Let You Sick: Husband Not Considered
Episode 23: Give Me Assurance of Your Speech

"Samira was not aware, and said the doctor, the child she contained could not be saved" said Hanna.

DEG!!!

Like being struck by lightning. Dianna and her husband were helpless.

"What?.., Ms. Hanna isn't lying right now, is she?" Dianna asked in disbelief what Hanna said just now.

Can't open his mouth again to talk. What Hanna can do is just cry and see Dianna can't help but cry.

"Prophe mom, please" said Hartono who was beside him trying to strengthen his wife.

"Our granddaughter Pa, our first grandchild" Dianna said and moments later after she said the sentence, she fainted helplessly.

Hartono who was beside him was swiftly holding Dianna's body so as not to fall on the floor. Hartono carried Dianna to a chair close to them, in the room where Samira was currently lying.

Without others knowing, Hartono's heart and mind are currently raging unbecoming. But trying to look tough in the eyes of his wife. Trying to hold back the tears that drip occasionally on her cheeks. Giving up the first grandchild that is highly anticipated by him must go when the age of the womb is still three months. Must go when he has not been able to see the full form of the grandson.

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After several hours of unconsciousness, and at exactly 20:40, Samira finally regained consciousness as well. Slightly grimacing in pain, the pain he felt from the head wound that had been on the bandage and from the stomach that felt cramped.

"You're conscious, son?" Said Dianna who was sitting next to him.

There was no answer from Samira, only he was collecting his memories of what happened a few hours ago. A terrible event that can make him slightly frown but can not remember

Family members seem to be getting closer. Rafiq at this time, can not do anything, other than just resigned if Samira will know that the child in the womb is no longer there. Wanting to convey it first, he did not get enough courage for it. So, he made up his mind, let Samira know for herself.

"Patient boy" Hanna told Samira, who was lying blankly. Still trying to gather his memories. Hanna said that, and could not hold back tears. He wanted to tell her that his son was dead. But his mouth was not strong enough to move. Sooner or later he'll know. And it's best to be notified immediately. So in Hanna's mind.

Rafiq approached Samira. Intentions let Samira know by herself, but seeing the mother who tried to convey it was not strong enough, she also helped. Tried all his might to calm himself down, and stroked the soft caress of his wife's head. Wanting to say something, however, what Hanna felt, was also the same as Rafiq felt at the moment. His mouth seemed to be unable to move.

Samira had started to remember the events that had happened to her. His hands began to move and began to touch his stomach. Feeling a little strange in his stomach that no longer paled as usual.

"Where is my son?!!, where is my son?!!" Samira asked as soon as she found out and felt her stomach at this time like never before.

"Please, my pediatrician said." said Rafiq trying to strengthen Samira while stroking his head.

"No, give me back my son. Give it back" cut Samira as she cried hysterically, which made her go back limp and faint with tears still flowing from her eyes.

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That morning, at the home of his parents. Samira sits on a chair in the back garden of the house. Look at something in front of him. However, that look was very empty. His mind was not in line with what he saw. Unless you are thinking of something else. Things he wants to do immediately.

"When should I?. Is until I am old new mas will let me continue my study and develop my career" said Samira when Rafiq was beside him.

"I want to, I immediately continue my college mas" continued Samira.

"I can't mwngizknkannmu mir. I-I just don't want you to be exhausted with your pregnancy and your personal work" Rafiq replied.

"I'm not asking permission from you and I can afford it mas"

"It's not that Mir, you just didn't take care of your first pregnancy enough, and you want to, you immediately continue your college?"

"Destiny cannot be prevented. If he has to leave then no one can hold him back. Including me"

"Maybe it really can not be prevented, but can you try it?. and try not to be stubborn Mir. Follow my advice. Again, I just want you not to get too tired"

"Again, I said that I'm capable of mas"

"Why are you able to take care of our child later?. It's mir, why do you have to work. You want what? I can fill it. As long as you don't ask me to allow you to work without any definite purpose."

"Who says I don't have a purpose? I really have a purpose. Where would I go if you left me?.."

DEG!

"There was not the slightest intention in my mind to leave you, and I will not abandon you no matter what. It never will!" Rafiq said after a few seconds of silence.

And it's true. Rafiq's love for her is huge. He didn't want anything bad to happen to Samira. For this reason, he asked Samira to stay home.

Like mothers in general who move at home. Let him make a living for his wife. Even though you cannot be sure you will get rezeky or not. But whatever the result, happy, happy, hard, sad, borne the same. Let him be a man, a husband given more energy than a woman, who will do everything. Her thought.

"What guarantee can you give me for your words?" If you divorce me?, if you die leaving me?... Where am I going?" Samira

"If my mother's father is gone.?, I must depend on whom?. there is no mas!. Besides, I have to rely on myself"

What Samira said is true. Where would he hang his life if people who love him were no longer beside him. But is it true that money can be used as a place to hang life?...

"Whatever the reason I won't give you permission for that useless thing" said Rafiq a little emotional and full of decisiveness in his tone.

"I. don't. need permission.. from you".

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