When Married?
KM Part 63

Flowers drag her suitcase out of the apartment building without a destination, she is confused not knowing where to go. The girl walked with a weak body until she reached the stop and sat there blankly. His long hair was disheveled, his eyes were puffy and his face was deathly pale.

POV flower

You fucked me with your love words that flowed so beautifully that you touched my heart,

you adore me like a goddess makes me feel like the most beloved and desirable woman on earth. You took me and taught me to taste the sweetness and beauty of the love I felt for the first time.

You were the first man to touch my heart and touch my soul, and you were also the first man to touch my body, until I set your name as the sole owner of my heart.

You made me make you a place to share love, to share grief, to be a place to complain, a place to lean on and take refuge.

You poured your affection on me making my hopes soar high into space. You catapulted me to the sky, you pampered me with abundant treasure until I fell asleep, and unexpectedly you threw me to the bottom of the sea without mercy.

All the hopes that I built were broken into pieces and all my dreams about spending my entire life in a holy marriage with you are now just wishful thinking.

Where am I going now? I don't have a purpose, if I go home to my mother's house and people know I'm pregnant without a husband, I'm just going to smear her and humiliate her.

And also I do not want if my son is denounced as an illegitimate child, it is enough that I am insulted for not getting married, my soul will no longer be able to receive more than that.

Forgive your Mama, son, you are present because of my stupidity. Your father doesn't want you, but you don't worry because I've loved you ever since you were present in my womb.

My son... Now Mama should how? Where do we have to go? Is there a place where no one will know us and no one will gossip us.

Do we have to go to grandpa's place, honey? Maybe there'll be no one to blaspheme us. But does your grandfather want to meet us? Mama has let her down and your grandfather's place is a long way off.

Because lulled in love, lulled in form, lulled in treasure, destroyed already me to the point of being unresponsive.

Bunga rose from his seat then stepped towards the pharmacy not far from the stop, not knowing what he wanted to buy so he had a debate with the dispensary workers.

After coming out of the pharmacy Bunga ordered a taxi online, currently only the place where Nana's boarding house is the only destination that comes to his mind and along the way his tears fell again accompanied by a stuffed stuffing.

Her heart aches and hurts unbearably when the man she loves so much makes her feel humiliated and wasted.

*****

After two hours of Bunga's journey to the front of Nana's boarding house, he hopes that Nana is off work.

Tok_dok_tok.

"Excuse me...."

"Yes a minute." Nana answered from the inside and soon opened.

"Flower!" Nana was surprised because Bunga came early in the morning and stood in front of her with a very messy appearance by dragging a suitcase.

"You... Why are you?" Nana hugged the Flower and brought it inside.

"Sit down, you're so pale Flowers, I'll make you a drink." Nana went to the kitchen and made a warm sweet tea quickly and took it and served it at the table.

Flowers take a cup of tea and drink it, but then the stomach restarts and the nausea again hit with great.