
“I'm sorry, I shouldn't really be able to go that far. I'm just—ng..” He slammed his back into the backrest of the sofa behind him while covering his face that was as hot as Olivia's face with both hands. “I—aku, forgive me EL”.
Olivia grabbed the sofa cushion behind her to hug, as an antidote to her desire to hug EL.
EL glanced at Olivia at a glance from the tail of her eyes, “Ap akita will remain like this without any clarity?” He asked half-expected.
Olivia looked into the eyes of El who looked disappointed, “Sorry EL I need time” Olivia.
The man sighed before he flipped his sitting position to look back at Olivia “How long? Was it until I was betrothed to someone else or until big brother found a replacement who could accompany big brother like now? We've had more than a month to get to know each other, what other times do you want? At least answer if you want to accept me?”
Olivia held her breath while thinking about the best answer of the EL question. Indeed his heart was already almost 80 percent owned by El, but the guilt on michel was still there, whether he deserved to be happy for the life that Michel gave him, does Michel allow him to have other people in his life? Unknowingly Olivia bit her lip seriously thinking.
“So, I'm still waiting for your answer, and please stop biting your lips. I'm going crazy to see it.” He said softly while tucking Olivia's hair behind his ears.
“A—aku confused, EL” Finally Olivia expressed what was in her mind, no longer trying to sound smart in front of this man.
“Ng?”
“You are my students, according to the code of ethics, we are students and lecturers, not worthy of a lecturer married to his student, if the student is a woman and the lecturer is a man it may be natural but we are the opposite, if the student is a woman and the lecturer is a man, there will be many negative views on our relationship not to mention rejection from both your parents, I can not accept all that”
“If I wasn't your student, would you give an answer based on your heart?” Ask the EL without further ado.
“means?”
“Being a couple?” reset EL.
Olivia smiled as she took her eyes off the EL, in her heart she really hoped that she could be as relaxed as the man in addressing everything. “Not easy EL.”
“at least give me the answer whether big brother wants to marry me or not that I don't ask tomorrow we get married or the day after we get married I just want to make sure that this relationship I can carry until we get old together, get rid of all the age codes or whatever is holding your feelings back, please give me an answer, or this is still because of that man, please, the man who was already buried in the ground and still holding you back to answer me?” EL flocked Olivia with many questions that had been perched on her head.
The woman's gaze dimmed again, with body language that had been memorized by EL, Olivia again embraced herself. “I—I mean the man..”
EL smiled wryly, “Already expected, indeed I am nothing compared to the perfect man, right?”
Olivia was unable to say anything, she simply closed her eyes while turning her gaze away from the EL, confirming the man's conjecture with her body language.
“EL, I don't want to put you in the position of suliit.” Obviously, “I myself am confused by this whole mess, I—“
“You've put me in that position, Kak.” Answer the sharp EL.
“I know.” Again the man felt like he wanted to tear his own heart just to erase the pain in his heart.
“EL...” Olivia reached out her hand.
“Don't-touch-me.” Pinta EL, he looked at Olivia with a piercingly cynical look.
The woman immediately bowed, feeling awry with their current situation. “I'm sorry.”
EL got up from his seat complete with an angry expression that failed to be hidden. “Yes, I'm sorry too Brother. I should have known myself more, you just want to use me, actually I don't care that brother thinks I'm him, but hearing brother's answer now I know what kind of relationship kit other”
The man did not give Olivia a chance to reply, quickly the EL immediately grabbed her bag and some of her things she could grab, after which she left Olivia's apartment. He knew that his heart would be hurt even more if he kept silent for longer. The EL cannot be selfish and demands Olivia to accept herself, while the name michel still perches in Olivia's heart. El has not been able to remove it completely, but Olivia takes longer to remove the name from Olivia's heart, while El is constantly urged by her mommy to find a companion, Mommy Ara has called El many times to go home and meet some of her friends' children, EL dizzy with the insistence that he forced olivia, and it turns out that hope ria is wrong, EL will give as much time as the woman wants, it does not mean EL gives up he will make the woman can not be far from him.
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“Back now EL, Ay has given birth” Al said on El from across the phone.
“Iya I will go home” EL replied, the man's voice sounded uninspired.
“What's up? Are you having any problems?” ask Al to worry.
“it's okay, I close yes, I will be ready now” EL directly hang up the phone without waiting for Al to answer his statement, because it is just a warning not a question.
EL sighed longly staring at the suitcase he had prepared, he knew his twin sister was going to give birth and surely he had to go home when his sister gave birth so El had prepared all his needs, so he had prepared all his needs, initially El wants to invite Olivia to accompany him and also get acquainted with his parents, El is ready with all the risks of rejection, he will try to get the blessing of both parents.
‘Tok tok’ Knock on the door disperse EL daydreams, he immediately walked open the door hoping Olivia who was at his doorstep.
“Young master, it's time to leave, can I help you?” said El's assistant.
EL shook his head and pointed at the large suitcase he had prepared, “take it to go down, I will catch up soon” said EL.
The man notices his assistant disappearing from behind the elevator after El walks toward Olivia's apartment door.
EL's hand was about to knock on Olivia's apartment door, but stopped, El wanted the girl to reflect on her mistake to make El angry at her.
“I'm sorry, go without telling you, hope you don't have a nightmare” EL murmured slowly, he slipped a note and slipped it under the door of Olivia's apartment, after El actually leaves Olivia alone, EL wants the girl to reflect on her actions.
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