
Sela's question was not answered by Bela, immediately Sela just fell silent and hugged her friend who was in trouble. He understands that all humans have problems but some just keep it to themselves without having to tell others.
"Thank you" Bela said, breaking the silence between them. Bela wants to reconcile with her self who always feels abandoned.
"Here you go, let's get off. I want to go home" That's all that comes out of Bela's mouth.
They both came down from a place that high. Actually, there is a lot that Sela wants to ask about Bela, why she is here and what to do and why to do it. But Sela chose to keep it. Because he knows Bela's heart is still not completely calm.
"I don't know what you're going through, but I'm sure you're a strong woman. I hope you don't do it again" Whispered Sela as she walked.
Bela heard it, but she preferred to pretend to be deaf so that not many people would interfere in Bela's matters. Although at that time Bela was afraid if Sela told everything on the themes of her classmates.
Not long after, Bara came to them both. Suddenly Bela just fell silent and whispered to Sela for her to leave immediately because her brother had come.
"Thank you, you can go and don't worry about me. Now that my brother has come" Bisik Bela while gesturing to Sela and occasionally staring at Bara who was walking from a distance.
Sela obeyed Bela's words, she immediately went and got into her parked car not too far away. Sela did not leave immediately, she opened her window slightly just to make sure that her friend was fine.
Bela tried to clear herself as if nothing had happened. Bela reworked her emotions to stay calm. Actually long stabilized emotions, but Bela should be able to.
"Where have you been? " Snapping Bar on Bela.
"Ah sir, I'm looking for you around every corner to pay for clothes, and you're missing instead. It's a good thing I wasn't seized by them" Bela said in his usual tone.
"Stupid, I said ask to wait but you're running around" Ketus Bara with a high tone.
*brak* Bara threw Bela groceries. He came to the store to pick up the groceries that the girl had chosen and paid for them straight away.
"You paid him? thankfully. Thank you sir" said softly Bela with a smile.
Then they both got into the car. Sela who was looking at him from a distance was astonished when she saw Bela's smile return to how it was at the time that almost ended her life.
Sela did not understand what kind of problem Bela was going through. All he knew was that Bela was depressed or hurt by her problems so he chose to end his life.
Fortunately, Sela arrived on time, and saw Bela walking alone to the top parking lot empty-handed. Apparently Bela wanted to end his life, thank God gave Sela as his savior.
"You're safe with your brother, I'll go" muttered Sela and she left with the driver.
It was not really about the heartache that made Bela want to end her life. But the feeling of being tired with the way of life is always the same as yesterday.
He could only take one of the choices that came in his mind. The first choice remains silent and must accept a life that never gets along.
And the second option is to leave his present life, then go back to the past life with his father and brother.But Bela chose the last option that is not included in his record, which is to end his life.
"I have no choice in life, so on I will be a loser who always follows his orders" Bela cried in his heart.
He felt that he really became a robot that was always set by Bara. So inevitably have to follow Bara's wishes even though his heart is broken.
The only way is to give a senyuma full of falsehoods. If the mind has been deadlocked then it does not rule out the possibility to find a way back, which is to end a life that is never fair.
"Where did you go? " Task Bara in silence on the way home.
"Hmm I went to the toilet" Bela replied lying.
"Why don't you ever obey me? " Bara.
"How can I obey you sir while you're so selfish" muttered Bela inwardly but she couldn't get out.
"Hmm because if I wait for you then I will fall asleep. So I went to the toilet to wash my face, then to the parking lot and waited for you. If I go back into the store, then the waiter will ask me for payment while I do not have money" explained Bela at length.
Bela peppered her scenario to cover up her stupidity earlier. He was foolish because he thought so very well and wanted to end himself, but not necessarily he was accepted by the angel of death.
Actually Bela was also curious about the woman who was beside Bara earlier. They both look familiar and Bara smiles while talking to the woman, even though Bara is a very cold type of man and almost never smiles at Bela.
"I'll be out of your life soon, sir" His mind exclaimed, and his eyes stared at Bara.
"Why are you staring at me? " Task Bara loudly.
"Ah that's your forehead sweating. A moment" Again Bela lied.
Bela's hand was busy picking up the tissue and immediately gave it to Bara to wipe her sweat. But what he got was rejection. Because Bara wants Bela to wipe it.
"You're the lap, my hand is driving" Bela can only obey Bara's words, finally he who cleans Bara's sweat slowly. His lies bore fruit, because Bara did not suspect Bela at all.
Baratha Residence
"Omaaa, I miss" Shouted Bela and immediately hugged the oma who was relaxing in the family room.
Longing has been avenged because many obstacles to come to the house of oma. It feels like I haven't seen each other in years. Until Bela hugged the oma very tightly.
Oma smiled widely as she saw Bela coming, her hands greeted happily and put Bela in her warm embrace.
Since Bela got out of the Baratha family home, Bara hired a nanny for the oma. She was grateful because the nanny said that the oma had changed and had never been angry before. It's just that every night always call Bela's name so Bara brings the girl to meet the oma.
"Oma also misses you a lot, son" Oma smiled as she gave Bela a few kisses.
A little smile Bara again flashed when he saw the look on the face of the oma that radiated happiness at the arrival of Bela.
