
A girl is busy with her own mind. pacing back and forth in the room just thinking about how to get out of the house that the atmosphere is very suffocating like darkness.
Undeniably, surely soon there will be a knock with the grip of anger that will approach him and always just like that almost every night.
*tock, tock, tock*
"Hurry to open the door Bela" Sighed the man in a loud voice so as to wake up all the household.
"Once again I have to hold on" he muttered as he swallowed his saliva in a nervous feeling.
Step a little bit closer to the door. Breathe in so that he can calm himself even for a moment. Confidence continued to be grasped while praying to God so that this time he was strong to hold everything.
*klek* slowly open the door while showing the angry face of a man who is about 50 years old and above.
"Dad" A soft voice while staring for a moment at the sharp-wielding eyes towards him.
*plaque, plaque, plaque*a tattered slap over the smooth white cheek before him. His hands were blind to immediately finish off the girl.
"Even father, pardon" The cry of forgiveness continued to be shouted but his ears were reluctant to hear.
"Even if the father misunderstood" he said once again but still the big hand was busy to immediately end his life.
"Daddy, stop. Maybe he went back to throwing a tantrum but maybe also he was unintentional" The gentle touch of a girl next to him was able to dissipate for a moment his anger.
She is Alana Wardana Prakasa's older sister from Bela. He was only 1 year older than Bela.
What a poor little girl named Bela Wardana Prakasa who is 17 years old today. He was always differentiated by his two brothers, Alana and Eliene. Alana is 18 years old and Eliene Wardana Prakasa is Bela's 16-year-old sister. Each of them has an age gap of 1 year. They both have blood from the family "Wardana Prakasa". One of the families that owns the biggest and most successful company in the city.
But their affection is very different because only Alana and Eliene get the full affection of their father. While Bela only has one affection from her mother. But one day everything changes and destroys Bela's life.
Flasbacks
When Bela was 5 years old, it was seen that her father did not care about Bela. He only gives full affection to Ana and El. Little Bela did not understand everything until time went by so quickly.
When martial was 8 years old, all of his world filled with rainbows was instantly lost in an eye upon hearing the news of an extremely shocking accident.
A blue car entered the ravine and the car was boarded by his parents. But it's a pity that destiny says otherwise and her mother didn't survive. To this day his body has not been found.
Instantly Bela was devastated that her only protector had vanished. His eyes always showed pain when he was locked in silence. Every night he complained to the stars and wished for his mother to be found, but it felt impossible. Because there are many stories of anyone who entered the abyss, no one who came out in a safe state.
Bela who used to be a good child and obedient to her mother is now turned into a very stubborn Bela and always do the act at school or anywhere. Her always-smiling face also instantly disappeared and became cold.
He will smile at someone who is thought to be carrying small rainbows in his life and a sprinkling of flowers even in his imagination. She felt lonely inside the house and only the streets could make her feel calm.
Flashback off
"You're a useless child, always embarrassing parents" a rude remark that continued to be said to Bela who was busy caressing her cheek. One of his hands was also busy wiping the lips that came out of the red liquid.
"You can not listen to me a little" His hand back to action to grab Bela's hair viciously.
"Defender can obey father, provided that father also treats Bela the same as them" Sahut bela while pointing at Ana and El who stand behind their quarrel.
Somehow this time his courage came out of Bela's mouth. Though he was always silent when the quarrel happened because his father was cruel and always light-handed to Bela and only to Bela.
"You.... " The impact went up the apoplexy. His hand raised and he wanted to slap back.
"Don't daddy, don't hit Bela again" Bela just smiled as his two brothers wanted to defend him. Though Bela already knows that Ana and El just play the skit as usual to get praise to look good in front of his father.
His father will obey all the words of Ana and El about whatever it is. They both called him "daddy". Unlike Bela who only calls with the name "father".
" You can not do good, smart, diligent and become a school champion. Not being a thug who keeps on troublemaking at school" His ears are fed up of listening to the rant.
From day to day, time to time. The rant is always thrown without any other topic of conversation. Bela's lips muttered faintly indistinctly without looking at the man she called father.
I want him to explain everything, because the martial world will not be this broken if there is someone who helps in raising him to be a good human being. Not always considered with a disgusting trashy look.
"Once again you do trouble, I'll kick you out and get out of this house. Let's get out of here, son"
*brak*
They all came out and went slamming the door of Bela's room. He heard that threat often. If written maybe one thick notebook will not be enough. How many times did his father also want to expel Bela but still there was never any action. There was only a warning of a slap.
With all her might Bela rose from the floor with a small smile on her lips. He locked the door tightly and sat on the bed looking at a neatly arranged photo on the nightstand.
Bela never cried when the rough hand hit him even though the blow almost killed Bela. But she would cry when she saw a picture with a heavenly smile and remembered her mother. The harshness of life would not be able to pass without his mother.
Only the photo was left, the photo of mama and Bela. Both smiled before a week later his mother left Bela.
