Buying the Seed of a Former Lover
The Guilt of Kimi

"Darling you why, Mas pay attention lately you like a lot of trouble is there something you're thinking right?" tanya Xyan, who saw Kimi was indeed very different in addition to often daydreaming also his wife was often suddenly shocked like a person who was afraid. It was Kimi also if the night often scolded not because.

Just as Xyan had imagined. Kimi is surprised when Xyan asks when Kimi is currently preparing breakfast for Xyan and her twins.

"Yes, Mother was absentmindedly," Xevi's protest was immediately responded to a strong nod by Xeva.

"Okay, Mommy often daydreams a little," added Xevi who made Kimi more panicked because he was afraid that Xyan would realize what was happening with him.

Hearing the complaint from his son and daughter Xyan immediately looked at the wife who looked anxious.

"Are you a secret?" asked Xyan in a slow tone. Kimi was just riding with a headband.

"No Mas, Kimi wants to keep what from Mas, while Mas already knows all about Kimi both the origin and who Kimi really is." Kimi looked at Xyan, giving her confidence that she was not lying.

Although Kimi had already gotten advice from doctor Rina, in order for him to slowly tell her what was really going on, rather than Xyan knowing from others, but Kimi has decided that he will keep secret who Xeva and Xevi really are Kimi believes Zeno will not be able to do that to Kimi. The woman knew very well that Zeno would not do that. In Kimi's mind, he was convinced that Zeno was a good man.

"Then are you sick?" ask Xyan again.

Kim shook his head. "Kimi is fine Mas, Mas Xyan don't overdo it so instead of a mother there must be a time like Kimi. Sometimes there is a sense of insecurity, sometimes there is also a fear that if her husband cheats, there is a fear that the children and her husband leave her. Kimi thought that every housewife would be there in that phase," replied Kimi who immediately got a sharp look from Xyan.

"What does it mean that you are also afraid that Mas will leave you?" ask Xyan to confirm Kimi's words.

Quite a long time the dining room is silent only the sound of plates colliding with the spoon of the twins who still enjoy their breakfast, not affected by the chat to two parents.

"Honestly, well Kimi felt that. Mas Zyan is too perfect for Kimi, until Kimi is afraid that Mas Xyan will leave Kimi and the children when Kimi makes a mistake" Kimi replied, the woman wanted to know how her husband would react if he found out Kimi had done something wrong.

"I look into Mas' eyes!!" Xyan's serious voice made Kimi unable if not to look at her husband. Kimi lifted her face and their eyes met.

"Mas doesn't know what to say to make you believe what Mas says, but only one thing Mas wants to tell you, that Mas loves you so much, you are the only one who can give Mas complete happiness, you give all that Mas needs." Xyan said with a deep look at Kimi.

Hearing Xyan's words, Kimi could only smile wryly. He let go of the husband's hand.

"Don't trust Kimi too much, Mas because in fact Kimi is not as good as Mas imagined. Kimi has much to lose, even his sins are very much." Kimi continued to eat it. she did not want to discuss this anymore her heart aches when she hears Xyan who is too confident with her. He himself is a man of sin.

Kimi couldn't imagine what it would be like if Xyan knew what a lie was. He will be very disappointed. Xyan will definitely be furious, people say that if people who are quiet and fully believe in us, then the anger will be very scary.

"If Mas does not believe in you, then Mas must believe in who you are a good person who has known why Mas should doubt you. What's less sure our twelfth marriage knows?" ask Xyan who increasingly does not understand what Kimi said.

"That twelve-year marriage was not easy for Kimi, only you can understand me and I will definitely not be that easy to let go of you, even though you have flaws that might make me illfil."

Kimi's heart was clearly very relieved to hear Xyan's confession which meant that he could still get an apology even though his secret was revealed later.

"Udah Mas, don't talk about that anymore. Kimi had also only asked if. Now Mas sarapaan well, it's noon later even late to work again." Kimi also gave her best smile, and now she can be a little calm with the answer given by Xyan.

Seriate.....

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