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#50. Ilham and Clara have different beliefs

The relationship between Ilham and Clara turns out to be getting closer, after a meeting when Stefani coffee land with Randy.

Because it feels suitable both of them exchange phone no. It doesn't feel like their relationship has been going on for three months. They are also open to each other.

Ilham tells how he first came to Jakarta, how his struggle and motivation. Inspiration is very grateful now has its own business.

Every month Ilham routinely gave and sent to his parents for the cost of living in the village and the cost to send his sisters.

According to Clara Ilham his son is responsible, Inspiration people are hardworking, anything they do as long as it is halal money. Either as a repairman or rental driver.

Actually, Ilham's permanent job opened a tire patch repair shop, and sold small spare parts and oil from motorcycle vehicles and 4-wheeled vehicles.

If again empty of buyers, or someone asks, Ilham wants to change profession to a rental driver.

Ilham was born from a poor family, with a strong determination to migrate to Jakarta, in order to send to meet the needs of his father, mother and sisters.

In addition to meeting the needs of everyday life. The main purpose of Inspiration is to raise the family. "The degree of family can go up. Then must live successfully and successfully", the principle is always held by Inspiration and becomes his encouragement and encouragement to go forward and rise and continue to work hard never give up.

His determination is a very strong inspiration to achieve a better life. That's what made him successful and successful. Little by little the profits are stored and saved, until finally for 10 years can become what it is now.

There are similarities between Ilham and Clara. Both are the oldest children or first children, who have the burden and responsibility to help the family economy and send their younger siblings to school.

Ilham's age is very far apart from Clara, almost 13 years. For Clara it was no problem. "By Vina's age, her mother was also very far adrift to her age, her father Beni" thought Clara in her heart.

Clara also did not mind the difference between Clara and Ilham. Clara is a Batak tribe while Ilham is a Javanese tribe.

From the beginning Clara didn't bother about it. Even Clara before coming to Jakarta was determined not to take a husband Batak tribe. In order to avoid marriage in Sedarah, it means marriage in surname.

Because Clara did not wear her original surname, the surname of her own biological father. Because he felt hurt because his biological father never cared for him and never sought him.

Inspiration also felt open and did not mind the tribe of Clara itself.

Even Ilham, already know and understand a lot about the character of Batak people, "The style of speech is loud and loud, but it's the picture of Batak people who talk as they are and nothing is covered up. But his nature is mostly good, caring and understanding", thought the Inspiration in his mind.

And that character is in Clara, "who speaks as she is and is open, even angry at the outburst of everything that sticks in her heart with all her heart. And it will finally subside and be tender again", Inspiration added to his heart.

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Before the Inspiration sleeps.

For a moment Ilham sat there contemplating in his room.

Inspiration felt his heart crumble.

At the moment I am close to Clara. arguably very close, even we are very suitable. We are also open to each other.

Sometimes I feel homesick, if I don't meet Clara, sometimes there is jealousy when Clara is close to her male coworker. "Have I really loved Clara?", Inspiration thought to himself with great piety.

For Clara's attitude and nature I have no problem, not even her own tribe. I'm also used to his attitude and nature.

We are also one purpose of life, which is both to please and make the family happy.

The obstacle at this time is "Clara is not in the faith with me" thought Ilham riled.

Inspiration is also confused between continuing this relationship or ending it. If you break up, Ilham does not want to, because she already loves Clara. If it continues what about Clara's beliefs now?, will Clara follow my beliefs?. Or am I going to follow Clara's beliefs?, the questions go back and forth in Ilham's brain and disturb him so much that he can't make him sleep closed.

"I'll try tomorrow to ask Clara about the continuation of this relationship", thought Ilham in his mind. And wanted to rest immediately, because at this time he was too tired to think about the problem that was so complicated.

Inspiration can only resign and pray, given guidance and guidance, so that whatever the decision will be. Not making enmity no one gets hurt. The decision taken is the best decision.

Inspiration hopes and prays for everything to be done.

Inspiration is very solemn praying tonight. The prostration of worship exalts itself to the Power. With tears, and ask forgiveness for all that was done. As well as pleading sincerely, in order to be guided, given the best solution. And prayed that Clara would follow the faith of Inspiration.

Such is the hope of inspiration in his prayer. Because Inspiration has also been very obedient and routine worship. Even very afraid when there is a hole in doing worship.

And Ilham was grateful so far from the beginning to wander to Jakarta from nothing, now feel established. It is all the intervention of the Power. Inspiration is afraid and does not want to abandon its beliefs.

Inspiration also grew increasingly frustrated thinking about how complicated the problem was. Clara, what do you want to follow my beliefs?. I saw Clara very routinely perform her worship?. Inspiration also became desperate.

In his mind his relationship with Clara would definitely end. Because of the difference in beliefs. Inspiration is now resigned, and no longer dare to hope and fantasize for a lifetime while with Clara.

"Ahh, stop. Dizziness..... Tomorrow I will try to ask Clara nicely", muttered Ilham while ruffling his hair.

Ilham tried to close his eyes and wanted to be closed. Because I feel so sleepy and tired.

Finally Ilham was closed at dawn at 03:00 in the morning.

Ku.ku.ku..

Ilham gasped from his sleep, thinking I Ilham was too late to wake up. He has not yet performed his worship.

Not long ago the voice of the Adhan was heard with a very melodious reverberation, Calling and reminding all his people to bow down in thanksgiving and worshiping Him.

Inspiration remembers that there was a mission and a petition that was very much intended for Inspiration, so that the Power to listen to its Prayer, because Inspiration already felt fit and wanted to live with Clara. Inspiration prostrate and give up praying fervently.