
At this time the time has shown at four in the afternoon, indicating soon the working hours will be over. Flowers start to tidy up their work before changing shifts with part-time employees.
In this department, there are two shift work. For permanent employees working from eight to four in the afternoon, while for part-time employees working hours from four in the afternoon to nine in the evening. All employees get two days off on the weekend every two weeks in turns. Equitable and fair to all employees.
Two of Bunga's coworkers, Nana and Deni, approached the flower that looked like it was getting better.
"Beautiful flowers bland, today we pay, right? What if after work we hang out first?" take them to the flowers.
"You should try to join hang out with us, exciting to know. I see you never go to play after work, or shop and hang out with other employees. Today we have a month of hard-earned money. Every now and then try me time," Deni cerocos while chewing gum.
Along with a sweet smile, Bunga took a deep breath before replying. "I'm sorry, guys. I can't go with you guys. Ordinary, have to go home soon, afraid my mom's upset that I'm hanging out after work. Understandably, the only girl. Again sorry yes, do not sulk," said Flowers with a clear look.
His friends had guessed for sure that was the reply of Flowers every time invited to hang out, they only nodded thinly in response.
"Yes, we're sorry, but next time we have to go. You are young, try to enjoy your youth and use some of your income to have fun like us. Don't forget to buy new clothes too, you are beautiful but very less attention to appearance." Nana chimed in.
Deni immediately snatched the chat. "Yeeee, kege'eran instead. Mending you sneak home there, later there will be another kidnapper again. You're still a toddler, each job disperse immediately blur nyari mother."
Flowers throw a hiccup at Deni while smiling wryly. "Okay my friend, I'm first, and have a good time."
The flowers grabbed her bag and left. While waiting for the bus to come, Bunga sat at the stop while daydreaming and muttering in his heart.
Until when do I have to do this, God, I'm actually just looking for the right reason to escape from my friend's invitation. I also want to be like others, when receiving a salary it feels like being able to shop at will. Like buying makeup, buying clothes with the latest fashion models, culinary tours try new food menus, or just hanging out in cafes while chatting must be very fun.
But I have to be self-aware, with my income that is not much this should be shared with the needs of my family. Suffice to be content with only getting half of my income to meet my essential needs for a whole month.
I could only bury all my desires. Keep it neatly as deep as possible so that no one else knows because I do not want to be looked at by the people around me. There's only self-esteem left, and I still want to lift my chin when I meet other people even though I don't have it.
Seriate.