Master Vatler's Handmaiden Wife
158: IPHTV: Sadness of Arshel's heart

"What's? Why why are you suddenly being such a crybaby?" Ask Risya.

Hearing a familiar voice, Arshel, who was holding her grief in her own room, hid her face in the pile of her hands on the table, slowly look to the left side.

At that moment, Arshel immediately widened his eyes, because his sister was currently sitting on his study table while counting something with her ten fingers.

"It's not that you're a boy, I think your wall-like look is pretty much like Dad, it doesn't make people like you cry like that.

Well.basically, the guy is pathetic. Outside looks tough, but in fact inside it is quite fragile, like porous bones.

But all that, it makes no difference to me, I am like you too. If I was in the room alone, then-" Risya then turned to look at Arshel and said again. "I'll also cry in silence like this." Risya.

"So you're like this too, if you're in the room? Is it like that time?"

"Yes.I'm a crybaby. But I don't want to show it to you, because I'm lazy to be insulted by you. Sick to know, if in abject. But you finally feel the heartache too, because I can finally leave you.

Eh..no pain? Don't you be happy?

I don't have to be as sensitive as anyone else if I don't tell it to me straight away, so I don't know, you're actually sad or happy, and nothing can make you angry anymore, because I'm not in this world anymore." Obviously Risya was at length.

Arshel remained in his position, only seeing Risya's back which was currently in front of him, sitting on his study table in school uniform, being his current appearance.

That was the last uniform that became the final silent witness the owner breathed his last.

"I'm sad."

"Huh? I may have misheard this, I should have had my ears cleaned before I died, let me hear more clearly what you said earlier." Said Risya blatantly, regardless of Arshel who is currently becoming more guilty himself, because the woman in front of him was his existence in this world.

"Tell me again, I want to hear, are my ears not broken?" Her impression, trying to provoke Arshel who still shed her tears.

Being provoked by what Risya said, Arshel also without a word of patience immediately shouted, "I am sad to lose you Risya! Don't make me repeat it again! Do you understand?!"

Risya who just tried to make a joke for a moment, now her expression became silent in a thousand languages.

An Arshel wept in silence in his own room.

What is this stone man crying about?

Arshel wept over Risya's departure?

"So, I didn't hear you wrong?" Risya asked again with a facial expression between trust and lack of trust.

"Yes! You didn't hear me wrong! I hate to say this, but-" Arshel immediately raised her head, her tears still flowing, she said, and the expression of Arshel's crying face also Arshel showed it to Risya and said again quite loudly."I'm stingy about losing you Risya! Because of you, now I'm alone!" Reveal Arshel again.

In that instant, Risya's eyes rounded quite perfectly, as he was shocked to hear this statement from Arshel, when finally this man was able to express his feelings out loud towards her, to show the expression of that crybaby.

It was really quite unexpected.

A smile that Risya rarely shows to others, except to Freddy's uncle.

"I know, you can finally feel lonely right? Because as long as I'm alive, I also feel the loneliness of Arshel." Tell Risya while clenching her hands and placing them in front of her chest.

"This feeling of pain, I have often felt. But more than that, this sense of loneliness that I have is something that I often get during my life.

You know what that means? It's something that can't be filled if it's not the person who filled it.

Uncle Freddy always accompanied me, he was indeed a filler of loneliness in the face of the pain I felt in this body." Risya then raised both of her legs on the table as well, and made a curled position while hugging her own knees. "But he can't really fill what's empty inside me is Arshel. No one, because of every hope I had that Dad could fill my emptiness, never materialize, so I chose my mother better so that she would accompany me in my loneliness.

And it's all been realized. I've been better, not feeling the pain, loneliness, and let alone the cold that I usually feel every time I have a fever because of my illness.

So don't feel guilty because it made me work roda as your impromptu student." Risya Imbuh.

Hearing the explanation of Risya's expression that was quite long, immediately made Arshel become a back testadar, why Risya at that time doubted as if the cellphone that Arshel threw was damaged, and so on, is because there is the only one number that Risya can call when his condition is in a state of worsening, as well as in his mobile phone Risya, there are actually some photos of Risyella, there are actually some photos of Risyella, mother of both.

'So that's why he ran away from home. Because he went to meet the person mentioned earlier? Uncle Freddy? He is the one who always accompanies Risya when in a sick condition?' Because hearing the reality that was really unexpected, because he realized, if the one in front of him was a mere hallucination, but unfortunately Arshel felt that it was a real enough answer.

"So take good care of yourself, especially since I'm no longer around" Risya got off the table, and tidied up her matted uniform. "So no one will bother you anymore let alone nag you, because you used to always make a riot" he added.

Seeing that Risya that Arshel refined was about to leave, Arshel immediately stood up. He began to take one step forward, then extended his right hand forward.

"Risya, where are you going?" Asked Arshel with a dumbfounded facial expression. Because this time, he actually saw the one back that was about to leave him?

Risya then looked back and said: "Where else? This is no longer my world, so I have to go back to where I came from." Answer it straightforwardly.

Because he wanted to stay again, Arshel hurriedly stepped forward, and immediately..

"Wait." His love, and immediately stretched out his hands to embrace that Risya, before this woman actually left from before him.

"I can't keep you company anymore, goodbye." Risya said with an end of a pitying smile adorning her lips.

And finally...

GREPS...

Arshel could only embrace the empty wind.

"R-Riss!" Call Arshel out loud. "That's arghh...! Why did you leave me?!" And Arshel finally could only embrace herself and ended up with a burst of tears.

Because of Risya, she will not return to her life, and right now Arshel will really live alone.

"I'm sorry, I should have been a good brother, but I-" she said.

He didn't know what to say anymore, because it was over.