Buying the Seed of a Former Lover
The Cold Room.

As soon as he got home, Xyan's gaze immediately stared at the stairs where Kimi fell. The damaged stairs there have now been repaired. Kimi's blood is no longer there. The house saw nothing more.. Like nothing happened anymore.

Xyan also looked at Kimi's housekeeper and nanny who also saw the look on her face they were all deeply saddened by Kimi's departure.

"My wife is dead, please pray for the deceased and forgive if something goes wrong" said Xyan in a soft voice, whose housekeeper and babysitter sobbed and nodded slowly.

"Where are Xeva and Xevi?" xyan asked with the weight.

"There's in the room you're asleep" replied the nanny of her daughter's son.

"Does he still hate me?" ask Xyan again.

"No Sir. Xeva and Xevi are already being handled by psychiatrists, they just know the Madam fell instead of being pushed by you." Her parents also gave a very detailed explanation.

Xyan simply nodded and swung his legs back into the room of his son and daughter. Staring at the beautiful and handsome children were fast asleep. Xyan immediately shed her tears. Slowly Xyan approached her son and daughter alternately rubbing their hair and giving a kiss of affection.

"I'm sorry dear Dad, because your dad will never see you again."

Xyan, who could not see her children sleeping innocently, immediately moved from her child's room and tried to enter her room. Xyan did not want to cry later to wake her children. Xyan slowly climbed the steps one by one, though each passed the stairs where Kimi fell his body bristling not out of fear of ghosts, but guilt and sin came to him.

As soon as he opened the door his first room felt must have been cold. The room that is usually warm every time he comes home is always welcomed by Kimi, now turned very cold and the shadow of Kimi continues to haunt him.

Fatigue he opened the phone that had been a week more he did not see.

The tears fell when they saw how many calls Kimi made to Xyan. Not only calls but also neatly lined up messages from Kimi. Slowly Xyan tried to open a message from Kimi. With tears already flowing.

"Mas, what the hell are you doing now why is it so different? I see others in you."

"Your mother has not eaten yet? Don't forget to eat." For messages that remind you to eat almost every meal, Kimi always remind her husband not to eat late.

"What are you sleeping for? I miss very much the same you usually we if you want to sleep always stories. But now the room is empty." This time Xyan recalled his behavior of always playing women every night, without thinking about his wife. But Kimi kept thinking about herself.

"Mas, Xeva and Xevi got good grades." Kimi sent out pictures of her son and daughter.

Xyan stopped reading the messages from Kimi which left him claustrophobic and filled with guilt. Yesterday it was Kimi who felt this room was cold and quiet, and now it was Xyan who sensed it. Xyan took Kimi's clothes and hugged her kissing the fragrance Kimi Xyan loved so much. Fortunately there was Kimi's old clothes that had not been washed so that Xyan could hug and in his mind he was hugging his wife.

"Can I live this life without you Kimi. Not one day has I been so hard to live this life that way in front of him. Life without you is so hard for Kimi."

Xyan tonight can't sleep. He initially wanted to know who the real father of his children was, but after seeing the faces of his sleeping children Xyan decided that he better not know who the bilogical father of his children was. Xyan was afraid that her children would be taken away by her biological father.

He promised to take care and care for his children very well, Xyan would not bring up who the children were. For Xyan, Kimi's children are Kimi's trust. Xyan doesn't want to know his father, for fear of hating innocent children.

Xeva and Xevi are the most beautiful gifts from Kimi. Without Kimi's crazy idea, Xyan would never have felt that she had all of them because it turned out that she had problems with her fertility.

"But roughly ready the sender of the message is well." Xyan again checks the phone and tries to lure who is the sender of the mysterious message. Without the message from the stranger, Xyan would not have found out about her children, and may now be happy with Kimi and her two children.

[I don't know who you are. I just want to let you know that Kimi is dead. Please forgive my wife's mistake and pray that Kimi will be happy in his heaven.]

Xyan sent out a picture of Kimi's grave that Xyan took before returning home.

By no means did Xyan just wish that person out and ask Kimi for a ma'af. Beloved wife.