Is My Dream
Section 31

It has been a month since the events that befell the Queen at that time things began to get better. There is no more terror next. Although the Queen was still always emotional every time she saw Reva, at least the emotion was not as big as before where the Queen always blamed Reva for even a small thing.

Today the Queen is at Revan's house at Revan's own request. Previously there was permission from Reva and Reva although heavy heart still allows. However, Reva has promised not to interfere in Revan's relationship.

"The queen is on the road. Can I ask her for a snack, please, no?" Pinta Revan, her face was a little pinched.

"Kok me?" Reva had objections. Who has a guest, Revan, why should he bother. The guest was Revan's lover, after all.

Revan fused his palms together. "Please, I'm going to the bathroom. I'm very happy and the Queen is in front..."

Tin....

Bell's voice sounded. Both of them looked at the main door. Revan was convinced that it must be the Queen. His face turned clear again, begging very much that Reva would help him even though it was impudent to ask the wife to serve the boyfriend of her husband.

Turning both eyeballs around lazily, Reva walked towards the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. Take out a few bottles of drinks and prepare a snack that he has stocked from last week. Of course with his own money, not Revan. But it's Revan's girlfriend who should enjoy it.

My God, Reva almost screamed if only there was her and Revan in this house.

Reva kept her tray on the living room table and walked to the door and opened it. The Queen stood back to her back.

"Come in. Revan's in the bathroom again" Reva said.

The queen turned around, looked at Revan with a condescending look then entered without excuse. Reva realized the Queen did not like him very much, but at least show a little polite attitude when entering someone else's house. If you don't want to excuse me, don't stare cynically.

Reva follows behind the Queen and turns out there is Revan in the living room. Sit down to greet the Queen by stretching out her hands. They then hugged each other, making Reva turn her face reluctant to look at the scene.

His heart hurts, it's tight.

"I don't want him here." The queen pointed towards Reva.

With a very unpleasant feeling, Revan looked at Reva and gave the code so that he could just go up to the room.

It's more stifling. Revan didn't even try to defend her in front of the Queen. At least reproving the Queen not to say that, if the Queen still does it is also okay, the important thing is that Revan has reprimanded.

Butno.

Revan always prioritizes the Queen's feelings. Who is Reva anyway? Who was she to Revan when compared to the Queen?

Why is this sick?

Reva's never felt this before. The tightness when disappointed makes it difficult for Reva to take a breath in peace. Revan has taken a role in his life and to be honest Reva hates this feeling. Reva hated when she had to fall too far into Revan's life and was comfortable with it.

Reva crying. Yeah, Reva was crying without a sound. It hurts more. Squeezing the sheets tightly, trying to vent his useless feelings. It's so useless to tear out a tear just for a jerk like Revan.

Revan never glanced at anyone other than the Queen. Revan is good, but his kindness is only that and nothing more. When someone starts to fall in love with her, she has to let her heart break. And Reva is a victim.

"It hurts a lot, Van." Reva smothered her own mouth. Not even the devil can hear it.

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Right now Revan may be with the Queen, but his mind is following Reva. The bad taste continued to eat away at his heart, blaming himself for being unable to do anything and just following the Queen's wishes. Reva must have been disappointed, Revan was sure of that. But on the other hand he could not let the Queen get angry.

Dilemma, certainly. Revan's legs have since moved between going or not to meet Reva. Since then the Queen chatted, telling a lot of things that are not important. This may be wrong, but when compared to Reva, Revan feels the topic with Reva is much better. Nothing is boring, though Revan has to listen to the same story from Reva many times, or has listened to the story from others. It felt different, when Reva told me the atmosphere became more crowded. Her voice laughed unlike the Queen's memorable made-up. Reva also has moon eyes which when laughing are adorable.

All right, Revan was wrong. It is wrong to compare the two. But that doesn't mean Revan wants to vilify the Queen.

"Huh?"

"Sleep with Reva?"

Revan shook his head. "Don't fish for a riot. I slept in the living room."

"No fishing. But beware of sleeping with him."

"You hit me?"

"But Reva" The Queen's reply, accompanied by a meaningful smile, made Revan silent. I hope the Queen wasn't serious about what she said just now.

The two of them ended up spending time together by telling stories and then watching. Occasionally eat snacks that have been prepared Reva. Seeing the snack again Revan felt stupid for letting Reva prepare everything. Maybe Reva wasn't jealous, but it made her feel unappreciated as a wife.

How many times has Revan done what he wanted? Reva never did that.

"Darling, it's gonna be night. I'm going home first."

The queen grabbed her bag and held Revan's hand to accompany her to walk up to the front door after it stopped by peeping Revan's cheeks. "I'm home" Pamit Reva.

Revan smiles. Ruffling the Queen's head crest affectionately. "Be careful. Let me know if udan arrives, remember?"

"Surely." The queen smiled and left.

Now there's Revan, and of course Reva up there.

"Did I see ya?" Revan wrestles with his mind between upwards or not. But Revan was also curious about what Reva had done since then. Is it possible to sleep? Could be.

Revan immediately rushed towards Reva's room to check on her. And when he arrived at the door his hand began to move around the knob, it was seen Reva who was sitting leaning on the headboard while playing hp. It looks more relaxed. Thank goodness, Inner Revan.

"Rev," Call Revan.

Reva raised her head, looked at Revan then refocused on her phone. Not at all.

"Hmmm. Have you eaten yet?" Revan tried again.

"Udah." And successfully, Reva answered his question.

"Eat what?"

"Eating hearts. Huh already. Why the hell here, you have your own room."

Reva stood up, walked towards Revan and pushed him out of his room. Revan is obviously rebelling but somehow Reva's power overpowers him. Maybe because of the emotional impact?

"Rev, sorry. No masseuse."

"div, miif. Gik birmikside. Nyinyinyi."

Finally Revan managed to be pushed out along with Reva who immediately closed the door and locked it. Ignoring the cries of Revan who kept asking him to open the door.

"Rasain," Inner Reva.