Let You Sick: Husband Not Considered
Episode 14: Unable to Fight Memories
The man who asked her a few days ago to stay away from him was holding a cell phone and seemed to be typing something there.
"Can we talk for a second?" Dannar asked who was currently staring at him from a distance there.
Although not so clear the handsome face of his former lover was in his view. But he could feel that the look on his face was full of pleading.
Soon he came up to her and made sure no one saw the incident.
"Mir, is this the decision you think is best?. Is there no room for me to sacrifice for you?. Really, this feeling is only for you Mir, I never once glanced at the others and you know it" Dannar said after Samira was nearby.
Sad, very sad. That was the feeling Samira felt at this moment. Seeing Dannar struggle to beg to cancel this match made her feel sorry.
The man she loves must feel pain for the matchmaking that her parents did. All Samira could do right now was to harden her heart. Survive not to soften her tears, and look around lest anyone see what she is currently doing.
"Mir, look at me for a moment.. Did you not feel the same pain that I feel now?, did you ever promise to feel the same pain together even if it was too painful?" Dannar continued, forcing Samira to look at him, looking at his face which was currently full of requests.
"It hurts. It really hurts. It's so painful, more than you're feeling right now" Samira said. Almost shed tears, but immediately removed with a finger, without seeing the lover who was forced to become an ex-lover.
"You really do Mir. You really have heart for me. You pick another guy when our relationship is fine. When I have paid my attention to you. When I don't care about myself anymore, because all I know, I have to make you happy, no matter how" said Dannar patted his chest that sounded sore by Samira. Wanted to ban the act, but he had to hold back a little more. Until the man gets tired by himself.
"Say all you want, satisfy your heart, forgive me. I really know your sacrifice, I really understand how you treat me. Everything I said to you was just my defense, my justification, for you to give up, give up no more begging" Samira said. He wanted to embrace the man's body.
For a few minutes Samira didn't say a word. Finally Dannar was silent and only able to look at Samira's face with a sad and pleading face. Tired that emanated from Dannar's face made Samira's chest increasingly tight. Short of love for the man who does not end happily.
"That's Dannar. Let it be a memory of both of us. Memories that I will keep good in my heart. I promise that the memories with you will not be found, our memories I keep well here" said Samira, affirming her heart while pointing the index finger in front of her chest.
"But... I. I can't fight those memories Mir" said Dannar, then paused. Stopped to calm the situation until then he asked and pleaded again.
"Mir... Is there still a chance for me?, think Mir, before the wedding takes place. Samira I beg you to cancel your marriage". Dannar continued, waiting for an answer from the woman.
"I will obey whatever you want. Now I am ready to face both of your parents" he continued.
"Too late. You're so late, I've tried my best to cover up our relationship for your uncertain reasons. And next month has been set the month of my marriage" said Samira.
"There is no sense in the least bit of love for others in this self. But it was your attitude that gave me no certainty, which made me follow the wishes of my parents" Samira continued.
"For that reason, why I always say the reason for delaying meeting with your parents.I use that time to save and work. Now I've bought a small housing estate for us to occupy Mir. We'll take both and our kids later"
"It's all too late. I've been tied by this ring."
"You lied Mir. There's still a chance for me, Mir. Come on Mir, cancel your wedding. I'm ready to face both of your parents"
"Slowly.You're too late, you ask my parents to marry you, my father won't be able to handle the marriage. Even if you beg with all your strength. Free"
"Why Mir?. I'm sure your father will understand what I'll explain later. Surely if you agree, if I'm the one who's gonna replace that guy at the bidding. Samira.give me a chance one last time. Give me a chance. Today I am ready to face your parents"
"Are you sure my father and mother will say 'yes' to what you will do?, are you sure today's proposal will disappear from the memory of the man who proposed to me earlier?. The man I love is more of a loser than the man I'll never love. Too late.You're really late. Like it or not, love it or not, I'll live it" Samira said.
"If you ask me if I love you?. then I need not think will answer 'yes'. But. I'm not strong enough to get in the way. Circumstances that force me to say 'no'. Then what I expected of you. Understand... If you really love me. So I hope for your belief that, someday somehow we will be reunited" continued Samira before leaving the place.
"Go home and stop begging" he said after a few steps from men who still expect their love story to arrive.
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Elsewhere, at the home of a man who has just proposed to the woman he's been serving since he was in high school.
"I understand now that love does require sacrifice. Must be able to wait so long to get you. From then on, when I was in high school, the one who promised you would wait for you. And just counting the days, we'll be a couple. My determination to make you happy in the afterlife, I have pledged to see you wearing the ring that binds our relationship, even though my pledge is unspoken. I'm sure God is listening to Him" Rafiq said in his room, staring at the ring on his finger.
"I promise you, I won't make a single tear out of your beautiful eyes" she continued.
In the same house, in different rooms. A girl who gave up 'the former' to be with another woman at the temple was praying after performing the Ashar prayer.
"Lord, I can only beg you. This peerless love, this inappropriate love for a child of my master. Never take it out of my heart. I was really able to endure the pain, even though it was very painful. God, am I not being too pushy?. Let this love settle forever."
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