The Destiny of a Substitute Mother
Chapters. 35 Hate but Love

"Well, I'll let you take the things they gave you, but throw away the potions they gave you. You have to take care of the boy, more than you take care of yourself!"

Dee closed her eyes for a moment. Smiling bitterly. For Kane, however, the boy is more important than him. Dee can't say anything anymore.

"I understand if he's important to you, I understand that!" dee said with a wounded heart. He turned his body and walked away from Kane.

That night, Dee slept with Kane on his back. He was cold with the man. Their relationship has just improved.

Kane put back the i pad in his hand onto the nightstand. He hugged Dee's body from behind. Rubbing her stomach gently.

"What are you doing?"

Dee remained silent giving no response.

"Is your mother angry with you? If you do, tell him yes if you're sorry, don't be mad anymore."

Dee wiped away her growing tears. Body vibrates. The suspicious Kane turned Dee's body around.

"Hi, are you crying?" tanyanya surprised.

Dee brushed off Kane's hand and covered his face with a pillow.

Kane took the pillow and threw it away. His body shuts Dee looking at him fixedly.

"Are you crying because I forbid you to take things from Cindy?" ask Kane.

"Didn't I just take the potion, not the others!''

"Go, I hate you!" shout Dee.

"really?'' asked Kane with a soft look.

"Yes, I hate you so much!"

"No you love me" Kane replied.

"hate."

"Love."

"Hate, hate it so much."

"Love is so in love."

The words hate and love continue, until finally Kane says.

"I love you" said Kane.

"I hate you" Dee said simultaneously. But then he stared at Kane.

Wait if he didn't hear wrong. Dee's eyes blinked many times.

"What did you say?'' ask Dee.

"You love me" Kane replied, looking into Dee's eyes. The woman glared, smashing her lips.

Kane kissed Dee's adorable lips, then turned to Dee's stomach.

"Finally your mother fell silent as well. Stop crying."

Kane came down from above Dee's body and hugged Dee from behind. Kissing nape.

"Dee will you learn to love me?" tanyanya.

Lama Dee was silent.

"Dee?"

"I don't know" said the woman.

"I won't force you" Kane replied. He hugged Dee's body tightly. His mind hurts.

This is because all this time he closed his heart to women because he knew that loving someone would hurt him.

She was afraid that Dee would be the same as her mother who would die her son after earning a lot of money. The trauma made him deny the comfortable feeling Dee always made when he was with her.

Although Dee always rejects him blatantly, does not make Kane hate him or not like him. He instead felt challenged to have Dee completely.

Dee herself was silent in confusion. Did Kane really love him or did he hear wrong?

Maybe Kane said that just to keep him from getting angry again. Most great men are like that, will do anything if they want to achieve a goal after that, he will throw if he has got it.

That man couldn't love her.

Unlike Rizky who wants to do anything for him. Even he was willing to help one of the stalls sell day and night to be able to buy cake for Dee.

Dee fell silent.

"Do you love that man so much that you don't want to stick with me for their sake?"

Dee's tears started to drip again.

"Will a marriage survive without love? It's the same way you have to walk on hot coals for something uncertain."

"Then learn to love me?"

Dee turned her body towards Kane's eyes.

"For what? Will you give me full rights as a wife and love me with all my heart?" ask Dee.

Kane took the strand of hair that covered Dee's face, pulling her backwards.

"We'll see what happens in the next four months or until you give birth to them. If you come to that time really love me with all my heart, then I will give you everything you want. The status of the wife and mother of your children and the love of me. However, if you have doubts about your heart and you still want to leave my life, then I will accept."

"We'll only be together if you and I both believe we love each other" Kane continued.

Dee stared at the conviction of Kane's remarks.

"Do you love me?" ask Dee.

"Maybe because I doubt my own feelings. Do these feelings exist just because we are together often? Or it's love, I'm not completely sure."

Dee took a long breath. His tight chest began to diminish.

"That means we decided to be together out of love, can I take care of this baby?"

"You're their mother."

"If not I'm not their mother?"

"What's it about knowing you as their mother. There they'll only get hurt because you left them to be with another man. Better not know who you are!"

"You're mean!" dee said.

"Life is cruel Dee. You have to hang on if you want to get something."

In his heart Kane hoped Dee would stay with him for the sake of their son.

Dee fell silent.

"You and I are actually the same, Kane. We are not expected by our parents. However, you are living against the rigors of destiny. I live with the love and affection of many people. I've never cursed my own fate because I grew up in an orphanage."

"While I regret being born into a Yang family, though then I met Mr. Jhon who loved me like his own son."

"It should be because of that equation, we can be together to heal the wounds made by our parents and not be like them" Kane said.

Dee smiled wryly.

"Oh, don't talk anymore. It's night time we should sleep." Kane hugged Dee.

His chest suddenly ached considering he could only hug Dee until this child was born.

If Dee decides to stay with the man then she will lose Dee? Is he ready for that?

Suddenly Dee's stomach rang loudly. The woman's face flushed.

"You hungry?"

Dee nodded.

"We go downstairs and find some food for you. Or do you want what? We can look for him outside" Kane said.

Dee bit her fingertips. He hesitated to express his desire.

"Say, what do you want?"

"I want to eat a spicy condiment conch," pinta Dee.

Kane stunned.

"I saw the food on television and it looked delicious" Dee said.

"Can you ask for something easy? Where do you find food? After all eating a conch is very .. ," Kane said with a disgusted expression.

"If you don't want to find the food I want, you shouldn't ask me what I want."

They just got better for a second and now they start fighting again.