
The night is getting late, James has not been able to close his eyes that are far from drowsiness. His mind branched out into several parts, yet more he thought of Soraya. The woman who had occupied her whole heart and was not replaced until now.
" Where are you now?. Why can't I find you?." James murmured as he stretched out his body and stared at the ceiling of the room. It was as if the ceiling was filled with Soraya's face that she could look at and talk to.
" I miss you so much. " James murmured softly before closing his eyes at three in the morning.
The boisterous sound of applause from the dining room was in fact not also able to make James disturbed by his sleep. Where they were all celebrating something they had been waiting for was now among them.
It was not the noise of all the noisy people from the dining table area, but the soft voice of a woman he had long long since missed.
" James is awake! " The voice that has been in the future now seems to be real is heard by his ears.
" Huh "
James circulated his gaze in all directions, looking for the figure he was looking for. But apparently nothing, "I'm just a dream."
The sweat-soaked wet body still looks good as James takes good care of it.
" Why didn't anyone wake me?."
James immediately brought a towel into the bathroom. Remembering again the voice that felt so real called his name.
Almost an hour long James prepares to welcome this day which will begin by greeting his entire family before in the end James will bring prospective mother to his four children.
There was not a single person he could meet inside the house. I don't know where they went. James felt that it was not too late when he woke up, only that he had missed breakfast.
" Jason "Call James when he sees Jason coming out of the room. James ran over to Jason who was still standing by the door of his room.
" All where is it?. How come I didn't find the others?." James asked, hoping to find another member of the family.
" Oh that, they're taking their mom to the Mall." Jason replied casually. Jason walked towards the dining table and picked up some snacks.
" I didn't hear wrong Jason?." James sat down next to Jason while staring at him intensely.
" yes. You can call Mommy or Jack or Vida. They already like their future Mama." Jason answered convincingly. James is made dizzy by Jason's statement which he thinks is impossible.
" I won't approve of anything until I see and talk directly to the woman. It was delicious that the woman entered easily in their hearts. How beautiful and how good the woman is until the children are willing to accept her." James grumbled to himself while chewing, because his stomach was hungry because he was blabbering from earlier.
" What time did that woman come here?." James asked, glancing at his watch.
" Six in the morning."
" What?. What's that plan to be a mom to my kids?. Ah you're crazy too Jason, early in the morning people's childhood have been asked to come." James is back to grumbling.
" Okay Jason, that woman should have met me first to talk or at least introduced herself to me before meeting her prospective children." James continued with a mouth full of food.
" It's. She woke you up but you didn't come out." Look Jason.
" When is Jason?. That right?. No one came into the room to wake me up?. When?." James began to wonder what Jason had to say about the figure of the woman who had awakened him.
If that's true, is that sound?. Is there a woman who has a voice so similar?. Ah it feels impossible.
" Where does the woman live?."
" Not far away is still in this city. We saw each other for a long time and I think the woman was motherly, kind, beautiful and hard-working. So I thought that woman would fit in with you." Obviously Jason.
Jason only smiled meaningfully at James who was confused by the frown that had been wrinkled since.
" Just wait for the woman here. They'll be home soon. He said not long." Jason passes leaving James still preoccupied with his own thoughts.
There is nothing James can do without the rest of the family at home other than playing mobile in the living room while resting his body on the couch.
It did not feel almost two hours he played the phone with the original position, until the sound of a car stopping in the yard of the house.
James wakes up to see the woman who has captured the hearts of all his family.
" Mom...Mama..." Shouted Vida and Vina together, sometimes alternately calling her.
James sees the focus on the car door that Jack has opened, "Mommy "
James still wanted to see who else got out of the car, "Aunty Yuni, Mother Risma."
" Akh most Umi Ita?." James looked at them.
" Mom...Mama..." There was another hysterical cry from her two beautiful daughters.
James flips back to see Vina and Vida and the woman he calls Mama. But again James was disappointed because the next one that came out was Ayu with a lot of groceries in his hands.
" Huh "James let out a long sigh, he was disappointed that he had not been able to see the woman in question.
James was about to leave the living room to tidy himself up before meeting the woman.
" Jack "
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James' heart skipped a beat when he recognized the voice that called out the name of one of his sons. James ran outwards, rolling his gaze at them one by one. But again he did not find anyone he wanted to meet.
" Why Pa?." Jack asked, looking at James who was like a confused person.
" Who called you Jack?." James asked, hoping to find an answer.
" Mama! " Jack answered casually until he stepped inside not caring for his astonished Papa's face.
" Wait Jack!." James blocked Jack's steps and stared at him intensely.
" Tell Papa which woman did you and you call Mama?." Jack replied that the woman's voice had called her other son's name.
" Jon "
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Again James was like a fool looking for a voice so similar to the woman he was waiting for. With a frustrated face James shouted with all his might calling out the name he missed so much.
" Soray...Soraya's...Soraya's..."
" Soraya where are you...?."
" I know it's your voice, where are you...?."