AGAPE (SELFLESS LOVE)
The Complicated Love's
Death, fear, anxiety, anxiety, confusion, confusion, fear, worry, and all things related to heartbreak are now fused in the heart of Agam. Filled the breast space and suffocated his chest cavity.
"Wait, Mr. Agam, where are you going?"
Two security officers chased Agam, they panicked because Agam came out of the room with a reddened face.
"Mr, is it okay? Are you sick?" Still chasing.
"Yes, I'm sick. You please tell Miss Fanny that I'm suddenly sick."
Agam stopped his steps and spoke without turning back.
"Should we take you to the HGC clinic?"
"No need, I'll go to my doctor. Please tell Ms. Fanny to take care of my sick letter. Oiya, please release that man named Bagas. But before you go home, please take it to the HGC clinic. The wounds on his face must be treated." Agam then ran back to the parking lot.
"Good, sir." The security guard said that Agam had disappeared from their sight.
"Sir Agam?!"
The voice in the parking lot surprised Agam.
"Sir Yudha?! Why is Father here? Sayakan hasn't said to be picked up." Glamour astonishment.
Initially, Agam will go home using Mr. Deanka's car stored in the HGC.
"When you told me to go home, I saw the look on your face was not healthy, so I decided to stay at the HGC as well."
"What?! Oh my God, sir." Agam smiled blandly.
"I'm worried about Mr. Agam."
"Not sleeping in the car, is it?" agam asked as he stepped into the car in a hurry.
"No dong, sir. I slept comfortably in the driver's room. Juan's old room, hehehe." Put on your seat belt and turn on the steering wheel.
"Yes, in the HGC there are facilities for Mr. Yudha as well."
Although Agam has tried not to panic, the fact still can not.
Agam's hands trembled while inserting the charger cable on his phone connector. Mr. Yudha was confused but did not dare to ask.
"Where is Juan now, sir?"
Finally I just dared to ask about it. The real thing is very unimportant, and now the car he drives has come out of the HGC area.
"Sir Juan is still the Young Master's driver, now he is also an assistant" replied Agam.
His face looks sweaty. Agam opened the glasses and took a tissue to wipe them.
"Oh," said Mr. Yudha as he glanced at Agam who was turning on his phone. The battery capacity on the screen is one percent.
"Please go faster, sir. I want to get home soon" Agam said as his phone lit up.
His hands trembled again, when he saw that there were some missed calls. Yes, there is from Bagas, and there is from him the thief of his heart. Linda Berliana's.
There's a message from Bagas, and a call from Ira's mom.
The more uncertain his heart when his eyes caught the message from the thief. A beautiful thief who always warms her body, when she is nearby.
"Sir Agam, you're not coming home?" At 20:49.
"Busy huh?" At 20:51.
"Sir, I want to say something important, can I call you?" At 22.01.
"I'm sorry I was so presumptuous." At 23.04.
"Sir Agam .. I want to talk." At 23:11.
"Sir Agam, I'm sorry I had the courage to send a message at this hour last night." At 00.04.
"Good break, yes sir. I'm writing a letter to you, hehehe. I'm serious, you know." Last message 00.32.
Agora ....
"Quick Mr Yudha! Hurry up!!"
Mr. Yudha was surprised. This time Agam was beating him. He glanced again at Agam. The man looked down, and put the phone on his chest.
"Good, sir." Sahut Pak Yudha's. It also increases speed.
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He exhaled many times while thinking hard to take the next step. The regret on his chest was mounting. If only he was a little patient and willing to hold his phone, it might not be as painful and regretful as this.
"Sir Agam, Linda has severed ties with Angga unilaterally. He said it was uncomfortable. He actually wanted to break up from last year, but there was only a chance yesterday."
"So, I asked what because of Mr Agam?He was immediately angry, he said please do not bring Mr. Agam in this matter."
"I asked again, did Mr. Agam ever fuck you? He was getting angry, but he was crying. The peak of her anger at me was when I spontaneously accused her of being the paid woman of the Father."
"He is very angry, I am sorry Mr. Agam, I apologize. He said my words hurt his feelings so much."
"She then yelled at me, saying she was indeed a despicable woman. He was honest that he and Dad had slept together. He said, El deliberately teased the Father by trapping Mr. Agam. He also said that you're a good man."
