Stuck Marriage Contract
Chapter 120

"I'm coming again, baby," Yuna said. She sprinkled flowers over Chandra's grave. A never-quenchable meal of pretty flowers on it. A day was never missed to bring flowers to her husband's meal.

"I think the longer this love will erode, this heart will begin to be sincere in your departure, but in fact I'm wrong." Yuna carved a smile slicing through the heart.

"I love you more. The harder it is to think you've left."

Yuna's tears started to wet her cheeks. Whenever he came to Chandra's tomb, he always left many tears there. Unable to endure the crying amidst the pain that was cramping his heart.

"Why it hurts so much to miss you who have gone so far and will not come back." Yuna placed one hand on her chest, her breathing felt heavy and choked.

More than 6 months longing for her husband who has passed away, somehow gets rid of that longing.

He longs for Chandra's presence, longs for her warm touch, longs for her attention and affection. I miss everything that is in him.

Missed to hear Chandra express feelings for her.

"It's not just me crying because I miss you."

"Brian even twins, they still cry a lot when they miss you."

"What should I do.?" Yuna asked in despair. She hugged Chandra's tombstone, put her head there and her cries broke even more.

Yuna is not unwilling to learn to sincerely accept Chandra's departure, but her heart really has not been able to do so. Left suddenly by our loved ones, it is not easy to take it for granted.

Not as easy as the words of those who always tell him to be sincere.

"2 weeks into the second I can't come to see you, I'll accompany the kids on vacation." His speech. Yuna always spoke seriously from the heart, thinking Chandra was there and listening to her.

"Mas Andra will definitely miss me right.?"

"No, it looks like I'm gonna miss you." Yuna asked and answered her own question by commenting on such a wrenching smile.

There is nothing more painful than losing yourself.

My love can't change until death just love for you.

...*****...

A boisterous atmosphere occurred upon entering the plane. The group of more than 17 people dominated the plane that would take them to Paris.

The number of children makes parents overwhelmed to ask them to be calm and silent.

The three children of Yuna and the two children of Sisil alone are always troubled if they meet, now added with the two children of Jeje. 7 the boy so can not be silent who continue to speak to each other.

"Zayn, don't be noisy." Jeje was heard reprimanding his son who was older than the children.

"If Zayn isn't noisy, it won't catch Kinara's attention." Celtap Sisil.

"Prisilla.!" Tegur Barra who sat behind Sisil with Kenzie.

In the back row are Mama Rena and Kinara. Yuna and Brian sat in the row next to Mama Rena. And in front of him were Jeje and Zayn. His second daughter is in the front row with Kenzo.

Niko and Aileen sat in front of Sisil. Mom Sonya and Dad Hendra are on Kenzo's front row.

"Oppa, then just match the two of them when they grow up." Sisil said again. Instead of stopping after being reprimanded by Barra, it becomes more and more.

"You think it's siti nurbaya." Jeje said in response.

The chatter continued, until Sisil was reprimanded by Barra for the third time and he could only remain silent.

Yuna who heard their chatter was silent, shaking her head several times in astonishment.

Half way, the atmosphere on the plane is quite quiet because some are in a dreamland. Barra turned her head back, looking at Yuna who seemed to be bowing the head of the phone in her hand. Occasionally a faint smile was etched on Yuna's lips, but a few seconds later it turned mellow.

Knowing Yuna never misses a day without coming to Chandra's grave, Barra thinks that Chandra is lucky to be loved so much by Yuna.

Yuna raised her face as she felt a pair of eyes watching her. Yuna stared flatly at the figure of Barra who was looking at her fixedly. Just a few seconds staring at Barra, Yuna turned her eyes back to the phone screen.

He stared at the photo of Chandra with all the whipping feelings.I somehow escaped from Chandra's shadow even if it was just a day. Yuna could never stop thinking about it, every moment always remembered her.

...****...

"I want to sleep with Mama." Said Zie.

"Mama wants to be the same." Ara instantly shifted to Yuna's side. The two boys choose to sleep one room with Yuna and Brian.

"You want to sleep in Mama's room.? Then who accompanied Papa.?" Grieved Barra with a lethargic look. None of her two children would sleep in a single room with her.

Everyone has entered their rooms to rest because they arrived at the hotel at 11 pm local time.

Only they were still in front of the room because the twins did not want to enter Barra's room.

"Papa's alone." Zie Sahut.

"Zie, don't be." Tegur Yuna slowly.

"Now Zie and Ara are sleeping with Papa first, tomorrow night instead of sleeping in Mama's room." Persuade Yuna.

The two boys shook their heads.

"Let Brian sleep in Uncle's room" Brian said. It seemed that the little boy could not bear to see Barra sleeping by himself as neither of his brothers would sleep with his Papa.

Yuna shook her head.

"Brian is just like Mama." Yuna refuses to let Brian sleep with Barra.

"But pity Uncle sleeps alone. Brian wants to accompany Uncle." Her request.

"Can you Uncle.?" Brian went straight to Barra.

Barra nodded quickly.

"Of course I can." He answered while holding Brian's shoulder.

"Let Brian sleep with me."

Seeing Brian who insisted on sleeping with Barra, Yuna no longer forbade him. He nodded in agreement despite actually objecting to it.

They then rushed into their rooms. Yuna is with twins and Mama Rena, while Barra is with Brian.

After changing clothes and replacing Brian's clothes, Barra invites Brian to sleep.

After Chandra's departure, Brian indeed became closer to Barra, because Brian often came along when Barra took the twins to go for a walk.

Both of them were already lying on the bed, suddenly Brian approached Barra and hugged her.

"Brian kangen Papi," Brian said in a trembling voice. Barra was even convinced that the boy was shedding his tears. Brian's pace is getting tighter. Brian's sobs slowly began to sound.

Barra took a deep breath, she felt a tightness in her chest looking at Brian who seemed to miss his father's figure a lot. So Barra imagined if all this happened to her son. It felt too heavy for a kid as small as Brian to be left forever by his parents.

"Brian can hug Uncle and sleep every day with Uncle, let's just say it's Papi Brian." Said Barra while holding Brian and rubbing his back.

Brian nodded in Barra's arms. Her crying is breaking. Brian really misses Chandra's presence on the sidelines.