Butterfly Night But Virgin
181. Forgetting Yourself
Andi drives Rayyan's car to Sumi's restaurant. After entering Sumi's restaurant, Andi approached the cashier's desk.
"Excuse me! I want to meet Miss Miti" Andi said with her flat face.
"Sorry! What's it gonna take, huh?"ask the cashier.
"Let's just say, my name is Andi,"
"good. Please wait a moment, Sir!"said the cashier was polite.
A waiter who happened to be next to the cashier rushed to Sumi who was in the restaurant kitchen. Sumi who heard that Andi came to her restaurant and wanted to meet with her rushed out of the kitchen to meet Andi.
"What's the matter, Mr. Andi, coming? Did I make a mistake?"mumbling Sumi in the heart. Sumi knew very well that Andi would not come if nothing else mattered.
Shortly afterwards, Sumi sees Andi sitting on one of the chairs in her restaurant. The woman rushed over to Andi.
"I'm sorry if you waited so long. Come, to my room!"say Sumi politely.
Without saying anything, Andi moved from her seat and followed Sumi's footsteps towards Sumi's study.
"Please, come in, sir! Please sit!"said Sumi opened her study room wide allowing Andi to enter. Andi did not say anything, the man stepped in as directed from Sumi, then sat down on one of the sofas.
"Do you want to eat or drink something?"tanya Sumi was still standing.
"Thank you! No need to bother! Straight away. I'm just here to talk to the lady about your problem with Mr. Hendrik" Andi said flatly.
"Is there anything else? Why would Mr Andi want to talk about me and Hendrik?"mumbling Sumi inwardly, rushed to sit on one of the sofas facing Andi.
"Please! Just tell me what you want to say,"
"alright. There's something that Miss needs to know. Because of your problem and Mr. Hendrik's, Mrs Aurora is angry with Mr. Rayyan. Because, the lady is the mistress' best friend, and Mr. Hendrik is Mr. Rayyan's brother. Miss can imagine, right? How could it not be nice to be in the position of Lord Rayyan? How tired is Mr Rayyan after coming home from work? But when you go home to work instead have to face pregnant women whose emotions go up and down" Andi said with her face and flat voice.
"Sorry! I didn't mean to complain to Aurora about the matter. I don't know if Aurora will be angry at Mr. Rayyan,"sahut Sumi lowered her head feeling unwell.
The woman sits with both hands on her thighs. Squeezing her skirt that was below that knee length. Feeling sorry for the trouble has made a fuss in other people's households.
"I want to ask, what exactly made Miss refuse Mr Hendrik?"tanya Ansi looked down at Sumi who was looking down.
"I don't like Mr. Hendrik's possessive, jealous attitude. Even when we haven't had a special relationship yet,"sahut Sumi honestly.
Hearing Andi's question, Sumi raised her face to look at Andi who was staring at her flat.
"What do you mean, sir?"
"Let me explain. A person becomes jealous because he has love. If he does not have love then one will not feel jealous. I don't want to interfere in Miss Hendrik's relationship. But I also don't want your problems to affect the relationship between Miss Aurora and Mr. Rayyan. Therefore, I personally want to say something to you. Mr. Hendrik is a man who from a long time ago became a burden on the family. She's a Cassano explorer of love. Not only in this country, but there have been many countries that he visited Mr. Hendrik. Foya-foya without thinking how to make money. However, since one month ago, Mr. Hendrik intends to change and ask Mr. Rayyan to help him build a business according to his skills and hobbies. And during this one month, Mr. Hendrik really proved his leniency to change. And as it turns out, all Mr. Hendrik's changes are because of you. I'm saying all this is not to tell you to accept Mr. Hendrik. But it's just FYI. Now I want to ask you, what kind of partner do you really want?"andi asked looking at Sumi with a serious look.
•FYI is short for your information, which means information.
"I want to live with the person I love and love me with" Sumi looked at Andi.
"I'm sorry, I'm not condescending to you. Because I realize as consciously as aware that every human being has advantages and also disadvantages, including me. But I want you to think about all this. With your past, are you sure you can get someone who is really sincere with you? The one who won't bring up your past? If there is, is it about the family of that person can accept masu then you? Because if you marry a man, then you also have to accept the whole family. Are you sure if they know your past, they'll accept you?"andi asked Sumi down, squeezing the skirt she was wearing.
"Wouldn't it be very difficult to find a man with a family who would accept you and your past? Even if you hide it, are you sure you can hide it for the rest of your life? It is undeniable, in our society, the status of widower or former Casanova for men will not be too rocked by people. But the status of widows, especially former comfort women, will always be looked down upon by the community. A woman who is a victim of abuse is despised for the rest of her life. A rapist is only hated for a moment. Mr. Hendrik is willing to accept you and your past. Mr. Rayyan will support you if you want to get married. Even Mr. Rayyan is willing to persuade his mother to accept you. Can you find a family like Mr Hendrik's? Love problem, if you do not love Mr. Hendrik at the moment, you can learn to love Mr. Hendrik from now on. Personally, if I cannot live with the person I love and love, then I will choose to live with the person who loves me, even if I do not love him. Because I can learn to love him. I don't want to live with the people I love, but I don't love. Because I am sure, I will not be happy living with people who do not love me," Andi said at length looking at Sumi who was still bowed quietly.
"Please think about this well! Sorry, if I interfere in your personal affairs! Excuse me, "say Andi got up from her seat leaving Sumi's room.
Sumi was silent without a word. Riveted in place. True what Andi said, which man and family would accept him who is a former night butterfly. But a few moments later Sumi seemed to smile blandly.
"Because of the fake face and all the wealth I have right now, I became feeling high-hearted and self-forgetting. I forgot who I was and where I came from. I even forgot that I was dumped by both of my parents," Sumi muttered in a rough breath.
Hearing every word Andi said made Sumi feel slapped. So haughty and arrogant of her lately. Want the perfect man as a companion to life. He is just a former night butterfly.
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...Pride will not elevate the degree, but will make man mired in moral humility."...
...Don't be arrogant about what you have, because it's all His care. It can be taken in the blink of an eye....
..."Nana October 17th"...
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To be continued