Survive Loving you
chapter 50

Abimayu opened her eyes slowly, her head felt throbbing as she opened her eyes.

He wanted to move his body, but the movement of his body felt extremely heavy. After being silent for a while, he only sensed that his body was being hugged by someone.

"What did you do to me?" Abimayu asked as she continued to sit down and rejected Ana's body when Ana had also opened her eyes. He also pulled out some of the blankets they were wearing to cover his body.

"Ask yourself, Mas Abi. What we've been through last night!" Ana had also woken up from her sleep and also pulled the blanket that was only half as far as her chest.

Abimayu fell silent and tried to remember what had happened so that she could sleep one bed with Ana.

"Don't tell me for the sake of doing this, you've trapped me by putting something in my drink?" guess Abimayu after her memories come back to recall the hot night they had been through.

"I'm happy, we've finally become real husband and wife." Ana doesn't answer Abimayu's question, but she twists the conversation with the statement she makes because she doesn't want Abimayu to know what happened.

"Are you too thirsty for a man's caress? How long have you not..." Abimayu started to take out her rant because she was so angry after knowing what had happened.

"Stop, that's not my goal to do this." Ana finally tells the truth so that Abimayu does not continue her words which will make her hurt.

"So, now that you've confessed, if you really set me up?" attack Abimayu to Ana.

"Yes, I did!" Honest Ana to Abimayu.

"That means you can't blame me if I've been fucking you. You are the one who planned all this. If not, maybe this will never happen" Abimayu tries to confirm to Ana that what they did last night was a mistake made by Ana for setting her up. Not because he wanted to, even though he was also the one who did it.

"Give up to, Mas Abi! Now we've done it, and it's already happened. I hope we'll have a baby soon" Ana said, touching her stomach as she said the baby.

The look on Abimayu's face became increasingly changed when Ana mentioned the word baby to her. She didn't like to hear that word come out of Ana's mouth.

"Who wants to have a child with you?I'm afraid, if you have a child with you, you can't educate her well." The word was spoken from the mouth of Abimayu with ease.

Ana's breath was completely restrained when Abimayu said that. His heart was like it was pierced and his body was like being struck by a huge rock. There was no word that hurt the most, other than the word that Abimayu had just spoken to him. Ana thinks, is this one of the reasons Abimayu does not want to touch her?

Abimayu stood up from her bed and left Ana still silent in her place.

Finished cleaning up, Abimayu did not see Ana in his room anymore. Seeing his room is a mess, Abimayu intends to clean it up. As he was cleaning his bed, he saw a red patch on the white cloth of his bed.

He continued to look at the blood spots sharply, and he was also not a fool when he saw those blood spots. At that moment he felt his heart as if pierced by seeing the truth that had been closed because he did not want to believe it.

Abimayu went downstairs for breakfast, as her stomach was already feeling very hungry. Before heading to the dining room, she looked towards the sofa in the living room because usually Ana had been sitting there waiting for her before she went to work. But this morning Ana has not been seen, even in the dining room she has not been seen.

Abimayu decided to eat breakfast straight away, she ate her food while continuing to look up at the stairs to make sure Ana would come down. After a few minutes, Ana was seen descending the stairs with a very different appearance.

"Don't keep looking at me! I wear clothes like this, because Mas Abi leaves a lot of traces on my body" Ana told Abimayu that since Ana came down, she always stole a look at Ana who did not talk much.

Ana continues to enjoy her food, without caring about the restless-looking Abimayu.

Abimayu finished breakfast first, while Ana still enjoyed the meal quietly. He did not know, if in front of him, Abimayu looked very agitated. She just wanted to have breakfast quietly, because what Abimayu felt, was the same as how she felt. They were too hungry this morning, probably because of their battle last night which had consumed a lot of manpower.

After breakfast, Ana raises her face, and sees Abimayu still in front of her. Ana smiled as she looked towards Abimayu.

"Why see me? Is Mas Abi waiting for me?" Ana said, because Abimayu had consumed her food earlier, but she had not left as usual.

Abimayu seemed unable to speak, she could only see Ana still smiling at him.

Seeing that, Ana widened her smile even more and almost laughed, but she held her back so that Abimayu would not see her.

"I'm going to go first!" Ana stood up from her chair. Ana's movements are seen by Abimayu, and she quickly follows Ana to her feet. Ana wanted to take a step, but she paused for a moment because she saw Abimayu's behavior.

"Hemmmmm, did Mas Abi wait for me to hug as usual when before leaving?" asked Ana with a smile that appeared on her lips.

"Who said I was waiting for you to hug?" Abimayu just let out her voice after Ana intended to hug her. She doesn't know what she's doing exactly, she wants to talk to Ana, but she can't seem to reveal it.

"If not, why are you still here? Mas Abi has finished breakfast since!" Ana tries to lure Abimayu with her question.

"I wasn't waiting for you!" Abimayu answered quickly to evade Ana.

"Yes yes, Come on! Give me a hug before we leave!"

Ana is already in teasing mode. He had already extended his two hands forward, and walked towards Abimayu. Seeing that Abimayu quickly moved away and went walking outside before Ana actually hugged her. Only this time he could avoid if Ana acted every morning. Ana also seems not to force her as much as usual who will insist on teasing her until she succeeds in doing so.

Ana smiled again, even she laughed out loud looking at the strange-looking Abimayu in front of her.