Between Love and the Mafia
34. Go to School Again

Bara followed him and sat down on the seat beside Bela. He was also speechless as he felt that his treatment yesterday had already made the little girl's smile disappear.

" I have no intention of torturing you, but my heart is already angry because you left without saying goodbye. I'm afraid you're gone" Bara opened the conversation, but her lips were so hard to say sorry to someone.

He explained what he had felt yesterday. His lips kept talking about what he had done was the wrong thing but deep down there was no intention to hurt the little girl back.

The silence enveloped the morning, the glare of the eyes of the two turned to one different point. Bara kept looking at the girl, and Bela looked up at the sky at the birds.

"I'm used to this, so just relax sir because I'm fine" Bela said breaking the silence.

Bela said so but the glare of her eyes still did not look at Bara. Bela tries to calm down in the painful things in her life.

"You know, punch is my food. So God gave me a strong body so as not to cry easily" he said again with a smile on Bara.

A smile holds a lot of wounds, but he still forces himself to continue to be happy even though it feels very painful. He tried to cheer himself up to see that he was okay.

Bara was also increasingly unbearable when he had to see the little girl who had the status of his wife was in pain and suffering, suffering, but he also could not bear if his wife was walking with others or out of the house without saying goodbye.

" It's all a misunderstanding, let alone my emotions being unbearable" Bara tries to hold Bela's hand but she dodges.

"Not to feel guilty, I want to live quietly without crying. Because laughter is my way of forgetting what has happened" Bela explained.

"Hahahahhaha, hahahahhaha, hahhhahhah" Bela suddenly laughed out loud like a madman.

It makes Bara more panic, he is afraid if Bela becomes stressed and out of control. Bara immediately got up from his seat and stared with his mother at the little girl in front of him.

Bara approached and stared fixedly, then he hugged Bela to make her calm and not have to force the laughter. But Bela still continues to laugh out loud with a pushy excitement on the sidelines of the suffering in his life.

Bara gives the hug out of fear if Bela stress because of him. Then he would not be able to explain it to the oma if all the bad thoughts of Bara happened.

"You think I'm crazy? No sir, I just want to laugh. And now let go of your embrace" Bela said again.

Bela rebelled and let go of his embrace from Bara and he went into the room to eat the porridge that was already available on the nightstand.

He ate it like a starving man who had not eaten yesterday. Bara looked at her confusedly, as she did not know about the strange thing the girl was doing.

His forehead shriveled full of question marks, yet he only chose silence. The most important thing is that Bela eats greedily so that it heals quickly.

"Eat slowly so you don't choke" Bara's orders softly though still cold.

"Uhukis... Uhuk... " Bela chokes.

Just now that I had finished speaking, Bela immediately choked while eating the porridge in a hurry. With sprightly Bara directly take drinking water and given to Bela.

"Drink, I told you to slow down" Bara gave Bela a glass of water to drink.

"Hmm, you're right sir"

In just a moment Bela changed, her silent self now returned friendly and spread a smile. It was as if he had returned to being Bela the carefree child without a burden.

He came back to talk a lot, as well as Bara who helped him to apply the ointment and give drugs to Bela. He also wants Bela to heal quickly so that oma does not feel suspicious about her disease.

The day changed just like that, the next day Bela was silent and could not go to school because her body was still not as healthy as before.

"Why don't you go again, sir? " Task Bela when she sees Bara still in the room.

"Do you want to throw me out? " Ketus Bara's.

"No, I'm just asking" he said.

Now Bela was silent in the room and Bara always accompanied him even though he had to lie by saying a lot of work to be done at home. Though he only wanted to pay attention to the development of Bela after illness. Quite a romantic thing but not yet realized by both.

Just thinking about fulfilling his responsibilities. Bela was just thinking as usual. There is no bond that expresses love to each other, but it seems like the attention of the two is starting to form slowly.

"It's so boring, it's been 2 days I'm school permit. It was like being in prison" he said while pacing in front of the bed.

"Master, I want to go to school tomorrow. I beg you" His face turned back.

"Look at your face hurt like that, aren't you ashamed? " Bar reminds me of the scar on Bela's face.

"No, I need some entertainment" Bela, who had been locked in the room, felt like she wanted to get out.

"Hmm okay"

"Yeyyyy" Bela leaped with joy and enthusiasm. Until he forgot that his legs still hurt because of the former Bara kick yesterday.

But the happiness in Bela can not be dammed anymore. He is always happy when he is happy, and he will feel sad when the sadness comes suddenly but it is very difficult to cry.

After that he went back to silence, pondering the question in his mind. For two days he did not go to the lower room. And he also did not see the oma, he thought always worried about the state of the oma.

"You why? " Task Bara when she sees Bela being silent for a moment.

"Is oma okay? " Bara shook his head at Bela's question. While he was still sick, he was still worried about the state of oma.

"Oma is very good, but if you continue to be sick then oma will continue to be moody" he said.

That made Bela sad again. Inside his head was wondering about the true state of oma. Because every morning Bela would stop by and make oma smile.

At nightfall he would also go to the oma room to make her laugh before the oma fell asleep. But it had been 2 days that he had not visited the oma.

"I hope oma's okay" Little gunamnya.

"Can I come down? " Tanya Bela was full of enthusiasm.

"No, tomorrow after you've improved" Bara won't allow it.