She did not know why she should have a grudge against the girl before her, whereas the girl loved her heartfelt love. Especially since there was Bela present in their lives, as if he had changed the personality of the oma who had returned and found a new life.
"What are you doing is standing still, here hug your oma" said Oma when she saw Bara standing behind Bela while staring at the two of them.
Bara immediately hugged the oma as ordered. As if it looks the intimacy displayed when Bara and Bela have each other oma. What a funny and adorable thing for oma, but not for them.
"Let's eat" Oma told the two to eat first.
"Where's mom? " Bela asked curiously as she looked at every corner not finding Klara.
"Your mother went abroad 2 days ago to take care of her business" Sahut oma.
Indeed Mama Bara is a very established career woman, no wonder if she continues to be busy with the business she manages.
"If Mario" asked Bela enthusiastically "
"He was in the room, just last night coming home from his Olympics" continued Oma made Bela smile happily because Mario had come home.
While Bara stared at the girl cynically, he always felt uncomfortable when Bela and Mario were close together. Both of them are just friends and school friends.
Then they ate together at the dinner table. As usual Bela's affection and Bela's treatment of the oma did not change. Even the oma caregivers are still not familiar with the habits of the oma while eating.
So Bela told the forbidden food to oma. Then the habit of the oma after the mechanism is not to go directly into the room, but to relax first and then take medicine.
"Oma, can I call Mario? " Tanya Bela, made Bara's eyes stare at him.
"Can"
"No"
Bara and oma answer simultaneously but not in line. Bela is confused as to whether or not he can call Mario.
"Omma? " Excite Bela back at the oma.
"May, please call Mario to eat" explained oma.
"He's grown up, don't need to be called on" Bara continued with a ketus. Her cherry face now looked grim and bent.
"Just let Bela call him, because since this morning he has not come out of his room" explained oma. Making Bara can not dwell and must agree to it.
Finally Bela went to Mario's doorstep to call him. He also misses Mario, especially Bela has not been to school for a long time because of illness and now it's time to meet Mario.
Before knocking on the door, Bela spoke to her own mind. Trying to remember at that moment he was kicked out by the cold master Mario. But since they were one school, Mario's cold melted a little.
*tock, tock, tock*
"Mario, Mario" A small shout from Bela called out Mario's name.
Mario who was lying down while reading a book was shocked when he heard a familiar voice enter his ears. Then he went back to being silent for a moment afraid it was just a fantasy.
And Bela called back Mario. Mario immediately woke up from his sleep and cleaned himself for a while. Then he opened the door slowly and saw Bela was standing in front of his room.
*crack*
"Defender? When's come? " Task Mario with a normal face. His heart wanted to reveal that he was very happy.
"Hi, I came with my husband" Bela explained.
Mario's face changes when Bela mentions that she came with her husband. Obviously Bela came with Bara, Mario didn't like to see that. He just wanted Bela to come alone.
Because in Mario's mind, Bara is a cruel brother and never had the slightest attention to him, except for Denada. And since Denada's death the atrocities have been back in the mountains.
"Hmm, I thought you were alone" Mario continued.
"It's impossible, I just don't know the way to this house. Let's go down to eat" Invite Bela to Mario.
Mario immediately got down from his room and followed Bela from behind. And they all joined in eating and enjoying the dishes quietly without any sound.
As usual Bara and Bela look very friendly in front of the oma. Bara deliberately does that to cover up the falsity of his marriage and also makes Mario jealous so that he does not get close to his little wife.
On the eve of the night, Bara said goodbye to go home after being satisfied to play at the house of oma. Actually Bela does not want to go home because he wants to continue with oma and at the same time learn with Mario. But it was an impossible thing so he had to obey Bara.
"Oma we must go home so that it is not too late to get home" Pamit Bara told oma.
"Aren't you guys staying over? " Task oma. Bela immediately smiled happily when she heard that. Because he wanted to stay over and spend time with oma.
"No" answered Bara.
Just now Bela opened her mouth and wanted to approve the oma's words, but Bara first said that they did not stay over. The reason is because Bela will be going to school tomorrow.
Disappointment was again obtained by Bela. He could not stay in this house, even though the place was very crowded and Bela would not feel lonely as she experienced.
Whereas in the house he lives in today there is only silence and he has to cook food alone, whatever all alone. Fortunately, there was Alex who wanted to accompany him to be a friend to laugh.
"In the meantime, I want to say goodbye to you first" Bela said. Then he ran to Taryo's room.
He hugged Mr. Taryo like his own father. Speaking for a moment because Mr. Taryo was very busy taking care of some garden and home needs. So Bela couldn't speak much and annoyed him.
And now Bela just met for a while and asked about Mr. Taryo's health, talked lightly and that's it. The rest he said goodbye to go home and said he would visit her again next time.
"Well take care of your health, because Bela is very happy to see a healthy father and continues to laugh a lot" said Bela to Mr. Taryo.
"Yes, you too. Take care of your health and do not forget to obey your husband's orders. And you have to remember that every life there is happiness and there is crying, if you find one of them then you have to react to it in adulthood even though you are still a teenager" Taryo advised Mr. Bela.