
Elin and Qania made their way to the traveling hawkers and began to order their favorite snacks. As usual, they spend the morning in the park only for snacks and not sports like the others. When Elin
about to add tomato sauce to his plastic package, he accidentally splashed the sauce to his white shirt.
“Yes, very sloppy sih” ledek Qania.
“Hehehe, I go to the toilet first huh. Want to clean the sauce first, waitin” said Elin then left Qania, and leave the snacks on Qania who was sitting on the park bench.
Qania enjoyed his snacks voraciously, while looking at the garden situation, he unconsciously remembered his story in this park with Arkana. Right on the bench she was sitting on where Arkana first asked her to be her boyfriend. A few months ago when they were back on the same bench they were making out. It was as if the film was playing in front of him, as if the shadow of his memories with Arkana seemed real, where he was running around enjoying the rain with his lover.
“Hei” greeting Ghaisan disperse the reverie of Qania.
“Eh Ghai” says Qania shocked.
“Thinking what?” Ask Ghaisan.
“No, oh yes Elin where?” Tanya Qania diverts.
Naturally, Qania looked for him, because he had been gone long enough when he only went to the toilet.
“Home home” replied Ghaisan then sipped mineral water from the bottle.
“Appaaa?” Qania asked in shock.
“He said his stomach hurt, he just tipped a message to me to be delivered to kamu” explained Ghaisan.
“Before him yes, go do not say to me. Though he who ngajak, uh even he who came home first” Qania grumbled.
“You still want to be here or want to go home?” Ask Ghaisan.
“If you've been kayak gini mah ya go home of course” replied Qania still upset.
Ghaisan continued to pay attention to Qania's annoyed expression, the thing Arkana liked the most turned out to be her favorite as well at this time.
“She looks sweet while being upset” Inner Ghaisan.
Qania did not pay attention to the behavior of Ghaisan who was secretly watching him, he acted indifferent and immediately stood up. Because it still continues to nag Elin who went somewhere, without realizing Qania walked instead to the flower plant, until his feet tripped over the rocks around the plants.
“Awww” screeches.
“Hey where are you going?” Ask Ghaisan who saw Qania fall, naturally his feet hurt because he was not wearing shoes but flip-flops.
“You go home” replied Qania annoyed.
“That's not the way home” said Ghaisan holding back his laughter.
Qania looked around him, she felt ashamed of the wrong path.
“Before you Lin” muttered Qania then tried to stand up.
Ghaisan swiftly caught Qania's body that was about to fall again for trying to stand up. He asked Qania to sit on the bench again.
“Your feet are bleeding, don't walk first” said Ghaisan who sat crouching in front of Qania while holding the smooth white leg.
“Hey don't be like that, you touch my feet. I'm not feeling good” said Qania while trying to take her foot off the hand of Ghaisan.
Ghaisan understood that if Qania felt bad, she immediately cleaned Qania's wounds with water from the bottle, then tore her clothes that were made of thin and easily torn. He bandaged the wound
Qania with the piece of the shirt.
Qania quietly observed Ghaisan's treatment of him, inwardly he sobbed. If only he had done this, it would have been Arkana, but unfortunately he was not Arkana.
“Toh if Arkana is also here, surely he will do the same thing” inner Qania, he still thinks positively and does not want to compare his lover with others. Arkana remains number one even though they are currently not doing well.
“You can already walk?” Tanya Ghaisan broke the Qania reverie.
“Eh yes” reply Qania.
“I note you this is always daydream” said Ghaisan.
“Ah yes, I do like daydreaming, hehehe” replied Qania while laughing crisply.
“Ya already, let's go home” take Ghaisan.
“A lot of people like my lover that” said Arkana who turned out to pay attention to Qania from a distance, he was annoyed but he was also still reluctant to approach because he saw Qania did not seem to expect
his presence.
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Qania reached home walking alone, because in the middle of the trip he felt uncomfortable being touched by people who had no relationship with him. His heart seemed to feel that from a distance Arkana was watching him, so he asked Ghaisan not to worry too much. His heart always kept for Arkana a person, even though there was or was no Arkana, Qania acted as if Arkana was watching him so he always kept his distance from others, especially the opposite sex..
Qania walked into the house with a little limp, her mother who was watching television was surprised to see the state of Qania.
“Why you?” Ask her mother who then pressed the red button on the TV remote.
“So kesandung stone ma” replied Qania who sat with her mother.
“Yeah, it's always sloppy. Have you met Arkana?” Ask mother.
Qania shook her head weakly, she missed the man so much but the person was somewhere.
“Loh didn't he just follow you to the park?” Ask her mother confused.
“Arkana to garden ma?” Ask Qania back.
“Yes, he was here for you. Mama says you're back in the park so she said goodbye to follow you” her mama's story.
“Ya ampuun” Qania patted her eel, then without regard to her aching leg she ran out and continued heading to the park to look for Arkana.
“Arkana must have misunderstood that she saw me earlier with Ghai” said Qania felt guilty.
Qania sat on the bench of the deserted garden, and he could not find Arkana there. Her tears just dripped as she imagined Arkana's face.
“Why did fate play me like this, I missed him so much but when he wanted to meet me instead we did not meet” isak Qania while covering her face with both hands.
“Why am I so crybaby thinking about that shitty guy?”.
In her tears, Qania felt someone was holding onto her leg and seemed to be treating her wound.
“How can it bleed again even this much hahh?” Ask the guy.
Qania dropped her hand covering her face to see who was holding her leg.
“Iangaang” calls Qania when he sees Arkana treating his wounds.
“Basic and sloppy” Arkana sneer who then sat down with Qania.
“Sucks” ketus Qania, then hugs Arkana with longing. “I miss you” whispered Qania.
“Really?” Arkana asked with a raised eyebrow, making Qania let go of her embrace and stared intently at Arkana.
“Since when do you ask like this, usually you always reply to my words” Ask Qania wonder.
“Yes because I saw that there was someone who replaced my position beside you, I think you have forgotten me” replied Arkana while turning her face.
“Basic jealousy. Hey you, wherever and with whoever I am, only you are always in my heart and mind” said Qania also turned her face away.
Arkana who actually knew the contents of Qania's heart just smiled, he deliberately wanted to make Qania upset and eventually ended up romantic words from Qania. Arkana turned around and hugged Qania from behind, making a face
Qania harrumphed, and was also pleased.
“Either why I always melt at you, sucks” said Qania before turning to return Arkana's embrace.
Arkana smiled, then kissed Qania on the forehead. Afterwards he gently stroked Qania's face and looked at her affectionately.
“I love you so much, don't get close to other men. Many are after my lover, so keep your heart and eyes” Arkana said then hugged Qania's body again.
Ghaisan returned home devastated at the sight of Qania's affection. He saw Qania running and his legs bleeding, so he caught up with her. As he wanted to approach the middle Qania
crying, a man came along who was none other than Arkana.