The Indigo Plus In-Law Fisted
#53. Clara is confused

When Clara got home.

Clara kept thinking of the words Inspiration. For all the care and love of Inspiration, Clara loved Ilham very much. Clara had been hurt by men of the faith, but the man preferred other women, even before they broke up.

Clara was very disappointed over her cheating boyfriend at the time. Until now, it was Clara who almost shut herself off to all men. But Inspiration is able to show, that not all men cheat.

Inspiration is always faithful, even very considerate, and highly appreciative of women. Because Clara according to Ilham is describing the figure of her mother and sister. So it must be appreciated and respected according to Inspiration.

Clara loved Ilham. But this gap, that is, the difference in belief.

"Ahhh", Clara ruffled her hair.

"I was the first of my parents. The first child will usually be an example and role model of his younger siblings. When I change my faith. My brothers will imitate me.

My parents will be very disappointed in me. Both my parents will feel alien and long will stay away from me", thought Clara in her heart with great fret and fear.

Clara decided to speak over the phone to Vina. "Let the mother convey to the father, hopefully the mother can give understanding to the father" thought Clara in her mind.

Tut's...Tut's...Tut's...

Not picked up, then Clara tried to contact once again.

Tut's...Tut..

"Hello Clara, sorry son. Mother overslept. So don't hear your phone call. What's the matter, son?", Vina was very curious and curious.

"Mom, there's something Clara wants to talk to me about. Clara hoped that she could understand her, and give her understanding. I listen to Clara's words first and don't cut her out" Clara said.

"What is that, son. As if you were saying something very important", Vina grew curious.

"Mother's right. This is a very important thing. Look Ma'am. Clara knows men in Jakarta. According to Clara, her people are understanding and very good to Clara and her parents. Even the man who told and advised Clara a lot to give to her mother and sisters" Clara kept quiet and did not continue her conversation.

"Good dong Clara. If indeed he is a good man in your opinion, well I think that man is suitable to be your life friend Clara!", Vina gave an opinion.

"Yes Ma'am, Inspiration is very suitable to be made a friend. But Mom, Inspiration is different from Clara's" Clara tells Vina rather slowly.

Vina was silent and a little heavy to give an opinion. Because Vina really hopes all her children are no different from her.

"Because there are many things that must be different later and will definitely feel awkward when sitting together and even eating together if Clara returns home later" murmured Vina dizzy.

"In the village is still the majority of Christians, surely they will blame me, have wrongly educated children" Vina thought in her mind.

"But the one who knows best the nature and attitude of Clara's chosen male is Clara. How could I impose my will, while the one who lived his household later was Clara herself at last. I can't interfere. All I could do was give advice, if Clara was married", Vina thought in her mind.

"If it is Inspiration that changes beliefs how boy?, what does Insham say?", Vina wants to know Clara's opinion.

"Ilham does not want to be Mom, because Ilham is very afraid to apostatize, Ilham said that the wife should follow the husband, not the husband who follows the wife" said Clara.

For a moment Vina was silent "Son, indeed Inspiration in your opinion is a good male figure?, because the most know the nature and attitude of Inspiration is you. Mother does not know. Are you sure that Inspiration is a good and understanding man and not temperamental?", Vina asked the figure of Inspiration repeatedly.

"Clara knows the nature of Inspiration, indeed Inspiration is a good and understanding man", Clara assured Vina.

"As far as you are concerned, if you think the nature of Inspiration can be relied upon as a good husband. You can not force the will of the mother, in fact the mother is very heavy and does not agree. But you know best and understand the nature of Inspiration. I can't force you Clara", Vina heavily gave a decision.

Clara knew Vina was very hard to agree that Clara had moved her faith.

"Alright Mom, Thank you for the mother's response. Had Clara moved, whether her mother and sisters would have stayed away from Clara" Clara's voice trembled slightly.

"Don't think like that, son. I won't stay away from you, I'll still think of you like the old Clara. Not vice versa, son, you will be the one you fear will be far from the family. Maybe your husband will limit your relationship with your family" Vina said.

"No Ma'am, Ilham had said that from the beginning. If he won't limit my relationship with my family, even Ilham. Saying my family is free to come and I am free to give as I can", Clara assured Vina.

"Oh. Good then. Mother left all her decisions to you only Clara. It's up to you, I can't force you", Vina resignedly.

"All right, ma'am, then, mother's opinion. Thank you very much Ma'am, Clara apologizes for not being a good boy and a submissive child. Clara loves her mother, father and sisters.

Say hello and sorry Clara ya ma'am, to all the family. And I hope this Clara problem doesn't create a burden and heartache for father and mother. Mom and dad are healthy. Please stay s hat and take care of your health", Clara continued to cry and immediately hung up.

Clara was dizzy and could not find the answer, Clara intended to pray and spill all her heart. Clara bowed solemnly while weeping Clara poured out all.

"Lord, I am afraid to leave you. Lord forgive me, I really do not know what I have done.

I also can not deny my feelings for Inspiration, even my mother's experience in choosing her life friend. I'm sorry if I chose wrong. I will turn away from you Lord. I chose to change my faith.

Please give me a hint that I have chosen the wrong path. If I leave you God, please don't be angry and leave me. Please give me your hint", Clara cried so badly.

Clara had finished praying, for some reason Clara's tears kept spilling and flowing straight to her cheeks. So that Clara immediately fell asleep because her tired sangkin continued to cry.

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It.ku..ru.yuk...

Clara tried to get up, because she heard the sound of the rooster crowing, as if telling her it was morning and time to wake up.

With a very lazy Clara tried to get out of her bed and want to do her activities to clean the house, because Clara lived in her stepbrother's house. It doesn't feel like Clara has to relax. Clara was used to doing routines to clean the house before leaving for work.