"Sir Agam, I don't know what the truth is, but please ..., please take care of Linda, sir. In this city he has no one. He and his parents were nomads, moving to the city since Linda was 12 to complain."
"She's a good woman, sir. He is smart and multitalented. I was six years old, one school and one class. She is good at singing, acting, and often wins school-level fashion show competitions."
"She wanted to be an artist. The ideals are opposed by his parents, because the image of the artist in his hometown is often identified with things that are not good."
The words of Bagas were ringing back in his ear, and there was another saying of Bagas that ravaged Agam's heart.
"Sir Agam, I'm sorry if I was wrong. I see there's love in LB's eyes for Dad."
"When I visited my father's house, I caught LB staring at Mr. Agam's back as Mr. Agam climbed the stairs with a smile."
"I can not be sure what kind of feeling Mr. Agam felt on LB. But please Mr. .. if you don't like LB, please let him go."
"Don't hold him back like that, don't give him hope. But, if you like LB, please quickly tell him. I hope it's not too late."
"Despite the scolding, the barbarians, and the slobbery, he's actually plain sir. The man close to him is just me and Angga."
"When he dares to be close to men, it means that the man has value in his heart. I am as his best friend. Then Angga as his lover. Then what is Mr Agam? Please think carefully, sir."
"AARGH," cried Agam. To the extent that Mr. Yudha jumped.
Then he contacted someone. "Mister X."
"Please hack flight manifest data today, please."
Now it was Mr. Yudha's trembling hand, he was frightened by Agam's words, fortunately the voice of mister X could not be heard by Mr. Yudha.
"Have you gone crazy?! Dangerous Sir! Hacking flight data could affect the system in the control center tower. I don't want to risk and harm other passengers."
"Astaghfirullaah, I'm sorry X. I was panicking, forgetting about it."
"What's really going on? Please calm down, sir. What can I help you with."
"Please trace the manifest of flight tartas 201, the possibility of him going abroad."
"Tartas 201 has a tracking chip installed, sir. You don't have to worry. If the phone's on, we can figure out the coordinates."
"The phone's dead, X. And I want her data immediately. Can you send us the airport CCTV footage? From 6am to the present."
"Oh, geez I've guessed you and tartas 201 have a relationship, hahaha."
"X, help! It's a serious matter, I'm not messing around. You can laugh at my suffering. Can not?! Whooo!" yell Agam.
"OK, for airport CCTV footage I can give it, this is easy and does not need hacking."
Call disconnected.
***
In front of the gate Bu Ira was already standing with an anxious face.
"Sir Agam, huuu." I cried and held Agam's hand.
"Say," said Agam as he brushed off Bu Ira's hand and walked quickly towards the elevator. Mr. Yudha parked the car.
"When I went to her room, Miss Linda wasn't there. I searched everywhere but nothing. I called Dad, your HP is off."
"I called Mr. Yudha, but Mr. Yudha was angry, he said Mr. was leading the meeting, and you should not be disturbed. I haven't had time to tell Miss Linda about Mr. Yudha." Ms. Ira sobbed, talking while following Agam.
"Miss Linda waited for you to come home. At 11pm I saw the lady still sitting in the chair in the courtyard of this house, and I-I saw no-one Linda crying sir. At half-time 12 pm, the new lady will go into the house after I persuaded many times. And miss ... miss ...."
Agam. His legs and body seemed to be blocked. At this time, he and Ira were in front of Linda's room.
"And, what lady? Ce-quickly say Miss ...."
Agam clenched his lips, enduring the turmoil of taste that seemed to tear apart his soul and body.
"Miss ... I mean .. I caught Ms. Linda hugging the picture frame Mr. crying, and .. and miss saying something."
"W-what did he say?"
Agam stared intently at Bu Ira, his chest cavity was going down, his breathing was hunting each other.
"No-Nona said she would erase the father's name from the bottom of her heart."
DEG.
Agam's heart was electrocuted.
No, he cried in his heart.
Please don't do that, she lamented.
"Please continue with your work" said Agam. A subtle phrase that means expelling Bu Ira.
"Bright, sir." Miss Ira Passed.
