Gavin - Survive On The Terrible Island
Chapter 49's

" collash ! " along with the sound of the slash, the head of the monster fell to the floor right in front of the nico standing

" jreb ! " i moved my sword once more to stick it into the head of the monster lying on the ground.

" hehe." a pleasant sensation began to run through my bloodstream..

one. .. two. three. six. eleven.

again..... again... !!! even faster. get it all out.... !!

" jrash!, jreb..! crash !!

it's so much fun.I can feel the rushing energy flowing through each of my veins.I can vent all my emotions on the monsters that are before me.

" kreaggghh ! " the scream of the monster began to sound so good that it entered my ears..

" oh... Is it over ?? "

" ahhhh ! " a shout rang out from behind me. It was the cry of marissa who was being approached by the other monsters.

once again I ran straight ahead.maximizing my adrenaline, took out the dagger that was on my waist. then threw it firmly towards right at the head of the monster I had targeted..

" jrezh ! " the dagger passed through Marissa and hit right into the head of the monster that was about to attack her

" kreaghh ! " along with the cry of the monster that fell to that floor, I walked over and took the dagger that was on the head of the monster corpse..

it's fun. hehehehe

humm ?? what is it with their expressions that look like they're scared to see me ??

" uh ?? "

I was grinning..??

I started to stand up after taking the dagger from the head of the monster corpse.

instantly I was stunned to see the sight before me..

the dark hallway was now filled with the corpses of monsters that lay headless.

I stood looking at my right hand..

one question came to my mind.

is this all my own doing??

if true. am I still a normal human being ??

but somehow this makes me feel relieved and calm.The feeling that makes me emotional now becomes more stable..

" haaah." I once again took a deep breath while closing my eyes.

this stench... I seem to have gotten used to it..??

" let's move on. " said I as I gestured to continue the journey to the others.

" jrash.. "

one monster after another was dying before me

kehehe...

I don't care anymore...

so human or not.. the important thing is to survive, right ??

" you guys.heard." while dragging a sword covered in monster blood.I stood in front giving directions to Marissa and the others behind me.

" you don't need to think about my situation. Now you just need to focus on the monsters that will attack you "

" umm. o.okay bro... "

" yes vinn... "

" good vinn.. "

" yes brother "

right now I don't want to see their expressions, but from their tone I know, they're thinking about me..

" the business of slaughter leave it to me..

" but vinn" said Marissa, who wanted to say something after cutting me off.

" humms ?? " i just looked back a little without facing them..

" you do not worry.I will not die.You should not be burdened just because I think of me. I am strong "my words show my right hand thumbs on them without expression..

you do not need to be burdened just because of me. That burden let me bear it for you. because I am strong.

I am currently facing off against three passageways around me..

this is not an ordinary passageway, it is more similar to a tunnel because of its shape.The size of each of these passageways may be equivalent to the size of a container truck.

" there are now three passageways before us" I said standing before the giant hallways covered in darkness..

standing up and frowning. I swallowed my fear down my throat..

don't joke. Things like this I never even saw even in a dream..

" sister "

however, everyone looked increasingly anxious.I could see the fear clearly drawn on their faces.

" what are your choices now ?? "

should I answer honestly.??

under these circumstances it seems like it should be..

" i don't have. "heard my answer their expression was even stronger indicating that they were really very frightened at the moment.

seeing three giant tunnels right in front of you, with a dense darkness enveloping him.What kind of reaction do humans usually react to ?

thats right..

that's a fear..

I'm human too.I feel scared like them...

there aren't..

you must swallow your fear round and round into your stomach and let it dissolve in the courage of your soul...

" honestly I tell you. right now.in front of these purging alleys.you must throw away your human instincts "I insist before them expressionlessly.

" you mean..we have to throw away our humanity side ?? I'm not crazy like you.. ! " nico raised his voice to me

it seems like he has become completely unstable..he has been harboring this for how long ?

slowly, I walked up to nico by dragging the sword in my right hand.

" what !!? you want to kill me ?? kill ! kill !! I'm not strong anymore either. I'm no longer strong through this ! " she said that in a loud voice, but she also stepped back as I got closer to her.

" k.. sis ?? " clara pulled my hand to try to hold me back. I just let go of that clara's hand expressionlessly

" vi.vinn?? what do you want to do ?! hey !! " cried marissa from beside me without daring to touch me

" ssttt "and so did marissa I just gave a signal to shut up to her and keep walking closer to nico.

I saw nico's body trembling more and more when I got to him..

" bruk ! "

nico who was already not strong enough to resist the trembling at his feet finally fell to the floor, and I stood before him expressionlessly

" bord "

I dropped my sword to my right side..

" hihh ! " little scream nico put on a pale expression on his face

" pacify yourself. Don't you want to live longer.. ?? don't you want to pursue your true love "with a stern look I told her while holding her shoulder

" uuhh.. I'm really frustrated... I really can't hold this fear any longer. and you.. You're even as easy as saying throw away your human instincts ?? just be true .. "

" you think why I have survived in this forest until now, when I could have easily surrendered myself to the pirates and agreed to their request.

I'm sure I won't be killed. I've learned all this is a big plan of those criminals who want to destroy the world..

I survived only to keep the humanity in me. until I was willing to suffer until like this. and you... You even easily say throw away my human instincts ?? I'd rather die !! "

" i thought you misunderstood nico .. "

" huh ?? "

" who told you to throw away your humanity ?? "

" uh ja.so ?? "

" i'm saying about your human instincts, and it has nothing to do with the humanity in you "

" mak.. means ?? "

" i said to throw away your survival instinct or it could be interpreted to throw out all the fear in you. "

" in front of me. my instinct is to say that something more frightening will happen. Turn off your fear if you want to stay alive.. "

" o.h "

" it seems that you seem very frightened, even to think clearly is no longer able to. "my words walked to take my sword back.

" then. do we have to rest here ?? " add me again while leaning against one of the walls of the hallway staring blankly at my front..

" uh. ma.I'm sorry bro.. "

" no. that's okay. I guess you guys are also starting to get scared seeing me who's like a crazy person "

" uh mom.not so vinn" said Marissa who now dared to make eye contact with me.

" don't dodge. I also realize the change in me. It may be true that I have gone mad. but I can't go back anymore.. " I said while watching my hand that had left many scars and was covered in monster blood. "I have also killed many humans.. "

" bruk "

marissa hugged me so tightly that I felt like I was crashing against a wall.

" no. stop that vinn. forgive me. forgive us. we are just scared. you are not crazy. you are a savior for us. hikss.. "

after that all things calmed down again, and the tension between us seemed to disappear with the wind...

and between the three aisles, we chose the one on the right.it was not instinct.