The Tarnished Pearl
I don't want an abortion

Along the way, Pearl looks moody and silent.His mind is still reminded of his dream just now.

"Are these two children the children I bear? they keep calling me mommy and don't want me to leave?" various questions raged in his mind.

"No. I must not be weak, and disappoint you again.this time I must obey your wishes."

"Pearl, we've arrived.let's go down." persuaded papa to take his hand when he got out of the car.

"Don't be afraid, later you will be handled by a doctor who is very experienced in his field.I said if you are a victim of rape violence.so they make it easier and willing to help you." papa said to make Pearl not too nervous.

The pearl just nodded her head slowly, she had already imagined the pain she would feel later, and it would certainly hurt a lot more.

"Then the incident, why the misfortune has not yet moved from my life." loosened irritably.Their footsteps were getting closer to the action room, Pearl was unable to withstand her fear and nervousness, and the, cold sweat began to pour down his face and body.

"I'm afraid of you."

"Trust me, if you won't do anything." trying to encourage Pearls.

"Please lie down, we will do the ultrasound first." explained the nurse as she smeared the stomach of Pearl with a clear gel. Mutia simply ignored the nurse's words, her heartbeat was twice as fast as usual.she linked her fingers to relieve her nervousness and fear.

"Dec, you are pregnant with twins. Even the condition of your fetus is very healthy and strong." explained the Doctor while pointing at a point like a bean seed through the monitor screen.

Deghs

Pearl's eyes were round, suddenly the novelty made his eyes teary. Instantly his mind remembered his dream last night, the sad face and the cries of the two boys were back ringing in his ears.

"They are my children, I am the guilty and deserve to be punished in this, not the innocent." The pearl instantly rubbed her stomach slowly, for the first time a warm feeling in her chest.

"Are you ready?" asked the doctor wearing a special glove, Mutia circulated her gaze throughout the room, as soon as she paled looking at the tools that she thought were very terrible.

"Are they starting to get ready to eliminate my children? no, this has to stop." The pearl immediately sat down and repaired her clothes back.

"No. I don't want to eliminate my children."

"Pearl, why don't you, son. not like this?" papa immediately approached Pearl, leading his steps towards the action room.

"Pa, I can't see them being taken out of my womb. These babies are innocent, I'm wrong, pa. and I won't repeat the same mistake again." pleading with both hands.

"Pearl, why change your mind like this, son? papa is sure you are too scared so intend to cancel. It is not as bad as you think, papa will accompany you." trying to persuade Pearl.

"Father, we are not bad people, we still have heart, pity for my children who must accept punishment for my mistakes." Pearl's tears poured out.

Hendrawan still forced, even he asked for help from officers. Mutia thrashed to escape, as soon as there was a chance she immediately ran as fast as she could without caring about the strange gazes of the people who saw her, even he did not care anymore with the cry of papa asking himself to immediately stop running.