The Indigo Plus In-Law Fisted
#39. Radit never came back
Vina tries to contact Deni, her brother-in-law. Because Deni is a fellow driver at Radit's place of work.
Tut's....Tut...
Not lifted. "Maybe you are carrying a vehicle so it is not lifted. Wait for 30 minutes or lunch time. Maybe bang Deni was already not busy", Vina thought in her mind.
Vina continued her activities while waiting for noon time will call Deni.
Vina tried to second-guess what Deni would say. "What if bang Deni says that Radit, will not return to be a driver and wishes I wanted to go home with my mother-in-law?", thought Vina.
"If my mother-in-law promises to change her attitude, I want to go back home with my mother-in-law" Vina added.
"It's been wondering who is not sure to make the head so dizzy", muttered Vina resigned to what Deni will say later.
Tut...Tut ..
"Hello", Deni said from the other end of the phone.
"This man Vina, how are you" Vina told him and tried to make small talk.
"Yes Vin, what's wrong?", asked Deni curiously and wanted to know Vina's intention of contacting him.
"Bang, Vina wants to ask about bang Radit, do you know why Radit doesn't work anymore?", asked Vina revealed her intention of contacting Radit.
"Yes Vin, you already know that Radit has not worked for almost 2 months, Radit never contacted Abang.
"Radit apologizes to you, Radit's open about his mother not liking you. His mother did not want Radit to be away from him, and his mother also said, it is better to find a wife for Radit who does not demand much.
You gave birth to a daughter which means it will increase the cost of living expenses, while Radit's mother wants a son.
Radit is no longer allowed to be a driver, afraid Radit will come back to you. Radit opened a wholesale store specifically selling groceries and snacks in front of his house.
Radit sincerely you remarry with another man Vin" Radit said to Abang.
Brother regrets and apologizes yes Vin, yesterday has forced you to marry Radit, now your household has become messy and unclear. Brother hopes you find a good soul mate, understanding and have a steady and decent job "Deni feels guilty and sorry because Deni has betrothed Vina to Radit.
Deni had hoped Vina would be happy because Radit was the son of a rich man and the only child of his parents. It turns out that Deni was wrong, now very sorry to have betrothed Vina.
"Well, why didn't Radit tell Vina himself?", Vina didn't accept Radit not telling Vina the truth.
"Radit does not dare to speak the truth to you Vin, Actually Radit love you, but Radit did not want to sacrifice the feelings of his mother, and considered a child who is not devoted to parents", Deni.
"But Radit should have talked a little to Vina bang, not hidden like that. It's called cowardice", Vina feels annoyed and angry Radit is not gentlemanly.
"Thank you, brother told me the truth. At least Vina did not expect Radit to come again.
Vina doesn't know how to find a job by taking Clara. If you return to the village of Vina shame bang. It's the same Vina smearing the face of the family. Let Vina continue to try to live life in the city", Vina told all her complaints.
"Vin, tomorrow you come to the office, Brother there is a little money to help meet your needs and Vina. But you yourself know, you can't give to you money continuously. Brother has other needs, and Sari will soon give birth", Radit told the financial condition of his household.
"Yes bang, Vina understands. Vina also could not continue to hope for the gift of Brother. Vina will try to find a job. Whatever it is Vina will do as long as it is halal and does not steal", Vina told her plans ahead.
"That's good Vin, Brother is glad you're excited and don't give up. Just focus on the problem. You're right, that we should focus on solving that problem. Instead of constantly grieving and despairing", Deni was glad Vina did not give up and resigned to living life.
"Yes bang. Thank you for your help, greetings to Sari's sister ya bang", Vina hung up.
After hearing all that Deni said. Vina's crying broke. Didn't expect the dream he knitted, would be torn apart and not strung well.
Now don't expect Radit to come back to her. Vina also felt hatred for Radit, because she could not attach importance to her wife and child, which is her own blood. Vina was upset.
"Have not expected such a useless man. Always take cover under mom's armpits.
Now Vina is just hoping, Vina gets a job. Verily Vina's stash could still cover the need for the next few months.
But how about for the next month, and Clara's school. Vina was afraid to think about it all.
Just give up and go with ihklas. Hopefully God will be able to open up sustenance, so that his life in the future can be better" thought Vina in his mind.
increase again One Vina's Sadness and there will be no solution. Vina was sad to see Clara as small as this, already unable to get a father figure.
Though the figure of Dad was so close to him all this time, suddenly went missing and would definitely never come to Clara.
How will I answer that Radit, his father will never come back", thought Vina increasingly lackluster and full of fear in living her days later.
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Vina tried to close her eyes to sleep. This body feels so tired, the eyes also feel like sleeping, but why is it so difficult to be closed.
His mind now thought about what work he could do. Vina is afraid to sell for fear of loss and not selling. Because the next door neighbor has been selling snacks.
"I'll find a job in the market area alone, maybe be able to keep people's stalls, or clean the onions from their arkin or pluck the chili stalk.
Work can be done with a child. But I also had to move to find a new contract close to the market.
There's no way I'll have to wait until I die first. These items will also sell, carrying goods will require a fairly large cost later. Let me just bring bedding and dinnerware" Vina thought in her mind.
Vina finally closed her eyes. Maybe because I've been too tired to cry all day.