
" nh .. tok .. Ren can go in "ask lia
" into ajh Lia is not locked, "I answered
" why don't you get sick, oh yes, that's your great brother, your home address to me I keep giving him here "
" yes, why do you give my home address to her she comes and goes again "my protest
" he's not good with you anymore"
" well what there's byebelin know not"
" yes yes "
there's a reason why I hated men so much
FLashback
today is the first day I entered high school I can't wait to start wearing a white gray uniform, because the old man said it was a time of self-discovery for teenagers who will become adults, the times when monkey love was created
today is the first day of MOS (student orientation period), today all new students are told to gather on the field to get enlightenment from the upperclassmen, and, because now mos is no longer a senior bullied junior event if now it leads to more positive things
after almost 2 hours we new students were told to stand in the field finally we entered the class for introduction and also the rules at the school here also I was friends with a girl she was very cute and sweet
"hi, "sweep me
" hey too "my answer is a little awkward
" know me aisyah call me ica "
" i'm rena, nice to meet you"
"from today we are friends" he said softly
she's a nice girl and easy to get along with anyone deserves just how many months we went to school she's been a school idol
" ren, to the canteen yuk" he asked
" let's "
we always go to the canton with many students who want to be our girlfriend or just fantasize, for me it is not important because the most important thing I can be with him
" ren" asked ica
" hmm ' answered me between meals
" you think what kind of bimo "
" bimo which "ask me confused
" that's the chairwoman of the osis "
" oh ordinary ajh "
ica always asks me that she seems to be all with bimo
" the new lovable shoots in the guy's bullshit are nongol" I murmured
" what ren"
" your beloved prince"
" where ren, where "enthusiastic
His name is BIMO ANGGARA he is a child of class XII and also chairman of the osis he is quite tampn with mature sapodilla kulik and athletic body must be many who want to be his girlfriend including ica but not for me
" ren "
" what the hell else is my "nature
" she likes the rich kind of girl"
" you know if I'm her, what I want first class"
" yee nih son in ajakin talk instead go"
my days went on as usual until one day I passed the head of the sausage and he smiled at me
" that's why kids are "my confused
today I was told by Ms. Lina to bring a teacher's book accidentally I hit someone and the book I was carrying was scattered on the floor
" uh sorry, sorry accidentally "he said
" it's nothing I'm not careful of "my answer
" let me help you sort this out "
" thank you yes"
" yes if you'll excuse me "
after his departure there was a strange feeling that I felt but I didn't pay attention to him maybe this was just a momentary feeling of having been in contact with a man
after a few days of the incident there was shocking news because there was a student who expressed feelings for the head of the sausage and unfortunately was rejected for the reason he already liked another girl
" ren, you haven't asked "ica
" about ap "my answer
" said bimo's sister has a boyfriend"
" yes why"
" well if she has a dashed girlfriend suda dong my hope" she disappointed
" there's still something else "I replied lightly
" i'm so you are"
" that's how it is"
" after again the exam you have studied have not yet jagan mikirin chairman of the osis continues" said I
" yes, it is "proud that he is proud
The day that awaited finally until the exam raises the class, the test runs smoothly until the day of the increase finally after struggling so long I took the class as well
" today I have entered class XII, hopefully in the future can be better in my grades" my prayers and hopes
" c why not "
" it's okay 2" he replied
some days ica didn't come in because of the pain I became lonely
while sitting alone in the classroom, someone knocked on my desk
" tuk .. tuk .. can talk for a while" he said
" it could be where in the back of the school just so happens to be the other students are kantin"
" oh ok"
I followed brother Bimo from behind and there was a feeling of fear just in case anyone saw me walking with him
" what the hell does he want to talk about" I thought
after arriving at the park long enough we kept quiet without anyone starting the conversation until
" sister bimo would say what sis" I asked breaking the silence
" ren this is actually a long time ago I like you, and I've been watching you for a long time, you don't want to be my girlfriend"
" AH .." surprised me
" my girlfriend wasn't wrong"
" don't take me seriously you don't want to understand how I feel"
" sorry, brother, give me time to think first"
" yes, I gave you time to think "
after a few days since that incident I have continued to shy away from brother bimo
" ren, say the day I don't get in there is a news splash what "tanya ica
" none" is"
" ooh "he's just an ooh ria
" rena, can talk for a second" asked bimo
" what can there be "
"sorry, I borrowed your money first"
" yes "
after saying goodbye to ica I also followed kak bimo with his motorbike in taking me to safety when he arrived at the park
" ren how do you answer"
" hmm, I don't know brother"
" why are you rejecting me"
" it's not that my brother I'm just not sure of my own feelings"
" how about we go first"
" well, brother, I want "
" yes thanks ren"
" yes brother "
Finally I became the girlfriend of the person who always avoid even I was afraid because in having many fans at school, we agreed to hide our relationship until graduation later
a few months passed finally soon bimo brother graduated from school and on the day of graduation later I will give a special gift so that he always remembers me
" ren, for example, later on graduation day I expressed my feelings about not yes"
Deg was like being struck by lightning in a hole, I felt like I was stealing a start from him
" ica actually I want to say something to you"
" what ren "enthusiastic
" gini actually I'm the same brother bimo has been dating for almost a year and I'll just tell you after graduation later" said I doubt
instantly the seyuman disappeared from ica's face he tried to hide his disappointment
" why do you just know, the hell is safe" he said with a little trembling holding back tears
a few days after his ica nature changed he became quiet and did not want to talk to me anymore
graduation day was almost in front of my eyes I had chosen a gift to give to brother bimo
today I was looking for brother bimo but said his friend he was in the back garden I rushed to look for him
" that's him "but to my surprise he was with a girl, I hid and listened to what he said
" sister I like you, I love you but why are you the same" said the girl
" you yourself are away from me, I love you too but you don't care and only care about yourself, so I'm the same as you" he replied
" so all this time I was just a habituation, "how disappointed and broken my heart when I began to love and accept his presence even though he still loves him who is none other than my own friend
" if indeed brother love me why brother did not shoot me, even so the same rena" he said hysterically
" it's no use any more of that ..
" why not continue to feel disturbed by my presence" said the sarcasm
" rena" they said together
" if I knew from the beginning I wouldn't want to be your girlfriend, it's better now that we're breaking up any girl you love is in front of you, and ica sorry if the impact I stole start from you, I also do not want rich gin, hopefully you can be happy excuse me "
*IF LOVING YOU WOULD BE THIS SICKLY I WOULD RATHER NOT ACCEPT YOUR PRESENCE AND REJECT THE FALSE FEELINGS YOU GIVE
THE PATIENT YES RENA** 😢😢 -- AUTHOR
YES THOR THANKS - RENA***
-----------------------------------------------------------------------