Iya, oruh Abah ... Usfi wants to have children, and become the only wife for Usfi husband later.”

Ima nodded as well as Sholeh, they knew how the story of his daughter's journey in relationship with men, so that the two men only prayed for kindness for Usfi. Moreover, Maisha is dead, no one else should feel obliged to bear his buds.

Usfi said his plan wanted to leave his hometown, and followed his second brother who was in Kalimantan, dividing his religious knowledge and business there. All he would do as an escapee was also looking for new experiences.

Being in the village with the status of a widow does not feel good, especially she is still very young with her age of just 25 years, there is still much she can do besides being a wife, she said, there is still a lot of knowledge that he can do.

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