
Soraya, though living in Gilbert's house, now rarely speaks to anyone without exception. He prefers to shut himself up in the room, or just occasionally listen to Jack and John babble.
Mommy Irena and Oma Grace begin to get overwhelmed with Soraya's silence. They really don't want to see Soraya like this. But they do not have the ability to help Soraya medically. Mommy Irena Talks with Daddy Leo, James and Jason.
" How Daddy's been talking to Daddy's friend who's a psychologist. Soraya was almost a full day in the room. " Mommy Irena told the three.
" Yes Mom already. Maybe tomorrow or the day after Magda can come to him, because he is also there to have patients. " Answer Daddy Leo.
" Why not wear anything else?. " Ask James.
" If the person is new or unknown Soraya will likely make it easier for the approach and healing process. If the same person is identified, there will be pressure for Soraya." Definitely Daddy Leo.
" Yes just set Dad, which obviously Soraya must quickly get handling from the experts." Reply Mommy Irena.
Soraya's bedroom door was never locked from the inside, because so everyone could easily find her, especially Jack and John. But tonight is not them but James.
" Dear "Call James softly.
Soraya flipped over her body that was already lying on the bed, staring blankly at James who was sitting on the edge of the bed. "What James? ".
" Share with me for your every grief, let's talk, so I can help you dear." James continued again, rubbing the cheeks that began to taper.
How not, Soraya also lost appetite. He was only able to eat five to seven mouthfuls each day.
Mommy Irena and the others had fed Soraya in the hope that Soraya could eat voraciously, but still only a little food that entered into the stomach of Soraya every day.
Soraya's hand was stretched back to James' touch on his cheek. " This is what we're talking about, what do we want to talk about James?."
Soraya remained in position so James laid his body aside at Soraya.
" There's a lot we have to talk about, baby, one of them is about our marriage. You have to be strong and get through this. There's me and the others who will continue to support you." James stroked along Soraya's left arm.
" I'm sorry James I can't seem to marry you, I don't want you to have someone who failed on the operating table until the patient died. And I can't say if we get married and have children, our children and you will continue to be dragged into this past. So we better end up here." Soraya's clear circle dripped past the base of her nose profusely.
" Don't keep me sorry for a lifetime. You're a nice, handsome man, there must be a lot of women out there waiting in line for you to marry." Soraya continued to display a thin smile still accompanied by melted tears but not as hard as before.
James shook his head weakly and held the full face of Soraya."No one will ever replace you, I will wait for you until any time and forget this event. I love you so much Soraya." James kisses Soraya's tightly closed lips.
Just a few minutes later, Soraya let go of James' lips by pulling her own.
" Thank you for loving me, but my love is greater for you James. So I'll let you go so I can be happy with another woman. Believe me that's what I want right now." Soraya convinces James to accept this farewell.
James shakes again."There will be no farewell between us, dear." James also confirmed Soraya.
The conversation of the two passed just like that, when Soraya had closed both her eyes even more. James heard Soraya's regular breathing, indicating Soraya had gone to dreamland.
" Sleep baby, I'll always accompany you and wait for you baby." James kissed Soraya's forehead moments before she also slept in the same bed with Soraya.
The next morning, the,
In accordance with what Daddy Leo promised, today a psychologist has come to Gilbert's house to meet with Soraya and help Daddy Leo's family. After an air journey of less than three hours, call him, Magdalene.
Daddy Leo and Mommy Irena also target within two weeks Soraya should at least be ready to face her marriage. Although it seems selfish and hasty, but they are sure that Magdalena will quickly be able to deal with Soraya's problems.
Magdalena has obtained complete information from Doctor Justin at the request of Daddy Leo, so that there is no mistake.
" Irena and I are also lucky to have Soraya in our lives, so we want the best for Soraya and James." Reply Daddy Leo.
" Yes Magda, help Soraya as much as you can, we trust Soraya's healing to you, of course, we also pray for your smoothness during the treatment." Mommy Irena has high hopes for Magda.
Magda smiled as she held Mommy Irena's hand. " Prieve me I'll do what I can and help us with all of you."
" Oh yes, I have prepared a special room for you so that you are free in doing the treatment. Soraya and James are waiting for you in there." Tell Mommy Irena and deliver Magda to the room.
" If you need anything, you can call us." Continue Mommy Irena before closing the door.
" Okay Irena, thank you." Reply Magda.
Magda began to introduce herself to James and Soraya. He asked James to wait in the front room which was only blocked by a wall. So that Soraya has flexibility in conveying what is being felt at this time. Then he personally started asking Soraya about yesterday's incident. Soraya refused to tell him even that to a psychologist. It is hard for him to talk about it because according to him, other people who do not experience his position will be very difficult to understand him. So far there is a feeling of regret and lack of confidence in the ability he already has just because of one fatal mistake.
" Therefore Soraya, I am here to help you. We share the smallest things in yesterday's events. The important thing is that you share." Magda's Persuasion of Soraya. He did not force just a little emphasis on each sentence so that Soraya would open her mind and start talking.
And succeed. Soraya retells in detail, detail and neatly arranged from beginning to end. Soraya began to sweat cold, uncomfortable and slightly stammered in her deflection during the last five minutes of the passage.
Soraya cupped her face with both hands with a very heartbreaking sobbing. It is not easy for some people to accept failure let alone have to eliminate someone's life, including himself.
" No problem crying out loud!, as much as you can, take out all the burdens that are now pressing on you, if by crying you can reduce them all, then cry!, cry!, so that the burden in your heart and mind feels light, but remember not to make this the biggest failure of your life. Because it is not easy for a surgeon even once cure a sick person with a condition that can be said to be 90 % to be declared a failure compared to 10 % for his success, because we're not the owners of life."
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