Whenever Bela wanted to go down, Bara always prevented and forbade him. He did not want oma to see directly the state of Bela so that she was not surprised and made her disease recur.

So he was forced to look after Bela and leave all the responsibilities of his job to Alex. Although there is also another purpose he keeps Bela, which is to make amends for the mistakes he has made.

"Alright, I'll just sleep" Bela chose to sleep instead of doing something in loneliness.

Bela just chose to sleep despite a lot of anxiety. 2 days he did not go out of the room, did not meet with oma, did not meet with his father for gardening, did not meet with Mario to study, did not meet with Mario to study, I didn't meet my mom to laugh. And not meeting with the waiter.

What a boring life for that girl. He is always happy when surrounded by many people, and he hates the silence that is always boring because every second must be contained.

The day turned night, Bela remained silent in the room. Bara went down to the dinner table to have dinner together.

"Is my grandson not well? " Oma repeatedly asked Bela's state of affairs to Bara, because the concern that you feel is very high.

"I miss his laughter, every night it feels very lonely not to hear Bela's laughter" said Oma with a lethargic look.

Because all this time that makes himself rise is Bela. The girl brings a lot of spirit and spreads into the residents of the house so that it can change all the atmosphere.

Bela changed everything, so that I am very happy to listen to what Bela told me. Not only oma, but all Baratha families except Bara who are still confused with their own feelings.

A few minutes later Bara climbed to the top with a dinner for Bela. Every morning, afternoon, evening and night she did the same thing only to see the girl get back to health.

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"Eat this to make your body full" A plate of rice was placed near Bela.

No answer whatsoever, Bara approached it turns out Bela was asleep in an empty stomach. Now he thought to be worried, if not awakened then the girl would sleep hungry.

But if Bara desperately woke him, then he had disturbed the girl to sleep. So he chose to shut up and let Bela to fall asleep.

This time Bara has the desire to sleep next to Bela. He only wanted to hug the girl's body with warmth so that Bela would not feel lonely.

"I don't know this thought. Are you the girl God sent me or am I to hurt? " His words while hugging Bela's body that has been wrapped in a blanket.

"I hope there's an answer in the future. May anger and love not grow side by side" Bara murmured and fell asleep next to Bela with a hug attached to the girl's body.

He was worried about his own mind. He did not know about his heart at this moment. Sometimes feeling upset, angry, cold and warm alternately if you see Bela in front of him.

Sometimes he vented anger big enough to hurt the girl. Bara feels that they are just a contract marriage, and hopes that there is no time to make her fall in love for real with the little girl.

Morning

Bela fell asleep so fast that night that she did not know if Bara slept with her as well. Bara hugged him tightly, without Bela knowing he also fell asleep greetings.

"Ehmmm" His body rolled a little, yet it felt heavy as if it had been crushed by something.

His eyes glared as he looked at the unfamiliar scene for the second time. Bara went back to sleep and hugged Bela like a wife and her husband were united.

Bara's breath was still blowing and was heard in his martial ears. The girl was confused to get out of Bara's embrace because her wishful thinking was quite heavy, so Bela tried it slowly and very carefully so as not to wake Bara up.

"Aaah, what a shit. Again he slept with me" he murmured inwardly.

Finally Bela can escape from the snare of the arms hugging burly. He immediately took a bath and dressed neatly to go to school without having to pay a goodbye to Bara. Because he misses going to school.

A few minutes later he came down and immediately walked to the oma room. Downstairs is still quiet, no Mario and no Klara. Maybe they're still getting ready because it's still very early.

\*tok, tok\*

"Come in"

"Omaaaa" Shouted Bela approaching and hugged oma.

He shouted as if he had never met oma for several years, but they did not meet for only 2 days. Oma also behaved so, her smile returned and hugged Bela tightly.

The two days longing had already been paid with Bela's smile. Oma sensed that Bela was her current life spirit. Because every time Bela will give a warm and happy atmosphere to be immati by oma.

"What pain do you love" asked oma while gently stroking Bela's hair.

Bela leaned against the lap of the oma as usual. They were both very familiar like a granddaughter and grandmother in a strong bond.

"Badan Bela limp once oma, so do not bia down" lies about the pain she spoke only to cover up Bara's cruelty so as not to surprise oma.

"If now"

"Defender is healthy, look at oma" Bela's smile returned gently painted to the oma.

\*brak, brack, brak\*

Bela hopped on the spot cheerfully to show the oma that she was fine. It made the oma laugh even more happily because of Bela's childish behavior but very much she missed.

Every look on Bela felt that it was unusual. Oma always saw that Denada was always in Bela wherever and whenever it was. Like a betel on the other two, their behavior is very similar even though their faces are different.

Bela spends time having fun with the oma even for a little while. Then he brought oma to the dining table. It makes Mario and Klara very surprised to see beyla cheerful as the day before.

"Defender? " Talk simultaneously between Klara and Mario.

Bela Sontak's presence made them surprised. Want to ask the situation but can not because at the dining table there is an oma who never knew anything about the state of Bela when Bara vented his anger.

"Hi mario, Hi mama. How are you guys doing? " She was so friendly like nothing happened in her life.

"Good, good mama. What about you, kid? " Klara asked Bela again, because from yesterday she was worried about Bela.

"Always good ma, the proof is now that Bela is here" Klara replied with a smile.

~~~~ CONNECT ~~~~