The Love Or Obsession?
Message from the Past

"Even if you stumble and fall, the most important thing is that you get up again." - Min Yoongi.

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Gwacheon, South Korea bears witness to the pain of a girl who lives with only her daughter. At a young age she had to be a single mom, living away from her parents made her inevitably have to slam bones.

Go Aara is accompanying the princess; Yoonji, in a playground. Weekend days like this are always used by Aara to spend time with the princess. Take a walk in the park or play at home. His job as a restaurant waitress made him unable to accompany the princess every day.

"Look your step, baby!" Aara Exclamations.

Yoonji simply nodded and waved, returning to play with her peers. While Aara waited under a shady tree, in a shady long chair.

There is a sense of longing when remembering his parents who are in Daegu, it feels like he wants to return to his hometown. Missing both parents, on the brother, on friends, also on the man who owns the gummy smile.

Min Yoon.

Yes, Aara still remembers the white man who once promised her a marriage. But for some reason they end up separated and living each other's lives.

Aara accidentally does not change her mobile number, hoping to make a good friendship with Yoongi as before. But what power, Aara always presses her heart when the feeling of tightness again presses her chest cavity.

It was all because of the feeling he had on Yoon-gi, until this moment Aara was sure she still felt the same. Just like seven years ago.

"Bogo sipeo.." said Aara.

Her tears trickled as she looked at the picture of Yoon-gi still neatly stored on her phone. Aara knew this was all wrong but could she enjoy all this.

"Mom, are you crying?"

Aara was shocked when she found the princess already in front of her, watching her cry out her tears. Things he never did in front of Yoonji.

Hurriedly Aara rubbed her wet face, wiped it with her fingertips and smiled. Don't want to make Yoonji worry.

"No dear, it looks like mom's eyes are getting dust. Are you done playing?" Aara.

"Already Mom. I feel tired."

"Then drink your milk first, or do you want to go home?" Tawar Aara and Yoonji shook their heads.

"Mother?" Call the princess.

"Hem?"

"I want to see my grandmother and grandfather." Yoonji said.

Aara smiled, just like the princess, so Aara wanted to go home. But there was so much she had to consider if she was going to leave her husband's homeland.

Ah speaking of husbands, Gwacheon man who works as a soldier was very lucky to get a wife like Go Aara. Although the background of the two of them is different but no one can doubt the love of both.

Nothing could separate the two of them, not even Do Hyun's mother who had disliked Aara. Only death separates them, yes, only death.

Aara almost gave up, feeling unable to live alone without her husband. Unkindly treated by her mother-in-law who accuses Aara of being an unlucky carrier. Don't even want to think of Yoonji as his grandson, his son's flesh and blood.

Lucky Aara has a good father-in-law, also a baby who has always been her encouragement. So that he was able to pass his days patiently and strongly.

"Wait for the end of the year holiday, we'll go back to Daegu for the holidays."

Yoonji nodded happily at her mother, the last time she met her grandparents was when she was about two years old. It means they haven't met for three years.

•••

Tonight was a peaceful night for the young Min, where nothing bothered him like yesterday. Kim Seokjin is on holiday to Sweden, and young Park is back in his hometown.

While Jungkook is still spending time with Hoseok, I don't know what they are doing Yoongi is quite helped by the presence of Hoseok. The man was able to take good care of their big baby. Even Kim Seokjin as the oldest man could not.

More precisely do not want because they really like to joke and joke.

Young Min looked at the screen of his phone, his finger was seen typing a short message for someone. But his feelings suddenly dim, he erased a series of words that he had written.

Changing the sentence to a shorter one and then pressing the send button, after which the message was sent, Yoon-gi threw her phone to the bed.

The man scooped his face rough, eager to get out of this kind of situation. It feels tiring if you have to be in between flavors that cannot be explained.

His logic wanted to resist, but his feelings grew stronger. While the man did not know what to react to it in what way.

"I have to how?" Yoongi.

Since his relationship with Aara stretched, he rarely told the girl's parents. Because from the first time they were not too close, Yoon who is basically a cute man never mince words to Aara's father.

Wanting to ask the news of the girl to her parents also felt inappropriate, because the girl had become the wife of people even though most likely they would still tell her.

•••

Aara looked back at her phone screen which contained a short message from someone. For whatever reason, Aara was eager to shout that she loved the man who was still in her heart, to announce to the whole world that he is a very lucky person to be missed by someone he loves.

The girl rubbed her shedding tears without command, drenching her slightly translucent cheeks. Beside him, Yoonji had already fallen asleep a few minutes ago. For some reason when it comes to Yoon-gi the girl always feels crybaby, even when remembering her late husband was not that crybaby.

"I miss you."

A message she receives from the same number every day, but Aara can only read it without being able to reply. Want Aara to say that she is much more yearning. But the girl tried to suppress her ego, remembering her mistake first for leaving her beloved man.

She was wrong, that's what Aara always remembered. And it felt like Aara did not deserve to get the message containing the sweet sentence.

"May there be a time when we will meet." Lirih Aara's.

The girl fell asleep with the cell phone in her arms. He hopes to meet someone again in his past, even in a dream.