Loving the Mafia
Guess or Accusation
"Well, I didn't expect your love for Mas Cazim to be this big. But you hate him so much. How can you turn a hundred and eighty degrees gini? What people say, between hate and love, the limit is as thin as paper. Which finally you break through the thin border easily," said Sarah proudly.
"I don't know why I feel this way. I'm afraid of losing Mas Cazim, even since Dusk appeared, the fear is getting bigger" said Chesy.
"It depends on you anyway. Where to take your wedding with Mas Cazim. Whether you still want to be driven or you let go. If Mas Cazim still wants to continue his marriage, why would he wish for another woman?"
"For from the very beginning he knew that I never thought this marriage existed. Cazim knows that I don't like him."
"Well, that was the beginning. Then you're honest with Mas Cazim that you like him and want to have a real marriage without a third person."
"It's not that easy. After all that happened, where perhaps Mas Cazim's feelings would turn around quickly. He currently likes other women. Even if I confess my feelings to him just for the sake of forcing things, it will definitely not change the situation, nor will it change the feelings of Mas Cazim. Everything's gonna get messy."
"Then what do you want?" ask Sarah.
"I need some time. It takes time to change things, it takes time to make Mas Cazim fall in love with me. That's all I want to do. If Mas Cazim loves me back, then this business will be done."
"Keep, how's Mas Cazim's background? Who is he, what is his origin? And all the business about him? Isn't this the same background of your anger and hatred as him?" ask Sarah.
"really. After my feelings changed direction, all that came to my mind was one, not wanting to lose him. I want to have a marriage with him no matter the reason. Then I will accept his past, his problems, and whatever Mas Cazim's condition may be. Good bad I'll take it."
Chesy smiled, hugging Sarah tightly.
***
Chesy entered the house after parking the motorcycle in the garage. As usual, after work he visited Cazim. And it turns out Cazim wasn't in the contract. And so was Alando who was not home.
Though Cazim is still in a wounded condition, the outs are healed. But it's gone nowhere. True what Alando said, that Cazim is physically strong. Although in a physical condition that is sick and has not recovered, he can creep.
"Where are you from?" yunus asked with a hostile expression, his tone was not happy.
"From work, abi. Wh why? Tumben nanyain? Don't you usually go home at this hour?" Chesy glanced at Mimin who was sitting on the sofa, a young widow who some time ago came to the house carrying a jengkol for the abi.
"That's not what Abi asked, but you're from Cazim's rented house right?" ask Yunus.
Chesy frowning. Why did his ashes have to look at him so sharply if only to find out what Chesy actually did?
Seriate