
Yuna stared at Barra's back which was getting further and further away from the view. His eyes suddenly fogged up, his vision grew blurred and slowly clear circles dripped from his eye fertilizers.
The news of the baby twins in her womb, makes Yuna feel happy but mixed with sadness. She goes too far to think about the fate of the baby twins going forward, while the marriage she is having is only temporary and Barra looks to have no intention of canceling the contract.
"What should Mama do.?" Yuna asked. His voice choked, his tears flooding the cheeks. He rubbed his stomach with a feeling of regret that suddenly enveloped him. Regretting that it has presented baby twins in her womb, in the end making the fate of baby twins will be like her who must live with a single parent.
But the fate of baby twins will be more sad, he will lose the figure of a father after being born into the world. Because 3 months after the baby twins were born, her and Barra's marriage will end.
"I'm sorry, Mama," Yuna blames herself for the baby twins who later have to live without Barra's figure on their side.
Maybe after this Yuna will try to fight back to keep Barra by her side for the sake of the baby twins, but if Barra still wants the divorce, Yuna will let go of Barra and will raise the baby twins herself.
Walking vigorously after taking the vitamins, Barra felt a great happiness over the presence of two angels in Yuna's womb. She never imagined it would be this happy to hear the news of pregnancy. I don't know how happy baby twins were when they were born.
Now that Barra is beginning to understand why Cindy insists on getting her married again to have children, it turns out that happiness means more than anything. This is the greatest happiness Barra feels. She can't wait for the baby twins to be born in the world to see their faces and hold them.
Barra stopped the move. From a distance not too far away, he saw Yuna crying. One hand was busy wiping away the tears that would not stop dripping, one hand legi was holding her stomach.
Barra did not know what made Yuna cry that much.
Walking quickly towards Yuna, Barra sat down while embracing her shoulder.
Barra's arrival made Yuna replace the crying, she wiped away the remaining tears on her cheeks and turned her face away from Barra's gaze.
"Why crying.?" Ask Barra.
Yuna smiled wryly, not even a hint of anxiety in Barra's tone. It turns out that Yuna is too hopeful, while until whenever Barra will never put feelings for her even though the presence of baby twins presents happiness for Barra.
"I want to go home." Yuna's voice choked. He got up from his seat, a little reluctant to look at Barra. The feeling was really getting chaotic, Yuna wanted to calm down. Prepare to raise baby twins alone.
"We haven't gone for a walk, don't you want to watch.?" Barra approached, she tried to follow the doctor's advice to make Yuna feel happy all the time.
"We go to the car first, embarrassed at seeing people." Barra embraced Yuna's waist, taking Yuna away from there to avoid the gaze that had been watching Yuna crying.
Yuna got into the car without saying anything. He immediately turned his face out of the window, his body also tends to be attached to the car door, as if reluctant to be close to Barra.
Barra looked at taking a deep breath. He stored the results of the examination and vitamins, after which leaned his body towards Yuna.
"Why is it like this.?" Barra's voice sounded soft. He rubbed Yuna's head. A treatment that Barra had never previously given.
Either because of starting to pity Yuna, or just want to calm Yuna's feelings so as not to affect the development of baby twins.
"Why.? Mas Barra was still asking why am I like this.?" Yuna asked with deep disappointment. His voice was slow, but clearly full of anger.
Barra could see Yuna's psychic state was not okay. He looks depressed, sad, angry and disappointed to be mixed into one. It was as if there was a free burden that he had on his shoulders.
"Our marriage sacrificed the lives of two people who should have lived happily with a complete parent."
"Since the beginning I warned Mas Barra, but why would Mas Barra not listen to him.!" Yuna brushed off Barra's hand from her head.
"They will be the same fate as me." Yuna's cry broke again without a sound. His entire body even shook.
"Let's go, I want to go home.!" Pinta Yuna while hitting Barra's arm who had been silently staring at her.
Yuna's whimpering and her throbbing lips made Barra take a deep breath. He started the car and left the hospital.
Throughout the journey there was no sound. Both of them were silent with their thoughts.
Barra did plan on wanting to show them back their agreement letter by the time Yuna got pregnant. Because until now Yuna has not known the last 2 points.
At least after showing the agreement again, Yuna knew what she was supposed to give her on the mutual agreement.
Both of Yuna's eyes were perfectly rounded, she was confused as Barra did not bring her home but instead brought her into the hotel.
"Why here.? I'm going home.!" Yuna Protest. He stared annoyedly at Barra, whereas Barra only glanced at a glance.
"You want to make Mama Rena sad to see your condition like this.?"
"Your mother has just recovered, don't be burdened to see you being this mess."
Barra tidied Yuna's hair with one hand. Yuna's hair is messy due to changing positions while giving.
Yuna was silent, she thought of Barra's reason which was indeed reasonable. Yuna was even aware of her current state of distress with her red eyes puffy. Silly and pale face.
Surely Mama Rena would be anxious if she saw him coming home in this condition.
Maybe the problems he faced with Barra will be known by Mama Rena.
"Let's get off, we'll stay here. I'm just coming home tomorrow." Barra went down first, after which opened the door for Yuna.
"I don't want to stay here, Mama's home alone." Yuna flat.
"Isn't there Nitha.? Just have him stay the night to accompany your mother."
"Let me talk to them later, don't get too distracted." Barra is relaxed
Barra took Yuna into the hotel, booked a hotel room and went straight to the room.
"You rest first, don't mind much." Barra said as soon as she entered the hotel room.
Yuna turned her head, looking at Barra with a careless look. Barra's words and attitude seemed to indicate that she did not feel the slightest guilt for what anxiety and fear Yuna felt.
"Mas Barra made me think a lot.!" Yuna Seru. He seemed to have gained courage after he had just walked out of the examination room. Yuna so did not think long to get angry and reveal what she felt in front of Barra.
"If Mas Barra still wants to continue the agreement, it's better the baby twins don't need to know who the father is." Firmly Yuna with a disappointed look. He goes to the balcony, pulls out his cell phone and calls Nitha.
Barra approached, standing at the door while listening to Yuna chat on the phone.
As soon as Yuna turned off the phone, Barra walked up to her.
The two stared at each other. After a while, Barra started to make a sound.
"I'll cancel our agreement. I'm not leaving you guys." Barra said as she continued to stare at Yuna.
"Mas Barra doesn't lie, does he.?" Yuna looks doubtful, somehow difficult to believe Barra's words even though it looks very serious.
"What am I lying to.?"
"Where might I leave my own flesh." His speech. Barra pulled Yuna in her arms, gently rubbing Yuna's back to give her calmness.
Meanwhile, Yuna was silent without returning Barra's embrace. Despite hearing certainty from Barra, but the feeling could not calm down. I feel like there is still a burden in my heart.