Is My Dream
Part 1

...In the end, the weak woman loses. Women who always choose to be quiet and patient. Even when his dreams were forcibly taken away....

...-...

I'm Revanda Relista, a young girl who has to be ready for a household. My teenage life must be at stake, for the marriage that my family so desires, my husband's family.

I don't think it's gonna be hard. After marriage I will live the household life as usual, as I often see between father and mother. But it turned out differently for a girl with no experience like me. It must be hard, I'll look like a fool who's really stupid.

Honestly, it's very difficult to be in a situation like this. I was only 18 years old, but now I have seen a foreign house full of beautiful flowering decorations. Well, it's my wedding day. I'm nervous, I'm a little worried too.

"Reva, are you just standing here? You don't want to go in for a rest?"

She's my mother, touching my shoulder with a gentle smile. I don't understand anymore, the smile that used to warm my heart is now like a slashing mockery. For her sake I was willing to lose my teenage years and dream of going to college after graduation. For her sake I had to fulfill the absurd agreement she made with her best friend, which was to match their two children.

"Mama call Revan here huh? Get you into the room."

My mother went straight away. I didn't even get to say a word. It's a shame to be in a situation like this.

"I just want to go" I said softly in a very resigned tone.

After a few minutes passed, I saw Revan in the distance walking towards me. I didn't see my mother with him, but she was looking for me.

A little introduction for Revan. He is my current husband, the man I was betrothed to since childhood. Just like me, he was a victim. I heard he had a lover, a little sick actually when he learned that fact from Revan's own mouth.

"The key, you go in first. If the guest has gone home, I will sleep on the sofa" Revan said, propping the keys to the room at me. As he turned around, I immediately held him back.

"Wait...."

Revan turned his body back. Looking at me as if asking what is.

"Why on the couch?"

Revan closed his eyes for a moment. "You're aware? look at you I've been so tortured, especially if you have to sleep together. I also know that you prefer to be like this, right? And-"

Revan's speech was truncated once one call came in and the name 'Honey' appeared on his phone screen. I smiled smirkingly, it turned out that they were still interconnected even when one of them was married.

Come on, Reva, you're just an unwelcome wife. Revan has his own love and you shouldn't feel this sick. Your job now is to try not to fall in love even until you're white-haired.

But is that possible?

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Stupid timing. Reva stared at the key in her palm, the key Revan gave her. Without waiting any longer Reva went straight into the room. No matter the condition of the entire house that is still a little crowded. For him to rest is the most important thing.Kalisnya like will be broken due to too long standing serving the invited guests.

Meanwhile, down there Revan stared at the phone screen. Calls from her lover continue to enter even though Revan has ignored and sent a message so that they can wait more patiently.

"Revan?" Call someone.

Revan who was shocked to hear his name called reflex dropped his phone. It turned out to be her in-laws, the mother of Reva. Fortunately, when the screen fell down, Reva's mother wouldn't see who the call was from.

"Loh, your Van should be careful." Reva's mother was about to take Revan's HP but Revan quickly took it first.

"What's up, Ma? Revan was chattan with friends. He said he'd come but hasn't come yet." Revan reason glanced right and left as if he was looking for the whereabouts of his friend.

"Yaudah Mama wants to go home first. Papa you are still here, he said because there are still about three families who are at home talking. If you're tired, you can rest."

"Thank you, Ma. Be careful and tell Revan if Mama wants to visit here."

Mama Reva nodded with a sincere smile then walked out. In Revan's heart continued to give thanks, he almost got caught.

Because the atmosphere of the house began to be quiet, Revan immediately said goodbye to come out to Papa Reva who happened to be nearby. After getting permission, Revan immediately went to answer a call from his lover.

"..... "

"Yes I know you miss, I do too. But you have to understand my position. What if my in-laws find out?"

"..... "

"Kok even cry? Honey, already. Tomorrow we meet on campus. You have to be patient."

"..... "

"Judah I want to rest first, tired of it. You also rest, baby?"

"..... "

"Nite."

Revan looked around. Feeling the situation was safe, he immediately rushed into the room.

Once inside the room he saw Reva already lying on the bed. His eyes were closed, his breathing was so calm. Maybe because of the exhausting factor.

"So much sleep."

Revan immediately threw his body on the sofa. As he said earlier, he would sleep on a couch and Reva was naked. Not what, Revan was tormented every time he saw Reva's face.

"You don't have any pain sleeping there?"

Revan was shocked to hear Reva's sudden voice. He thought the girl had slept well, but she hadn't.

"Why awake?"

"I never sleep."

"Continue?"

"Just close your eyes because you're tired and I can still hear you talking."

"Oh."

Reva sighed, she knew Revan would never like her, nor did she like Revan. But why do they look like enemies like this, rather Revan treats Reva like an enemy. Though in the beginning Reva intends to consider Revan like his own brother, even though they are a couple.

"Sister...."

"What?"

"Don't you like me, huh?"

Hearing the question coming out of Reva's mouth, Revan felt even more annoyed. Why ask a question with a clear answer?

"No need, obviously not. I know you're just as unhappy with this marriage. You can't even go to college and I have to stay away from my boyfriend. You think we can still make up after?

"I don't seem to be as blind as big brother."

Revan who had been lying down immediately changed his position to sit down. He looked at Reva who had been sitting in bed since when.

"Listen, Reva. I don't like people who call me happy. Even if it's Mama and Papa."

Revan was out of the room. The atmosphere was suddenly so hot. Reva who saw him could only fall silent and did not dare to say anymore. It looks like this house will continue to be in the dark as long as Revan and Reva stay together.