HELLO, MY BOSS!
Pilu Trail
Farhan looked at Lisa with shady eyes. There was a sad twinkle that was hard to express using Oral. He began to tell a story in his past. A story that scratches an imprecise wound.
Wounds that come from death. Where there are victims entangled in the story.
"That was the hardest time for me. My world seemed to be broken, until I suffered a mental breakdown for not accepting God's planned destiny line."
Lisa gasped, then tried to guess the heartache painted on Farhan's face. "Is that because Jennie and Reyno died?
"It's not just that." Farhan's words sounded calm, but his lips began to tremble as if holding something back.
"For what else?"
Farhan firmly grasped Lisa's fingers. Like a fragile creature that needs to be strengthened. He feels that now too. Need backup.
"Our family was devastated when Reyno and Jennie left for all eternity. But all that did not last long because we knew that picking up death together was the desire of both of them. About two months later, everything was sincere and things returned to normal. But—"
Farhan paused his words. His neck was like being crushed by a giant stone to the point of difficulty speaking. Lisa is still waiting for her husband's next story.
The test!
Fiercely, Lisa was surprised instead of playing when warm lava dripped in her hands. It didn't take long, the woman immediately caught the side of Farhan's face. Heeding the surface of the husband's face that began to wet slowly.
Exactly what is the matter of your life, until you cry in front of me like this?
Lisa hugged Farhan with all her might. Letting the man cry in his arms for the first time. Sometimes Lisa rubbed Farhan's back to calm her fragile soul.
Now Lisa understands, men as strong as Farhan also have weaknesses and can cry. She felt bad for opening her husband's old wounds, albeit unintentionally.
A lump of guilt also ambushed the chest. Where everything has become pureed. Farhan was ready to open his voice over the wounds he had suffered.
"What are they doing? Are they naughty?"
"No!" Farhan shook his head while wiping away the trail of tears. "At first I was just wondering why the two of them often locked themselves in the room, so I told people to install CCTV in various corners of their rooms. I can't believe my frustration has arisen since seeing their behavior."
"What happened to their behavior?" Lisa was very curious, but she had to be patient and let Farhan tell her story slowly.
"The family always taught the twins, that they should sincerely release both parents with God. But, it just boomerangs in their minds."
"Without anyone knowing, they were quietly praying in the room. He begged God to bring his parents back to life. It may sound ordinary at first, but over time it becomes more and more so. They were enthusiastic every time they prayed and asked. They believed that the Most Good God would give his parents back. There I started to get stressed and almost crazy."
Farhan's cry broke even more as he recalled those difficult times. He became the first person who did not accept seeing the four-year-old child left behind by his parents. Sometimes, too, Farhan felt the world was completely unfair. Why should such a small child be a victim of the death that God created? Maybe Farhan will accept if they leave when the twins are adults. But this is ... four years! The age where their mental state is still very innocent. Until Farhan was worried about the growth of the two boys for the future.
"I can't really see their cries every day. All of that kept running in my head. I never forget their innocent faces and sincere cries while praying. Even though they weren't whining in front of me, I knew exactly that the death of their parents affected the psychics of the twins."
Farhan's raucous voice sounded increasingly chaotic. Lisa could do nothing but hold her husband deeper.
"Their death is a living proof that the treasures and power I have are of no use at all. From there I began to think, that life is far more valuable than the treasure I have been chasing all along. No matter how much money the Haris family has, it can never bring Reyno and Jennie back to life. At that time I could only flutter, then go berserk because I could not face helplessness for the first time. The money? It can't play a role when fate has come to say hello."
Lisa felt slapped. He remembered his parents who had gone home to God. He knows exactly how it feels to be gossiped by friends his age because he has no parents. Ah, pain .. It really hurts. Are orphans or orphans not worth living? It seems like this world is not a safe place for a different child like him. Almost everyone hates to see a child whose fate is different from other children. They reject the presence of creatures like Lisa.
"Ma-mas!" Lisa called Farhan with half-shaking lips. The girl felt pierced hearing Farhan's words. "Quite the story, I'm not strong anymore, Mom. My heart hurts so much."
"This is all over. I've found a speck of light to get back up. From then on, I decided to trust the commitment with women and think about marriage. Perhaps with just that, the lives of the two children left behind by his parents could return to normal."
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