Let You Sick: Husband Not Considered
Episode 15: Dannar
"I am really very able to endure the pain, even though it is very painful. God, am I not being too pushy?. Let this love settle forever."
GECK! GECK! GECK!
"Son, after we clean the kitchen, we go to the market yes, I want to buy supplies for the next week" Hanna asked after being in Qadirah's room.
"Good mom, beware ya mom, I released mukena first"
"Good kid. Oh yes, when will you take your mother to your village. Mother used to want to go to your house. But you always refused to take mom"
"What to do there mom, my village is far away, quiet and there is no cell phone signal mom. Oh yes ma'am, sorry. Qadira did not have the permission to mother, the house that had bought to me first, was sold by ma'am" said Qadira.
"It's okay, it's yours. Whether you want to sell it or not, I don't mind it" As if I knew what the money from selling the house was used for, Hanna didn't ask any more questions about it.
"Son, can you ask?"
"Please ma'am" said Qadirah who was still busy tidying up some clothes in the closet without seeing his interlocutor.
"Qadirah has a husband?"
DEG!
Silent....
"My candidate has a matchmaking mother with another woman" Inner Qadirah.
"Not yet ma'am" Qadira replied later.
"Why mom?" Ask the curious Qadirah. There must be a reason behind Hanna's question.
"No, I'm just asking" Hanna replied. The bungus should say how.
"Seekily. Maybe he's not your soul mate" continued Hanna ventured.
"I mean mother?" Qadirah asked who did not understand Hanna's words.
"Rafiq is getting married. Just let him go"
DEG!
Silent...
Qadirah was shocked and at the same time ashamed of what Hanna said. "How unfortunate I am to love my master's son" inwardly.
"The mother and Mr. Adnan who always helped Qadira was enough ma'am. Time should ask for more. I'm sincere ma'am" said Qadirah. Can't look at Hanna.
"Later mother will try to help introduce her child to her mother's friend"
"Qadirah doesn't want to marry ma'am. Right now Qadira wants to calm down first ma'am"
"It is not good for a woman to postpone her marriage. If there is a soul mate, get married. Let me know if there's anything you need. Don't bother mom. I've already assumed you're a mother's son"
"Each of us has been arranged his rezeky by God. What you get, does not necessarily belong to all mothers. Mother and father's good because you are good, son. Our family considers you to be our family".
"But if I were the future daughter-in-law, ma'am. Mother and father do not have to bother to consider me family" inner Qadirah.
"Good ma'am, thank you ma'am" he said later.
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Elsewhere, after his return to beg his love to be maintained. Dannar laid his body on the bed in his boarding house. Unable to withstand the conditions in nature and only able to cry.
I want to scream. But not able. Breathing felt tight in his chest. Tears that had flowed earlier did not subside. Right now he really needs someone to strengthen himself.
"What's my fault?. I just want to be better. Do I not deserve happiness?. Is happiness only for the money?. Am I not worthy enough to be happy?. If so, how much should I provide for myself to feel what it feels like to be happy?"
Dannar Triana, a handsome 25-year-old boy, who was born to a poor family. Senior Samira in the same major. Living in this city alone, only with courage.
What he is currently getting is the result of his efforts to become an online motorcycle courier. Although only an online courier, but he was able to prove to Samira, now he can buy a house. Although only a small house on the coast of the city.
Since high school, she has been forced to live independently, wandering through the harsh city. He was forced to do so, because his mother could not afford to support him. Expecting help from his father did not get a good response. Therefore, he worked at night, in one of the city's cafes and during the day had to go to school.
Ever been in a difficult situation, when after graduating from High School. He had to sell his athletic body and virginity that night to an aged woman who was ready to pay him dearly. The money he earned was able to finance the beginning of his college year. The woman he knew on the app became a customer several times because she was satisfied with her service.
The second year when she was a student, she stopped selling her body and chose to become an online motorcycle courier. Until he meets Samira, who becomes his first customer, who must take him that day to escape from the mansion, to avoid an arranged marriage. So said the woman. From there they knew each other, and only realized they were studying at the same campus and majors.
"My material ability made me delay proposing to him. If only time could I turn back. I'm going to meet his parents to propose. No matter what they say, at least the first try I've done. I'm so sorry I never tried it once. I'm just too afraid of my abilities in really lacking material." She regrets herself, which then makes her sleep.
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After a few days, and now comes the moment that Rafiq is waiting for, but Samira is desperate to avoid. The wedding day will last a while longer.
Nervous and scared, that was what Rafiq felt at this moment. Nervous to be seen by the invited guests. Afraid that later when saying the qabul and not according to what he had trained for two weeks ago.
"Calm your mind. Don't imagine anything. Just focus on what is your goal" suggested Musabir who is currently neat with the uniform he wears.
"Mother's son is very handsome. Be a devoted husband. Be a good priest. Be a husband who is a role model for his children. Never hurt a woman's feelings" pinta Hanna who almost shed tears, but held it because she just remembered her face newly polished make up so expensive.
The family seems happy today. Hanna and Adnan appeared to be in harmony in Vicar's Beauty, which was specifically asked by the mother to design the bridal outfit worn by Rafiq and Samira at this time.
Qadirah appears to dress modestly but does not detract from its beauty though. Rafiq's eyes glanced at him for a second, then quickly directed the view at his future wife who only needed a few minutes more would be his wife.
"How's Father Mother? Can it start already?
"Wait!!!" Said the man who was now walking towards the two brides.
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