Scandal Compound Love
Episode 44

Looking at the reality in front of him, Austin who had been watching from behind the door that left ten milliards to reach his distance, was silent.

He did quite successfully take on two roles - as a father as well as a mother to Lily. But the laws of nature, who can avoid. There is another, more fundamental force. The power of chemistry that no one can match, including himself who sometimes feels tough.

Hugging the love of a mother.

Although this was the first meeting since being separated, Lily did not show the usual rigidity when facing people she did not know. The boy's laughter sounded even crisper in Austin's ears.

After this ... will Austin dare to hold back again?

The perfectly unclosed door strands were slowly disibak her sturdy palm. A moment of silence set a feeling that is too difficult to make evenly.

Trying to look relaxed with a long breath, following a pair of hands that he infiltrated into his pants pocket, he began to arrange a step closer to two women far apart that generation.

"Ekhhmm .. What are you guys?" Consider it a pleasantry. Pretending not to know, which when it was clear, not a second of the impromptu activities of the mother and child escaped his attention from the beginning of Jasmine's arrival.

Jasmine, who was rubbed on the mattress of the fluffy carpet, looked up at Austin. "Lily likes Winnie the Pooh" he said with a smile.

Hearing that, Austin's gaze then fell on Lily who was engrossed in watching an animated film that had just been mentioned Jasmine, through the screen of the cellphone held by her mother's delicate palm.

"He really likes that. Especially Piglet," the man crammed down as if to show that he knew more than Jasmine had given birth.

Standing is not a good position to talk. Austin bent his knees lowering his body to a comfortable position, sitting a little distance away near Jasmine. "There's only an hour left."

The man's last words greeted Jasmine with a matching look and feeling, not accepting. "I know," he said, sounding heavy. His own face moved in the opposite direction. I obviously don't like that rule.

Too heavy to press his motherly side into a streak of pain. Kissing the head of Lily who sits comfortably in her lap. A coarse breath bubble burst from Jasmine's mouth until Lily's blonde hair fluttered over her gust.

"Make the rest of this time slow, Lord. I still want to linger with my son," Jasmine's desire inwardly.

Not clueless, Austin clearly knew the meaning of the movements of the woman before him. But what he felt, Jasmine was just a form of disappointment. He did not want to repeat expecting too much. Moreover, Sigi's figure might have filled under Jasmine's current heart. Seen from the crowded news about their closeness in the world of gossip and information as far as he knows.

If he re-forced, the result would probably be the same. Crashed again in disappointment, not accepted.

The clockwork continues to compose the entire time.

No longer have a word-cramming session. The two humans who are strong in the ego are silent, silent.

Outside the rain had fallen quite heavily. Austin got up from his seat, walked up to the window to close it. He stayed there after the small slot in the glass frame was perfectly linked. He saw the air across which began to be unfriendly. The wind rumbled until it looked like smoke fighting each other not wanting anyone to lose - just like him and Jasmine.

In her position, Jasmine was still tightly hugging Lily who had somehow fallen asleep since when. The tiny mouth with the typical delicious aroma of toddlers was a little gaping. Jasmine could not help but smile, looking at the beautiful scenery beyond the jellyfish lake in Raja Ampat.

Now, the charm of London was no longer attractive in his eyes. The one thing that became the only hope for Jasmine at this moment, was wanting to stare at her daughter's pretty face at all times. And it starts from this moment.

After the man disappeared behind the door, the gaze of Jasmine who had originally followed him now returned to Lily.

Recovering her hands, the body of her daughter's nervousness she laid down slowly before her, on an unrecognizable animated patterned pillow, Lily's head she refuted.

"You really look like your father, son," he muttered with a smile. Her palm gently caressed her pretty face with its piercing cheeks and smooth skin it was full of feeling. Lily wasn't distracted for a bit.

Before long, the door rattled back. Austin comes up with a food tray complete with drinks on the lap. "It's cheff's cooking at my cafe" she said, lowering her body and putting the tray next to Jasmine. "Let's eat."

Jasmine's smile was visible. It was not on the look of the food with the appetizing aroma that Austin brought that his gaze was directed. But ....

Until a second he saw the man was full of feelings. "Lily actually managed to make me forget, if she was the child of someone's crime."

Spontaneous Austin's face lifted up looking at him with a surprised look. A fork he had a second to use to stab food just stopped.

"It turns out God is so good" said Jasmine again. A moment of silence, then again continued, "He loves me a gift that may not be recorded by other women who are the same fate as me out there." A moment of scooping up the suddenly extravagant air in his throat. "You're the sweetest villain of all criminals." His eyes began to glaze over. After that, he then deflected his gaze on Lily's innocent face that looked calm in her sleep.

Austin was silent. The actual silence contained the tickling of the dagger blade, which then crept creating painful incisions at the end of its heart that weakened suddenly.

"When I'm here, it's almost sweet" Jasmine continued. His heart felt unaccepting. "The short turn of the numbers in that hour that you love, makes me understand ...." Flinched by a feeling that quickly became claustrophobic, he again raised his face to highlight the handsome look that was also staring at him was fixed. "Lily ... and so are you .. you guys .. I love." Two tears rolled down her smooth cheeks forming a line of wet, elongated paintings. "Now I know everything, Ben. My heart ... turns out to only expect you to fill."

There's an invisible bomb exploding in the Austin trough of hearts. Jasmine's expression sounded simple, yet meant quite deeply to her.

He was stuck unable to fill even a single word. As hard as it tried to pull over, in Jasmine's eyes, it was still only honesty that he caught.

Austin dilemma.

After putting the fork in his hand back into the tray filled with food whose temperature began to turn cold, Austin took a motion, straightening out a pair of legs to stand up.

The window with the curtains dragged over beside it, back at him. The rain still came down roaring. Perplexed as to what to do, Austin completely froze in silence. He stood staring at the nature that had been soaked, stymied by the glass out there.

Up to a split second later, a pair of hands slowly crept around his body from behind. Austin was surprised. His head was bent to ensure the sudden movement.

Jasmine's fingers had been locked perfectly right in front of her queen's belly.

In a sideways position, Jasmine placed her face on the burly back that she longed for.

"I beg you, give me a chance, let me be Lily's whole mother. Also make dampingin all your time, Ben," said the woman in a soft and husky voice. "I want us to be together again like we were." The more glued his one-sided embrace in Austin's body. "I love you, Ben!"

With the word 'shameless', Jasmine follows where her heart leads.