Gavin - Survive On The Terrible Island
Chapter 26's

" argrhh ! " a knife struck the forehead of a robber, and the man lay on the ground bleeding from his forehead..

for a moment everything became quiet..,

the raindrops finished as if reluctant to continue bathing the corpses that were lying in front of my sight..

I feel so nauseous right now, an uneasy feeling filled my throat after killing those vile people..

is this the feeling after killing a human??

I feel so guilty..

my head was down on my knees on the blood-red ground, my body felt limp and my mind felt empty.

am I still human??

am I allowed to kill these people..

is ??

is there someone who is on my side now ??

at first glance I looked at the look on nico's face but he seemed frightened to see me so he turned the other way after seeing me

clara also looked down at the bottom, perhaps she was very scared now that she saw the slaughter of humans before her eyes.

marissa..

I don't want to see him now, maybe he's upset because I said I didn't care about his life when he was threatened by pirates..

then who ??

suddenly both warm hands were embracing me from behind as I bowed to see my bloodied hands..

" vinn.. Are you okay ? " a soft, soothing voice came in through my ears..

this is the voice of Rara..

" i.., are you okay to touch my blood-soaked hands, ra ?? " i said, holding both hands against my neck, "are you not afraid ?? "

" humm... mm" he replied, shaking his head. "why should I be afraid of the person who has always protected me ?? "

I was stunned as he said that.My mood slowly began to improve, and my mind slowly also started to clear..

great.., you're like an angel..

you really are a woman who means something to me now..

I know you're afraid ra.., there's no way a girl as gentle as you isn't afraid to see a corpse strewn with blood..

but you always struggle to look strong in front of me..

I even felt your hands tremble a little..

" ra's.. "

" yes vinn ? "

" now, can you untie the bonds of Marissa and the others. Just take any knife or sword between the corpses to cut them off.. "

now, I still don't want to show them my possibly creepy face.

so even though I was talking to Rara, I just stared down without looking at her

" well vinn, I'll untie them now "

" yes, thanks.. "

not long after Rara untied Marissa, nico and clara, they were standing right behind me still sitting thinking about a lot of things with faces that might look sad

" then, what are you going to do now ?? " ask them without looking back "you can leave if you don't want to come with me "

" sister.., what are you saying?? we will stay with you.Where else will we go ?? "

clara's words made me ask in my heart why she said that after seeing me kill so many humans in front of her

" humms ?? are you not afraid ?? you see for yourself how I slaughtered those pirates with my sword.

" bro.., I did get a little weary when I saw you grinning to enjoy the criminals, but. on the other hand I also support you to do so. because, if it weren't for you, we wouldn't have survived.. " nico said as he walked closer patting me on the shoulder "you did it right bro. they deserve it "

" yes, brother, thank you for saving us.. "

I was stunned to hear their words to me

I started to stand up using the sword that stuck in front of me as a crutch.I started to look towards them heavily.

there., ^..,

I saw Marissa standing with her head bowed down. Her right hand held her left arm, she was seen biting her lips as if holding back a cry

it's because of me..

I won't ask him anything now

15.10pm

we continue our journey, though,

but at this time I was resting under a tree.I leaned my head against the trunk of that tree and started to close my eyes..

I feel so tired..,

I had very little time to sleep these few days, even one to two days I had no sleep

the shadow of death that always comes haunting.how can I sleep in this muddy place..

"haa.. "

must remain optimistic..

slowly, I began to drift away from losing my consciousness under that soothing tree..

" humm what is this ?? "

I wonder in my heart.., what fruit is so chewy that I have in my hands.., while *********** that fruit I woke up slowly opening one eye to peek..

" hey ? " i was shocked when I realized I was already in the lap of Rara with my right hand squeezing the senseive part." ma. sorry ra.. I don't know ! really believe me.. "

rara smiled coldly at me. Her face looked flushed.Surely she was very angry as well as ashamed of this..

damn, how embarrassing I am..

" ra.., you..

" gavin bodo.., "along with that high note quickly pinched my stomach venting his frustration..

" uh.., ! "

I wriggled in pain with a pinch that was like having the centipede can..

why is a woman's pinching so painful..

" raa.., why are you here, is not the rest there "pointing me east from where I am.

my heart almost came off and fell when I realized I had touched that part.

" you have to take responsibility ..! " said Rara sitting upright looking at me with one eye, she puckered her face and pursed her lips.

" dang.ung answered ?? "

" right.., you've done that to me.., if you're not responsible do you deserve to be called a vinn male ?? " he said again, drawing his face closer while looking at me who was nervous in front of him

" yes, but what kind of responsibility ra ?? "

" hehem "

somehow he looks like he will enjoy this moment.. will he pranking me??

no. No. I did, however, put my hand in that crucial spot..

" from now onwards.you will always be beside me, do not leave me. protect me.

I started to think deeply.., isn't everything she said the same ??

" and lastly, you should introduce me to your father..

" humm yes, of course..

huh ?? "

" hehem.., you've agreed yes.., don't forget.it's our promise "

he walked away with a happy and confident face leaving me who was still sitting dumbfounded silent and dead said..

I began to sit down while contemplating my words earlier..

it's not that I don't want to bring him up with my father..,

but you know, my dad was very disciplined.

imagine him saying something like this..

" whataaah! you want to introduce me to a girl ?? are you shameless.Even you can not prepare a house for yourself.. push up a thousand times now and reflect on what you said earlier by eating two kg of raw meat "

hiihh ! finish my history..