"Thank you for the information, ma'am" said Agam. Moments before his feet stepped into Linda's room, closed the door, and locked it.
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'Bruk's.'
Agam dropped his body to rest on the floor of the room. Want to chase Linda to the airport was in vain.
It is currently at 14:08 local time. Meaning, he just needs to be patient to wait for Linda's phone to be active again.
Agam's eyes circled the room. He opened his glasses. Linda's scent in the room was still felt. The room was cleaner, and tidy.
"Why did you leave me ...? You broke our agreement. I'm not saying my feelings because you already have a lover. I also saw how you embraced the man's affectionate. I don't want to hurt the feelings of you and your lover, Linda ...."
"I feel insecure and inappropriate for you. I'm a depraved man who raped you. Why would I want to restore your sanctity? Because I want you to be happy again. You go back with Angga and I'll take care of my son."
"Really Linda .., since the first time I saw you in person at the prescon event, my heart has been beating. But at that time I wasn't sure if that feeling was love."
"I'm sorry Linda ...."
Agam talking alone, he lamented Linda's departure and did a defense for himself.
Agam only hopes that Linda will be happy again, but the way she does turns out to be a fruit simalakama.
At first he wanted to learn to love Linda without having to have her. But the day after, his love for that woman grew.
Agam tried to strengthen his body to stand up, and his gaze was locked on a neatly folded piece of paper and placed on the table.
He grabbed it with trembling hands. Agam Ben Buana is very weak in romance.
Agam sat down slowly on the chair, put his glasses back on, and began to open the letter.
...___...
...Assalamu'alaikum, Wr.Wbs...
In order to
Mr. Agam Ben Buana.
...Hopefully, when you read this letter, you are in good health....
...Aami....
...Mr. Agam,...
...actually .. there are many words I want to say to you....
...But ......
...I am confused where to start and would be confused to end it....
...Mr. Agam,...
...There are no words I deserve to say for now, except words of apology, forgiveness, and forgiveness. And a word of thanks, thanks, and thanks....
...Sorry to bother you for 4 months. Sorry if my presence in this house caused a lot of problems and limited your space to interact with the outside world....
...Sorry for my fussiness, forgive me for often dirtying your clothes with vomit. I'm sorry I really like your cooking....
...Forgive me .......
...Please say my regards to my mother, and also apologize from me to Gama. When you often stay at the HGC, somehow I often cry at night and disturb Gama....
...Thank you for the luxurious facilities in this house, I also enjoy the kindness of everyone in this house, and what I can not forget is. Hehe....
...Why did I choose to leave this house? The reason is so much....
...First, that,...
...I don't want to be stuck too long with my feelings. After I thought about it, I was sure I could keep this pregnancy without help from my father....
...You don't have to worry, the money from the advertising contract is more than enough to meet the needs of me and my future babies....
...Second, that,...
...I don't want to be separated from my babies. The contract says you will take my baby....
...Do you know?...
...That point .. hurt my feelings. Just like any other woman, I don't want to be separated from my children either....
...Third,...
...Togetherness me and the Father turned out to bring up negative assumptions that hurt my heart. I don't want people to look down on me for being close to Mr. Agam....
...There are those who judge if I have used my body for the sake of popularity by tempting Mr. Agam. There are also those who say that I became an HGC star because I played behind....
...Mr. Agam ......
...I don't accept those accusations. I also do not want the image of the Father is bad because of my existence on the side of the Father....
...I will not tell anyone the biological father of these children. I'll keep it a secret....
...I would assume if my meeting and Father is a beautiful dream that I will never forget until anytime....
...I'm happy to know you, thank you for all the things you've given me, to the point that I thought you liked me. Hehehe, though ......
...You just like my baby....
...Sorry if I misunderstood. I have interpreted the goodness of the Father excessively....
...Mr. Agam ......
...I'm going abroad for the first time, I'm nervous sir .......
...Maybe that's all I can say, sorry if as long as we are together there are words or my behavior that hurt your feelings....
...Especially ......
...Please forgive me for that moment. A time when I insulted and berated you with vile words....
...I have given my body and sanctity to Mr. Agam....
...Think of it as an expression of apology because I have hurt, hurt and slandered you....
...Goodbye Mr. Agam .......
...Alaikuum, Wr. Wb....
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