Master Vatler's Handmaiden Wife
39: IPHTV
WUSHH~
The gentle wind suddenly came.
The originally closed eyelids were slowly opening.
“ Vatler, the owner of the blue iris, blinked his eyes several times. ‘Why am I suddenly here?’ Inner Vatler.
Vatler looked up a bit. Shady tree with shades of flowers Wisteria is a tree that is where she sits leaning.
For a moment Vatler was confused. What he clearly remembered, he was sitting in front of the laptop for the night.
But what happens when he wakes up, suddenly somewhere else?
‘Is this a dream? but why also dream of sleeping under a Wisteria tree?’ Vatler really did not understand the reason he suddenly dreamed in such a place.
The place where the Wisteria tree that has grown large and towering is the tree of plants planted by Risyella.
Vatler who was originally about to rise from his sitting position, in the blink of an eye he immediately undoes his intention after realizing that at this time, in his lap it turns out to be being used for sleeping pillows by a woman.
‘Dia-’ Vatler just clenched his mouth. The right hand that he originally wanted to use for the pedestal of himself would stand up, immediately he turned to brush off the black hair covering the face of the woman.
When he managed to get rid of the strands of hair that covered the woman's face, his pupils immediately widened.
“Ris...yella?” Call Vatler with his lower lip shaking. ‘Why Risyella? Inhere? BUNKen down! Why did you suddenly dream of meeting this woman?!’ Racau Vatler in his mind, with a dumbstruck face.
Vatler was surprised that the woman currently sleeping on her lap was Risyella. The woman who 13 years ago was his contract wife.
However, the status of the Wife had completely disappeared along with the name already written on the headstone. And the reason Risyella died was because she gave birth to her two children.
The guilt that Vatler had was re-emerging when in front of his eyes at this time, the woman who had long disappeared from his life, now returned.
Although, only in a dream, but Vatler still felt the guilt.
Though everything had passed, and the body of his contract wife was already completely ground. However, all the circumstances that had happened in the past could not disappear from Vatler's heart.
Wh why?
Vatler himself did not know that reason either. Until one voice was suddenly heard greeting Vatler's sense of hearing.
“It's big huh?”
Vatler was immediately stunned by a voice he had not heard in person for a long time, because last night he only heard the sound of Risyella from the short Video footage.
“It looks like you took very good care of him. Risya, Arshel, her name is very good. Vatler, I realize, that I'm really pretty useless, because I didn't have time to make a name for our boy. I'm sorry..because I also made you in a difficult time because I had to take care of both of them for 13 years.” Risyella said at length.
He still positioned his head to make Vatler's thigh as his sleeping pillow.
Risyella, she really didn't want to see what expression Vatler was using it. The reason is obviously quite simple, that is because Risyella does not want to add to the burden of Vatler's own mind, if the person Risyella is talking to is actually a person who is different in nature.
Vatler still has a life of his own, whereas he? He already has his own place.
“Why, ka-”
“Why can I appear in your dreams, is because it is your heart that calls me.” Risyella.
Vatler touched his own chest. ‘Hati?’
“Basically, I am no longer in this world. But unfortunately, I am still in your heart. That's the reason why I can be here.” Clearly again.
Vatler seemed surprised expression, if from the heart that Vatler has and feels at this time, it turns out is a trigger he could meet the woman.
Risyella, his contract wife, and mother who has given birth to Arshel and Risya. The woman who struggled alone gave birth to them both without being accompanied by Vatler, who at that time was still her husband.
After the silence that occurred between the two of them, Risyella also slowly rose up while saying : “You must have been very tired right? Work steadily without having the correct break time.”
After Risyella sat on her back, Risyella raised her right hand right in front of her face. With her palm facing forward, Risyella immediately turned to face Vatler exactly while extending her hand to place it on Vatler's pair of eyes.
“”What do you want to do?” ask Vatler.
When she was about to get rid of Risyella's hand that blocked her vision, Risyella suddenly grabbed Vatler's hand so as not to block her intention.
Vatler had his eyes closed, so could not see what Risyella's face was like at the moment.
He could only hear his voice, as well as a faint enough roar of breath.
“Just like this, are you going to reject my request?” Ask Risyella.
“ With resignation, Vatler allowed the woman to do what she wanted to do.
“Because this is just a dream, I will dare to say this.” Risya said, she tried to bring her face closer to the face of Vatler who was silent without making an expression.
‘What will he say?’ While Vatler himself was curious what would be done by women whose existence alone actually no longer exists in the real world.
WUSHH~
Risyella kept staring at the still-silent Vatler.
I felt sorry for him because he was dead. Leaving behind his two children, his life, and moreover leaving Vatler who Risyella thought was still handsome. Despite having entered the age of four heads, but for Risyella Vatler is the most perfect husband for her.
The regret in her heart was simply for not being able to accompany her two children, right after giving birth. But the feeling of happiness that remained in her heart, was that she could be the wife of this man.
Ellistone Vatler. The age difference between Rissyella and Vatler is 5 years. In other words, if Vatler is 40, then Risyella is 35.
But because Risyella died at the age of 26, then physically, her current form is her who still has a young face.
But Risyella won't show Vatler her face.
Because, he felt that all that would not be useful anymore for Vatler himself.
“Vatler.” Risyella called out in a soft, soft tone.
Making the atmosphere between the two of them also fell in the memories of their past which should be filled with two moments that are quite romantic.
But since Risyella never got that from this man, then she let this moment be a moment of herself expressing her own feelings that had been pent up for quite a long time.
“ Vatler.
“Can you keep Risya, even for a moment?” Pinta Risyella with her left hand removed her grip from Vatler's hand.
After being released, Risyella also used her left hand to rub Vater's face gently.
“................!” Vatler who felt the gentle swab was also, so it was getting into his comfort.
“I know you've taken good care of our son, but can you take care of him with your own hands?” Risyella.
DEG!
Risyella drew closer to Vatler, and continued to try to find some distance between them.
“I don't want more, but.I wish you hadn't done what you've done to me, Vatler.” And right after saying that to Vatler, Risyella landed her lips on Vatler's lips.
Which, Vatler again made surprised. Although in a dream, it turns out that he is still able to feel the softness that occurs when the lips of the two of them meet each other.
The woman who was usually embarrassed, and did not have the courage to just talk, ask, and even initiate kissing, now seems to no longer exist.
Maybe because this is just a dream, and Risyella is just a figure from her past, then the woman also has great courage to do what Risyella never did in her life.
Ah~
How lyrical.
‘When he's gone, why can I enjoy this kiss? Risyella.’ Inner Vatler. By allowing Risyella's right hand to close her pair of eyes, and kissing her, Vatler grabbed her waist closer.
Something Vatler hadn't felt for a long time, came back.
The heart that continues to enter in anxiety because of the guilt, is now gradually disappearing?
It will never disappear completely, for all the deeds Vatler had done to the woman who was kissing her, were the origin of this senseless situation.