"Ma, I saw for myself. The man beat Bela again and the ladder continued to tear Bela's body as if to trap her to lifelessness. Can mama come back, accompany Bela even if only in a dream ma"
Only complaints with sadness. Crying screams in silence looking at a neatly displayed photo. What more must be said if not about the cruelty of the mindless man. Always venting resentment, venting anger only at Bela.
Chaotic work, personal problems and only Bela who will be samsak live as an overflow of emotions to return to stable and good. As for Bela, she was just silent and could not go anywhere
"Bela wants to get out of here, but this house is full of mama's memories" The grim complaint seemed to talk to her mother who was still smiling stroking Bela's hair.
That was one of the reasons his father came back angry at Bela. At school he hit the guy who bullied him again at school. The cold attitude of Bela will burn when he sees a bully for those who are weak.
Bela did not want the bullying to be done because he knew how painful it was to be bullied by strong people, like he who was always bullied by his own siblings.
The school did not dare to take out Bela because she was the son of one of the biggest contributors to the school. And of course the headmaster can only complain to his father Bela that is "Pras Wardana Prakasa".
"Ma, Bela wants to sleep first huh. Do not forget to buy Bela's hair so sleep well and do not forget to also stop by in the dream muahhhhh" A small kiss on the photo like a kiss on his mother first.
Bela will never forget to do it before going to bed. Although sometimes his mother does not come in a dream but Bela is sure that her mother will always smile to see it beautifully.
****
Morning
"Auntie, is Bela's food ready? "
"It's non, it's on the table. But Tumben woke up early"
"Yes dong, Bela wants to go to school to be smart"
Bela has no friends except bi Siti and Pak Taryo who work as a domestic assistant and private driver. They are the place to talk when everything is cool with each other's lives. Moreover, his father who will come to talk at the time Bela made a mistake without knowing the cause.
"Oh yes not last night Mr. Pras gave me this envelope. He said for non Bela" A large envelope with contents is still secret because no one knows for sure what's inside the envelope.
"Thank you bi"
Definitely the money given. Bela never quarreled about the monthly money even though she was given only a little compared to Ana and El. It was certain that his monthly money was much less. But the smile on his face always remained peaceful.
"Bi Bela left first, if anyone asks Bela where. Just tell me to ask for a check in the room"
"None good"
Bela left and parted as usual at bi Siti who was already considered as her own family. He never felt uncomfortable when shaking hands on bi Siti. Because Bela already considered her a mother. After all bi Siti and Pak Taryo have devoted their lives since Bela was still in the womb.
"For Mr. Taryo, Bela's leaving"
"Non didn't get in the car? "
"As usual, Bela took the angkot only" Pak taryo smiled with the behavior of one of his master's children who was far different from his two spoiled brothers.
Although his parents are rich, Bela really likes to ride a bus or transport. He said to enjoy the fresh air while mingling with the people there. Because he thinks it's better to blend in with small people than to be depressed with a closed atmosphere.
"I'm crazy, I went to school in the morning. Very quiet again, surely the kucrut has not come" Si kucrut call martial on his best friend Roy.
They are in the same class. Likes to skip lessons together and likes to make trouble together. But what Roy doesn't know is that defend the rich. Because his appearance is always simple and tomboyish.
When out also the same does not wear fancy clothes. Just wear a shirt, jeans and t-shirt in it. The most simple clothes and always be Bela style.
"Enak also this morning freshrr" Enjoy the morning atmosphere in the back garden while talking with the gardener at this school.
"Mother sir, are the flowers here awake? "
"It looks like it's been, but there are some that haven't been woken up"
"why? "
"Sauces"
"Hahaha" The gardener and Bela always laughed cheerfully from the glare of the students' eyes. The two of them seemed to have become close friends.
Bela often does, he is always friendly to older people. But he'll be frozen when he meets his schoolmates except Roy. Despite its cold nature, Bela always likes to help people around even without any questions or discussions.
Meanwhile at the family residence "Pras Wardana Prakasa" Already gathered together at the dinner table and prepared themselves to do breakfast.
"Where is bela bi? "
"Non bela has departed sir"
*brak*the table-kick took Alana and Eliene by surprise.
"The boy was always acting up, never wanting to eat together at this table. If he does not leave too early, he will leave very late. You damn kid" He must have made his face inflamed with fire to hit. But Bela's baby is gone to school.
Bela did not like to eat with them at the dinner table. Because every time at the dinner table there will always be drama before or after eating. Whether it's a side dish drama or a rant about school grades.
"It's dad, the important thing is that we just eat. The boy will always do his best. Because she never had a rule" Alana was smart enough to force the stove on.
His face was soft but his heart was completely rotten. The goal to get rid of Bela from this house was really very big. He was afraid that the treasure from his daddy would be divided by 3 so that he would get a little. If in the 2 may get a big part.
"Have eaten, you must go to school" he said softly to his two children. But different again if in front of him is Bela the number two child who is always the last in his life.