The Indigo Plus In-Law Fisted
#52. Ilham wanted Clara to move on.

Finally Ilham and Clara arrived at the cafe where they first met. Before Ilham invited Clara to the cafe. It turned out that Ilham had made a surprise to Clara. Ilham chose a place and told Clara to sit in the corner of the cafe, which could look towards the lake.

There's a beautiful note on the table that they ordered a "Will you be my wife Clara".

Instantly Clara was very surprised and very happy to see the beautiful writing that had been printed on the tart cake and among them there was an engagement ring and a candle that was lit, as well as cafe lights that are deliberately made with dim light from incandescent bulbs. It makes Clara speechless.

"What is this mas?, what does this mean?", Clara until mispronounced not knowing what to say.

"Clara Will you be my wife?", Inspiration while holding onto Clara's two hands was still in a standing position.

Clara fell silent, "It turns out to be true. Inspiration asked about the continuation of their relationship" Clara thought to herself.

"Mas I'm very happy and very happy for everything I've done. All this time I've been treating me very well.

He valued me so much, respected me, was so considerate, and understood so much how to deal with my temperamental nature.

I also saw the mas was so attentive to the mas family, even when the mas also drove me home, salute and appreciate my brothers.

They also look at the mas with a positive outlook and praise the mas. All the criteria of the dream man are in the self mas.

I can't answer now, it's because there's such a deep chasm in our relationship. Our difference of belief.

I would be very sick if I had to think about parting with you. But I can't be selfish either, I have to think about my family's feelings.

May I ask about our relationship with my family?. Because frankly mas, I am also very afraid to apostatize, I dare not?.

Please give me some time to think about it", Clara revealed all her heart and feelings. There was such a deep sadness that he could not express.

Sad to think about their relationship later that can not be continued. Actually choosing a husband for a friend is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.

Since this is a lifelong relationship, her feelings and mental well-being will be hugely impactful, even for her children. Because Vina's mother from Clara always told her not to be wrong in choosing a life friend.

A little disappointment in the look of Ilham's face, but soon removed his unpleasant facial features. Because previously also Ilham had anticipated, what if Clara rejected it. Inspiration understands Clara's position, Ilham could not force Clara. Let it be sincere and sincere Clara, if it is necessary to apostatize. Inspiration understands Clara's feelings.

"Well, Clara, if you can't answer now. I'll wait for your answer whenever it is", Ilham told Clara.

"Mas understands your position Clara. Mas personally was very afraid, even very afraid when you have to change beliefs.

From a small mas already educated and instilled religious knowledge. To always be loyal to the pillars of Islam and to practice Islamic Sharia.

What you get is not solely for your abilities and actions. But there is divine intervention and power in it that requires the people to be faithful to the Divine.

Actually we are both in praising the Divine, but my ways and beliefs have been ingrained in my mind. If I change my faith, but my heart and soul are still deep in that old belief, it means that I have deceived myself and my God.

I am a husband later, it is impossible for a husband to follow his wife, should his wife follow her husband.

But you can't force you either.

For that you also have to be sincere and sincere if you change your faith, do not be forced. You must also learn the teachings of the new faith.

I'll be so happy and willing to teach you to learn my beliefs Clara. Because the wife's heaven is upon the palm of her husband.

A married wife will automatically leave her parents. The wife will live forever with her husband. The wife is obliged to submit and respect her husband. So with respect to her husband automatically heaven is on her.

I will guide and teach you to reach that heaven. Even more special is every person who has said the words of the creed sincerely and sincerely then he will be kept away from the door of hell.

The phrase is "I testify that there is no God to be worshipped except Allah, and I testify that the Prophet Muhammad is a messenger (Epostle) of Allah ", Inspiration understands Clara's position and gives her an idea and thought so that Clara can decide what is best for her and for the continuation of their relationship.

"Mas wants you to be able to think about the continuation of this relationship of ours Clara!. And hopefully the picture that you give can open your insight and mind path.

Even if you change beliefs later follow your beliefs. They will appreciate you, even appreciate you. Because you have followed my beliefs, because it was a very difficult decision.

Your parents, I'll think of you as my own parents, even your own sisters. I will not limit your relationship with your family.

They are free to come and you are free to give to them, of course according to your ability. Do not force it, it means only you.

For example, if you give to your parents by forcing yourself, it means that until you owe, you do not like it that way. Still you have to excuse me to mas, maybe the concept is different and should be. That we can agree on together", Ilham added.

Clara was silent. A little bit Clara felt open her mind. In order to convert to the faith of Inspiration, "But at least Clara must respect the feelings of her parents and family. Clara had to ask permission first to her parents", Clara thought in her mind.

"Mas, I'll think about it more deeply. I have to ask my parents for permission first. I hope you understand my decision" Clara said firmly.

"Alright Clara I can't impose my will either. I will wait for your response and your readiness. What I'm sure is what I said about your relationship with your family. It was a desire from the heart of the mas, serious and responsible for the words of the mas", inspiration convinced Clara.

"Yes, Clara knows and understands the nature of the mas. Clara will also consider that", Clara tells.

"Oh yes, what food and drink we will waste. This food and drink are waiting for us to eat immediately", Clara tried to divert the conversation, because from now on faced with a situation that was so tense and very awkward.

And it happens that the stomach has asked to be filled immediately. When differences are removed, like no burden is squeezed, Clara murmured in her heart.

Now Clara and Ilham are cool to eat the food and drinks presented in front of them. The two smiled and occasionally tasted each other and ate their second meal. And don't forget to feed each other.

What happiness do they feel and express the form of love from Clara and Ilham.

Inspiration also expresses his feelings. "Clara I love you so much, I've never known a woman. And until this old age had no thoughts of dating. Ever since I knew you, I felt like my world was so colorful and meaningful. Honestly I can't live without you", honest inspiration confesses his feelings.

Hearing the honesty of Ilham, Clara blushed. Verily what Inspiration feels today, that is how Clara feels. Clara covering her could only hold tightly onto Ilham's hand. As interpreted, That the hand of Inspiration will always be held by him to live his life in the future. Clara's hope cannot be denied.