AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
Not a Good Woman

"So that's the story."

Linda explained the matter to Bagas. Linda said she wanted to reflect on her mistakes.

On Bagas, Linda lied. She said she had been in love one night with someone until she became pregnant.

Linda also explained her new problem with Yohan Nevan Haiden.

"El, astaghfirullah, El."

Bagas was disappointed, he pegged. Shocked in disbelief. The man cried and scolded Linda.

"You let me down, El. The LB I know isn't that kind of person. It's only right that your father and mother choose to go home."

"My mom and dad were raped, Gas. But they didn't know I was pregnant. Help me this time. I have no place to live, my house and car have been pawned. I also can't possibly stay at Green Seroja because the contract is up."

Linda was compassionate, her gaze was as pitiful as that of a hungry and raining little cat.

Bagas took a heavy breath. It is unlikely that he would reject Linda, given her debt to Linda of nearly five hundred million if added to the value of Linda's home and car lien used for her father's treatment.

"By, El. You can stay here any time, as you please."

"Thank you, Bagas." Now his face is happy.

"Emm, you just calm down. As long as I stay in your house, your monthly installments I release. It won't take long. If Mr. Yohan returns my bag, I'll rent an apartment" he explained.

"Well, I want to tell Lani slowly. But I'm sure he'll accept you, too."

Lani is Bagas' wife.

"Oiya, where are your children and your wife? If you tell your wife don't tell her I'm pregnant. Hehe."

Now the lips that Agam said were sweet, soft, warm, fragrant and sticky can smile again.

"They were playing at her grandmother's house, coming home this afternoon. Take it easy, El. I'll tell you what's worth telling. Others ...." Bagas doing mouth locking movement.

"You're the best, Bagas."

"Yes, you've been resting in the guest room."

Involved in love one night with who are you, El? What's with Mr Agam?

In his mind, Bagas apparently harbored suspicions on Agam. But, he did not dare to ask Linda.

"Bagas, buy me some toiletries, yeah" Linda shouted from the guest room.

"The brand I used to wear" he shouted again.

"I want to eat, eat anything. I'll just eat in the room."

Bagas can only shake their heads.

"Well El," he said.

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"What?! I don't agree, Pi."

"Mi, listen to Pipi first. You know, that's LB---."

"No, Pi. I wouldn't let him stay at our house, you can imagine. Should a beautiful artist stay at his manager's house? He's an artist, Pi. Not an ordinary person. There's no way I'm gonna ask LB to help with homework. He's just had a drink taken with you, right?"

"Mimi, dear ..he only temporarily stayed in the place, not long ago Mi. If his business with Mr. Yohan is done, he'll rent an apartment."

"I don't agree, period. Just stay half a day, milk ration children and our shopping money you have taken all. The time is only shopping for toiletries only up to one million?!" Lani fiery. Bagas.

"Buy her interior up to five hundred thousand, shop two sets of clothes she almost a million as well. Just half a day our savings money has been broken down by almost 3 million because of him. Then the news that he's sparing is a lie."

"Darling .. Our debt is as much as he is, you don't deserve to say that."

"Our debt?! Your debt! I don't feel like I owe him. You're a big prick every month, aren't you?"

"Mi, how come you are? Poor him, I can't possibly dare to refuse him. Oiya, actually he's being---."

"Bagaaas," suddenly from the middle room Linda called out.

The talks between Bagas and his wife halted for a moment. Bagas moved to the middle room.

"El?"

Shocked, because Linda's ready. Wearing a mask, and carrying a large bag that was bought by Bagas.

"I'm not staying here, Gas. Mr. Yohan said he wanted to return my bag."

"really?"

Bagas. There was doubt in Bagas' heart from seeing Linda's eyes turn red. And ... where does Linda know that info? But the cell phone does not have.

Lani peeked behind the door.

"Yes, Gas. Sorry if today I've been troubling you."

Behind the mask, Linda pursed her lips. Apparently ... he caught the conversation Bagas and his wife.

"El, don't lie, is that why your eyes are red?"

"Oh, it's because I just removed the soft lens," he said.

"I can't believe it, don't go El, it's already night."

"It's okay Bagas, I have someone to pick up," Linda said. He lied again.

"I'm taking it." Bagas is about to prepare.

"No need Bagas, I go, greetings to your wife." Linda passed.

"El, El, LB. Wait." Wait."

Bagas is going after Linda, but Lani quickly hugs her husband's back.

"If you take her, I'll sue for divorce" he threatened.

"What?!"

Bagas could only stare at her beautiful body until it disappeared slowly behind the door.

"Huuu .. father ... mother .. uncle ...," he lamented.

Not far from Bagas' house, Linda sat on a park bench staring at the moon.

Right, about Yohan returning her bag is a lie.

Where will he sleep tonight? I don't know.

Linda then took a copy of the letter from the police which was found from her uncle's bag.

"It should be .. The autopsy results today are complete, the notification from the police must have entered my phone in Mr. Agam."

"Honey, we go there again yuk. Across the street there is a mushola. Tonight, for a while we sleep there huh. Tomorrow, Mama's gonna find a job."

