Forever Love
Phone ringing
Qania is not a person who likes to linger just for bathing, especially at night. But this time he was almost an hour under the water flowing from his shower. The water flowed with her tears that kept spilling, carrying the pieces of memories with Arkana.
It had been a month since the incident at the cafe that night he was no longer in contact with Arkana, as if in the earth Arkana just disappeared. Qania tried to hide his relationship with Arkana from his parents under the pretext of his many duties and had entered the end of the semester, so he wanted to focus on learning.
Qania was not as happy as before, even if he joked with his friends just to cover his heart. He was able to convince his friends that he was fine, even better. But it did not work out that Baron, who had known Qania for a long time, could read the look of Qania's eyes, implying a deep wound.
An hour later Qania stopped her bathing activity because her body was already shivering. He put on his clothes from the bathroom and came out with his nightgown.
Qania dries her hair with a small towel, then grabs the phone she keeps on her bed, fiddling with the app inside. He looked bored, because actually for a month he was waiting for news from Arkana even though only through a short message.
Again Qania was disappointed because his hope was not fulfilled.
"Huhhh" Qania exhaled his disappointment because what he was waiting for did not come.
He tried to close his eyes hoping the dream would come to him soon.
"Relieve news even though it is only through dreams" Qania muttered as she closed her eyes.
Just a minute Qania closed her eyes, her phone ringing. Qania quickly searched for her phone which she placed carelessly. After getting his phone he was a little disappointed because the one who called was not Arkana but Elin.
"What's Lin?" qania asked in a deliberately made tone as if she had just woken up.
"Upss you've been sleeping, Qan, sorry" Elin said from across the phone.
"It's okay Lin" said Qania.
"Qan can't I go to the mall tomorrow to buy you a present from Fadly?" ask Elin straight to the point.
"Tomorrow? What time is Lin?" ask Qania.
"Four eleven is Qan" replied Elin.
"Oh yeah, I have morning classes so I can definitely get you. I finished at half ten. Where are we going?" tanya Qania was excited.
"I also have a lecture tomorrow morning and finished at the same hour, we meet at the college. I'll call you tomorrow" suggested Elin.
"Oke beib" agreed Qania.
"Yes bobo again there, sorry I have disturbed your beautiful dreams" pinta Elin interspersed with laughter.
"Yes.yes.yes.bye" said Qania while turning off her phone.
"Hopefully I will really have a good dream, hehhhh" Qania's breath shows how fragile she is at the moment.
Qania pulled her blanket over her entire body including her head. His increasingly chaotic mind made his eyes no longer have power so he slept by himself.
Just a moment before Qania fell asleep, her phone ringing again rang. Lazily Qania took her phone and swiped the green button up to answer the phone. Not yet fully aware, Qania just spoke up.
"What else is Lin, I'm so sleepy?" ask Qania while continuing to yawn.
"It's me" said someone from across the channel.
The voice shook Qania's heart and body, he opened his eyes and pinched his own arm trying to believe that this was not a dream that was only a moment.
"Qania.." call him.
"A..Arkana" said Qania.
"Yes it's me. You were asleep, right?" ask Arkana.
"Yes" replied Qania still trying to wake herself up and gather her consciousness.
"I'm sorry I interrupted your sleep" Arkana said.
"What's up, how are you?" ask Qania with an unrelenting heartbeat.
"I'm good, you're alone?" ask Arkana back.
"Yes I'm good too" Qania replied. "Especially after hearing your voice" inner Qania.
"I'm sorry" Arkana said.
"Hmmm" muttered Qania.
"I haven't told you this long, have you missed me?" ask Arkana.
"Where have you been for a month? Never told me. Do you know I'm tormented thinking about you. I'm like a fool waiting for you to call me. Every night I wish you'd come to me or just give me some news even in a short message. I. I am really upset with you" said Qania, he let out his complaints.
"I was wrong, you deserve to be angry and disappointed in me. I can only apologize for my mistake" said Arkana.
"Why not see me, I must be ready to listen to your explanation. Or it is all true" Qania said.
Even though he was not ready to hear if indeed Susan's speech the other day was the truth.
"Qania, I'm ashamed to come to you. I haven't had the courage to look you in the eye" Arkana said.
"What kind of reason is that, huh? You just dare to race wildly with life stakes, time just talk to me you say not brave" said Qania insinuated Arkana.
"That's two different things" Arkana said in self-defense.
"So just tell me now, don't hang me like this" said Qania.
"Qania I'm really sorry, but the incident that night was a truth that you and I must accept freely.." Arkana did not have time to continue her words as she heard a strong impact-like sound.
Qania could not hear Arkana's words anymore so he dropped his phone on the floor.
"Hallo.. Qan you still there?" call Arkana to panic.
Qania bit her blanket trying to make her sobs inaudible, she was so devastated to hear the Arkana speech.
The man he so longed for and every second he thought about and always waited for his news, now came but with news that Qania did not want to hear at all.
Arkana continued to try to call Qania, who had no voice. Qania shook her head not wanting to believe this, but as hard as she refused reality it remained reality.
"Ya Tuhaann" cried the inner Qania.
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