Virgin Widow
Eps. 17

Zaid trembled, his body shivering, his mouth rumbling. He had not been able to work the fields that had already been laid before him. Zaid tried to sit on the bed, his body staggering, his face pale. He pushed me rough.

“Away from me.” Zaid covered his face and eyes with his palms.

“It's me, Uda. Hafsah .. your wife,” I tried to calm down and tried to reach her hand that still covered her face.

“Yes Allah ... Forgive me, don't let me die in contempt.” Zayd cried, my heart was sad to hear his wailing. The trauma is relapsing, he's in the subconscious.

I was afraid that anything would happen to Zaid, and I was also afraid that Zaid would hurt me because he felt that he was in the midst of those werewolves. The only way for Zaid to calm down is by giving him a shot of sedative medicine.

Shortly after the medicine entered his body, Zaid lunglai. I lay her body beside me, my eyes unable to close until morning. Last night I could only enjoy Zaid's corpse-like face.

When does this end, while my field of love needs the seed of Zaid.

Cigarette chicken was unpretentious from across the street, perhaps the chicken had just seen the angel return to the sky after accompanying humanity prostrating in its qiyamul lail. Not only chickens, birds squeals like a chorus humming from a mango tree growing beside the house. All creatures are decorated, both standing and creeping. For Allah is very close to his creatures in the third night until dawn.

My head and eyes felt as heavy as holding back sleepiness, from last night I had not been as sick as I slept. Fajr comes with a kumandang azan reflected loudspeakers of the mosque down the residential street where we live.

For a moment I looked at the face of the man who had been beside me all night doing nothing. Sounding soft snoring, it turns out that Zaid sleep is no longer under the influence of tranquilizers. His face was very handsome, so I thought, a thin beard decorated his slightly split chin. I'd love to caress her face because for three months this has been far from my reach. When he was very close I did not dare to touch him, afraid that his sleep would be disturbed.

Mother once advised to pay attention to her sleep from the place to comfort, because if the husband is sleep deprived then the emotions will increase, later he becomes angry. One of the adab wives to the husband who must be known by the newlyweds.

Very slowly, even ants will not die if stepped on so slowly my steps towards the bathroom for ablution. Not a few steps Zaid turned out to be awake.

As a wife I respect my husband more than anything else, because if I become his servant well, then I will receive good service from him. Insha'allah.

“I thought you were still unconscious, I'm sorry, Uda.” I couldn't look at him because it was wrong, I should have dared to wake him up for prayer. Because indeed the obligation as husband and wife is reminding each other in kindness.

Leave the debate, let us pray together, because if the husband and wife argue in the morning, especially at dawn, so the wind will be gone because the angels will not guarantee the prayers of the warring people at the beginning of the day.

I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Toast and egg tea breakfast menu this morning, egg tea is a typical drink Minang people. Two duck eggs shaken with sugar directly brewed with boiling tea water, say egg tea people can increase stamina and libido. How to know after drinking tea eggs Zaid fitter, and .. this morning so the first morning.

Zaid was enjoying his breakfast, my eyes could not be seen his face that began to intoxicate the soul. Paras, lips, nose, even his occasional mischievous winking made me snatch.

I was actually confused as to why I was excited to see Zaid, while the one who sipped egg tea was him, not me. Maybe because last night failed to fly so there are still those beautiful vibrations. Humane really, women are not forbidden to have lust, even sex emotions women are more sensitive than men. After all, that sense is present for the person who has already justified myself for her.

“Well, today we go for a walk. I want to enjoy our togetherness.” Zaid grabbed my hand that was still resting on the table.

“Where, Uda?”

“South Coast, to Kapo-Kapo Island. I've been given a place, homestay, and tour guide that will guide our vacation for three days there.

Shocked but happy, because it has been a long time I want to enjoy sea tourism on the South Coast that said the people of West Sumatra paradise.

“So serious?” I still can't believe it. A nod with her smile reassured me that this was not a dream.