Survive Loving you
chapter 58

Inside the room Abimayu has a neat bridal outfit designed by Ana's own boutique. All this time he was looking forward to the day when he would say lafadz ijab qobul to Nayla. But when the time has come there is a sense that disturbs his heart and mind.

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The sound of knocking on the door was heard from outside Abimayu's room, but she didn't notice it because now her mind was in a mess.

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Umi Aida stands behind the door of the room that Abimayu currently occupies.

"Abi...," called Umi Aida quietly as she walked towards Abimayu who was sitting on the edge of the bed who was wearing her wedding clothes while bowing her body, with both his hands placed on his knees to support his lowered head.

"Pig..." Call Umi Aida back because Abimayu seems not aware of his arrival.

"Let's go now! Everyone is waiting," continued Umi Aida speaking while holding Abimayu's shoulder.

Abimayu still remains in his position which makes Umi Aida amazed. He slightly lowered his body to see more clearly what Abimayu was doing.

"Hiks, hyx, hyx, U. umi." Umi Aida heard Abimayu's sobs despite not sounding strong while calling out to her.

"What's wrong with you, son?" said Umi Aida surprised and worried because she heard the sobs of Abimayu who sounded sad.

"U. u. umi, Abi misses Ana." Abimayu said he was still in a bent bent position while covering his face with both palms.

"She missed him, Umi." Abimayu is back.

Abimayu finally said the feeling of his heart that he had been holding for a few days. He realized that at this time he missed the wife who had absolutely no news as long as he left, even the message he had sent had not been replied to by Ana. She had also tried to contact Ana but her call had never been answered by Ana at all.

"Umi, Abi miss Ana Umi." Abimayu straightened her body. The current tightness in her chest grew even more pronounced as she revealed her sense of heart to Umi Aida.

Umi Aida felt sad to see the state of her son who looked lethargic and not excited at all. Even her eyes looked red from crying even though they were not very strong.

"Please call Ana, Umi. Abi wants to talk to her." Abimayu asked Umi Aida for help. Maybe if Umi Aida contacts her, Ana will answer her call.

Seeing that Abimayu is so, Umi Aida tries to contact Ana, but several times she calls, Ana still does not answer her call.

"Let's go first, Nayla's family is waiting for us." Finally Umi Aida said, because she had been contacted by the Nayla family before entering the Abimayu room.

"Umi...," said Abimayu and held back the footsteps of Umi Aida who had wanted to leave.

"Abi, Maybe at this time Ana is not to be disturbed at all, later we will try to contact him again. He had also promised to go home the day after this." Umi Aida tries to give understanding to Abimayu, although she also feels sad in her heart at this time because she is reminded of Ana.

"But, Um..." Abimayu said restrained.

That's not what Abimayu wants now. If about Ana coming back tomorrow, she already knows. But now that he wanted to talk to Ana, he also did not know what he would say later if Ana could answer the call from him, either, but now she wants Ana to answer her call and even if she can she wants Ana to be around now.

Abimayu finally stood up from her seat and looked back at her appearance in front of the glass. After he felt his appearance was tidy again, he stepped his heavy legs at this time to go to Nayla's house.

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In her room Nayla already looks very beautiful because she has finished dressing.

"How, Ma?" nayla asked her mother. He felt uneasy because the Abimayu family had not yet arrived at their home.

"They'll be here any minute, you don't worry" replied the mother, as she had already contacted Umi Aida to ask where they were now.

Nayla can be seen nodding her head after hearing her mama's answer. But at this time even though he already knew that the Abimayu family was heading to his house, his heart still remained uneasy and unsettled.

Outside his room a few days later

Abimayu shook hands with Nayla's parents to recite the qabul ijab. When Nayla's parents had said her lafadz, Abimayu's mouth was locked and she could not open. His heart continued to beat nonstop, and his heart felt sore at this moment even he almost shed tears.

Nayla's parents repeated her lafadz again, and again Abimayu could not welcome her.

From his seat Umi Aida also looks restless because he saw Abimayu, even in the house was heard the voice of the people because it was astonished to see Abimayu who had not also said the qabul ijab lafadz.

For the third time, a woman's voice came out from inside.

"Not to continue!" the woman's voice was heard in silence as everyone waited for Abimayu to recite the qabul ijab. The woman was Nayla, the bride Abimayu wanted to marry at this time.

Nayla was standing in the middle of the invited guests who were in attendance and still wore bridal clothes on her body. He also looked towards Abimayu who had also been staring at him since. Their eyes looked at each other for the first time. Nayla could see from Abimayu's eyes that she was now very agitated, and Nayla also knew Ana was not here because she was going out of town.

"Nyla." Call Umi Aida while walking closer towards Nayla.

"Cancel the wedding, Umi!" nayla said again which made everyone surprised to hear.

"Why, Nayla?" ask Nayla's parents who have also approached her.

"I don't want to continue." Nayla said without any doubt in her heart anymore.

"But..."

"Ma, I really don't want to continue this marriage." Nayla again said about her rejection with her sad feelings, even she was already crying in front of everyone at this moment.

"Nayla, Umi Aida hugs the crying Nayla, she wants to calm down and give strength to Nayla at the moment, though she doesn't know why Nayla is crying and cancels her marriage.

"I'm sorry, Umi" said Nayla who was still in the arms of Umi Aida.