MY ONE HOPE FOR YOU
Chaptre 016

Indeed, a lifeline will not be able to change it, one of which is death.

Allah has ordained it, in his word has said: “Truly we belong to Allah and to him only we return.”

The sincerity to let go of someone we love is a disaster and a test that comes simultaneously.

Even though I already know that, but still a feeling and an inner bond can not be removed just like that.

My sister who has the full name Fazroni Setiawan has various kinds of calls pinned on her. Starting from Fazrin, Fajrin, Roni, Tio, to Wawan.

From a young age, Roni aspired to become an architect. Even when he knew that he did not have the talent to draw, he still tried to improve his other abilities.

Roni once told me, jealous of his own brother, Jaka. Because Jaka has a flexible hand and is skilled in drawing.

Jaka himself has no desire at all to become an architect. While Roni, has the skills in speaking, and good scientific knowledge.

Broadly speaking, it is needed if someone wants to become an academic, and academics are Jaka's ideals of being a lecturer.

Roni complains because she feels that something has changed in her and in Jaka. I could only laugh and understand because at that time, they were both still in elementary school.

I consider that the complaints expressed by my two sisters to me are reasonable complaints and it is not time for me to answer seriously.

Roni is known as an active student because he dared to ask and deny if what was explained by his teacher did not match what was in the book.

In addition, many teachers who know Roni in school because of his skill in making speeches. Roni is often appointed as a representative if there is a speech competition between classes held every six months.

Not always a champion, but the consistency to always enter the top 3 is what makes Roni admired by teachers.

His speech was very flowing, and Roni understood very well what he was going to say. That point is always obtained by Roni who finally delivered himself into the top 3.

In the family environment, Roni became one of the people who could melt the atmosphere with her jokes.

The way he jokes is also different from Father and Mother, but somehow everyone here, including can be made to laugh out loud because of his ridiculous behavior.

For Father, Roni was the son who could understand him the most. Not intended to favor one, but indeed Roni and Jaka are two different people.

Roni from childhood was more than happy to play with Dad. Although on Sundays Dad usually still works in the fields, Roni will still come along.

In the fields, Roni can do many things alone, play in small rivers and even sometimes help Dad to collect the harvest that has been taken by Father.

As if it was not a problem when the sun was so hot that it stung all the skin that was not covered, Roni never whined and took Dad home early.

When just entering and sitting in elementary school, Roni's enthusiasm is increasing. He never goes anywhere Dad goes.

Father himself also always let his son, as long as it does not interfere with his learning and does not take too much time.

For me, experience is the most important thing for a child. No doubt, at this age especially since the departure of Father, Roni has more discussion about what to do like an adult.

But different from Mom. I'm closer to Jaka than to Roni. I think, because Jaka as a child was not too happy to travel. Mother's time is spent with Jaka.

For Mother, Jaka is her son who has a very high sense of sensitivity. Jaka is more easily carried away by emotions, whether it is amazed, happy, angry, or sad. It's like Mom.

Meanwhile, I am grateful to have two sisters who can understand me. Both of them are my place to tell stories, they are the ones who have always been able to make me laugh in the midst of my grief.

“Roni, I am grateful and proud to have a sister like you. I will still love you until whenever.” my inner heart in the heart.