"For a while .. Because Mama's diploma is on Far Island, Mama will ventured into being a busker."

Linda spoke softly as she stroked and looked at her stomach. Tears are breaking.

"Darling ... Mama is rumored to have ties with high-ranking HGC officials. Mama is confused, what do they mean the high official ... papa you? They thought Mama was the star of the HGC ad because she was close to the office."

While watching TV at Bagas' house, Linda learned the fact.

"Mama's not happy accused like this. Oiya, today ... Mama almost made trouble for sabahat Mama. Bagas' wife did not like Mama. Mom once helped them. I'm sorry, not Mama's saying thank you, but ... Mama thinks Leni can like Mama as much as Bagas."

"Mama is sad dear, but ... Mama is happy because right now Mama can chat with you. Mama doesn't expect any more advertising contract money from HGC."

"If our sustenance, the contract money will one day be ours again. Mama won't set foot in Haiden's Mansion."

While walking, Linda continued to chat with her fetus. This time, he was slipping sandals. Simple slippers made of rubber. The slippers belonged to Bagas, looking oversized at his feet.

Arriving at the mosque, Linda can only berselonjor on the terrace. At first, he wanted to enter, but it turned out that the mushola was locked.

Then he read a copy of the letter from the police. Before reading it, he was already crying.

DEG.

"Dad ...." Sluggishly.

"It's dad's writing. So ... The corpse is really uncle?Uncle ... I'm sorry ... Father ... Uncle died because of me."

Linda sobbing on the terrace of the mushola. He took refuge behind a corner of the wall so that its existence was not visible to the road users who crossed the mosque.

...Assalamu'aikuum .......

...He, how are you, son?...

...Hope you're all right....

...Son, I'm sorry Mom and Dad left you....

...All you do because of force....

...I can't bear to see your mother depressed every day because I think about you....

...Almost everyone who comes to the fruit shop, must be talking about the no-no about you. They say you're a mistress....

...There are also those who say you work side by side by selling yourself. And many more heinous accusations that hurt my father and mother so much. Your mother's sick, son. But now his condition has improved....

...Oiya, Son. Some time ago there were people from the city who were visiting our house. They're like cops investigating Mom and Dad. Then, Dad overheard their conversation. The point is that they are the HGC officers who raped you....

...It ... how? Is it because of her that you're pregnant? Son, Dad and mom hope that if she's done something bad, she won't get you pregnant. Son, I deliberately sent an uncle to pick you up....

...You go home, son. Please stop your ideals. If in the end it only causes slander and prejudice, it is better to ignore it. Let's go back to our hometown, and get married....

...I have prepared a candidate for you. He's your childhood friend, son. He said .. he will accept you as you are. His name is Hikam Mashur, you remember?...

...Do not let you deal with the Director of the HGC again. Let's just say that day we were lucky. Seeing his men alone, our village is already frightened. The HGC Director's men are weird, son....

...They communicate with their friends using foreign language. Then, says our neighbors who understand that little bit of language, they talk about hacks, international networks, interpol, and talk about murder as well....

...The one who takes your chastity is very dangerous, son. But ... Why did you even accept the offer to become an advertising star in his company? You let Dad and Mom down....

...Father and mother will forgive you if you go home and want to marry Hikam. Son's good. My mom and dad talked to both of their parents....

...Oiya, for Angga's problems, your boyfriend, since his parents insulted Dad, Dad suddenly disliked. So, Dad suggested that you immediately cut off the relationship with him. Go home, Son. Father, mother, Yolla and Yolli miss you a lot....

......Wassalamu'alaikuum.......

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Linda was crying again, her heart was sliced, completely lost, confused unstoppable, countless sorrows.

He wanted to go home and deliver his uncle's body.

But, he did not want to marry Hikam. Yes, he knows Hikam well.

But according to Linda, he really does not deserve Hikam. How can a man as good and innocent as married to a woman as he is?

A woman who is not holy, and may not be sane because she has fallen in love with her rapist.

A naughty woman who happily dares to undress a man, gives a sign of love on his chest, and dares to give up some parts of his body for a man who is not her husband.

His religion clearly forbids it.

Yes, Linda knows that she and Agam are often involved in allaman adultery. Zina is done using the five senses.

Zina eyes, when Linda's eyes are often fascinated when looking at Agam. There was a feeling of pleasure in his heart.

Insult, when Linda thinks and fantasizes about Agam with feelings of pleasure and happiness.

Zina greeting, which is .. when Linda feels happy when talking to Agam, or talking about you.

Zina hands and limbs. Yes, intentionally and without coercion, Linda has been holding onto a part of Agam's body followed by a feeling of pleasure and happiness. Even enjoyed it. The body parts in question are the face and surrounding, neck, chest, and stomach of Agam. Stop, that's it.

His confusion with Agam in his office room and in the car, is proof that he is not a 'Good.' woman.'

"Mama should how dear?" He asked his stomach.

"Just go home and get married?"

"Or ... stay here and fight with you?"

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