Gavin - Survive On The Terrible Island
Chapter 39's

Is that question that important?

what was more important than the danger that might come against them.

it's funny that they're always scared in any situation..

and.. what do I consider them ? I don't know.I really don't know.it's harder to answer that question than it is to defeat dozens of long-handed monsters..

" i don't know.., don't give me a hard question "

" it's not hard at all vinn. " replied marissa.

" then starting from you.., how do you assume we are here ?? " let me go back to Marissa

hoo.., let's see how you're going to answer that tough question.

" you are precious friends to me.. "

uhh !??? what a definition of true bluntness.I was surprised and frozen in amazement when I saw him say that

" here, in a dangerous place I hang my life expectancy on you, how can I not consider you precious friends "

" umm... "

after hearing Marissa who revealed her words so loudly.before long it was heard that someone stepped one foot forward..

" me too."

he is nico.

" so is it with me. I'm a very lousy person in survival "

" yes, that's right. "welcome clara.

" the humm is definitely right." I agree

" hey. I'm not ready to continue my words.. "

" hihi. continue nico. "

" ahem ! thanks rara. i.., uh shit. I'm so embarrassed to continue it now.. "

nico shouted while scratching his head violently

" umm. the point is I'm lucky to meet you here.., I'd be happy if I was allowed to stay with you. You guys I consider a precious friend.especially for Brother Gabin.., I've considered you my own brother "

one more brooding creature who can speak bluntly. brother he said? I didn't really believe it.., but I could see from the look on her face that sincerely said that. uh. she said that I felt her shame. and again you mispronounced my name oi. not gabin but gavin....

" humms ?? why are you looking at me ? " let me see all those who look at me expectantly

no.. No.., don't tell me it's my turn to talk..?

" ahemm.., this is not yet the time. Now I want clara to continue first.. "

shit... I really can't do this. is there any way to escape ? I don't think I can imagine if I run away and get into the monster's lair again.

" umm me ? "

this is good, which I know Clara is a shy person..

" we are the ones who together face this abyss of death.you are worth more than what is called a friend.. "

eh ? what !! no way. no.., wasn't he a shy person before ? humm.., but it could happen considering they are a pathetic business family..! am I the only one who can't answer questions like that here???

once again nico took one step forward with a reddened face while staring at clara.it seemed like he wanted to say something ridiculous again to the current clara

" more valuable?? do we not-don't we. I mean I.. "

" no ! except you here, everything is precious.. "

" ehh ?? clara. Give me a chance. I'll take care of you.. "

" no. there is no chance ! "

" hu.. don't be so clara.."

it's a chance.I'd better get out of here for a while..

but when I wanted to move my legs to leave, a hand stuck to my shoulder and held me..

that was marissa..

" where are you going ?? you haven't answered the strange master !! "

" cih "

I think I have to face this storm.

" do you want me to answer that first vinn ? " ask Rara with a smile on me

" yes ra. sure. ladies first "

" fuck I forgot about that ! am I disrespectful for having gone before ? " say nico squeezed his hair up

" yes, that's what makes you more and more shunned by women "clara replied

" no.. ! "

" i am so grateful that I can still breathe and set foot on this earth even though there is an incident that makes me very frustrated..

no. Ra. don't say that anymore. I became the face of the bastard.

my chest was so full of excitement and it felt so stifling..

" but now it's okay, because every time I spend with you guys is so fun. Sometimes it also feels very difficult and so thrilling..., you are my best friend and my first friend...

a smile that is sweet but also holds so many wounds.You are a strong woman.you have been through tough days..

" and for gavin.., said friend or brother will not be enough to describe my feelings.I hope we can continue together forever, I hope, at least I want to be able to see you always in this life even from a distance "

my blood rippled with the words of Rara. I was happy, but I was also sad to not be able to protect her from the fateful tragedy.

" gavin. thank you.., I don't want to be away from you." said Rara who came to hug me tightly.

humms ? this strange feeling?..

uh. why does this marissa sometimes put on a scary face like that. I'm so afraid to welcome a hug Rara..

" be calm ra. You'll be fine.., I'll do my best to protect you "

" ahem ! you can say that easily to him, but can't answer my question just now !? "

" umm. umm.. beat him marissa. I support you this time. I envy.., I mean it's not good to ignore people's feelings "

this nico

there is no other option.just answer without assuming they exist.., that way all might be easier.

no. no. I feel it is very evil. This is not a trick to make a presentation

" well.to me. I will answer honestly.. "

" humm. humm I've been waiting for him bro. "

I wonder why the nico who looks so excited is looking forward to this

" before in my eyes you were nothing more than a burden. I was troubled like a parent taking care of a baby. it was troublesome and I wanted to leave you as soon as possible.except Rara.., because from the beginning I met him on the ship. "

when they heard that, except for Rara, they looked lethargic with their eyes down.

" Slowly together with you, I don't think it's bad either. I'm not a friendly person.I was an anti-social person before, for me to talk to someone if there's anything important..

however, as time went on with you guys, I understood one thing..

being close to others is also a pleasure "

they seem to be starting to smile ? and I also felt relieved after saying that.I just understood.express feelings like this turned out to reduce the burden on my mind.

" if asked what I consider you guys. Right now I don't know either. I can't describe clearly about it. For sure I want you guys no one dies or even injured in the slightest. you can judge what I consider you to be from the way I treat you "

the moment after I said that, the atmosphere felt so awkward..

" i understand, for an anti-social person I think that's enough for us" said Marissa standing up from her seat " from the answer already described that now we are the people who are important to you "

" i'm happy.judging by seeing the way you treat us huh.., I understand "

why do I feel like Marissa is holding back a smile

" i'm also happy to hear that.I think I still have a chance.Ah thank God, if brother Gavin says I'm a precious friend maybe it will hurt a little.. "

the opportunity? sick ?

I don't understand

" oh yeah, what did Vinn want to say about it ? "

" which humm ? "

" why does sister vinn look pale and very tired from the forest ? "

huh ? clara didn't listen to me before ?

" yes bro. I also want to know.. have you seen anything that is cleaning up ?? hihhhh! I got goosebumps " said Nico rubbing his back neck

hoi..., did you guys not even listen to me talk about the giant snake ?

" i heard Gavin say about snakes. What is a vinn snake ? "

even rara too ?

" vinn. You have to say it now. If you think we're important, you can't keep something that happened to you in this forest a secret" said Marissa as if she put on a really serious look

" you... "

" ouch ! why did you hit me bro "

" got what.I'm just a little upset "

" huh ?? "

in that place, right under a lush tree with large roots that were creeping under it, I began to explain the difficult situation and to purge the one I had just encountered in the forest..