Arjuna's Wife (Limited Outreach)
CHAPTER 75b

Wife Arjuna chapter 75b

"What did you see again?"

Barata appears behind Maharani's back. Hugged and landed his chin on his wife's crown. The difference in their height that is far enough to make the Maharani look petite in Barata's high-steady environment.

"I was enjoying the view of the capital at night from a height" said the Maharani who was standing facing the large glass from their hotel room which was on the sixteen floor. Deliberately turn off the room lights and flick the curtains wide, wanting to enjoy the dark and frenzied flickering of the capital below.

"You didn't take any more therapy without my knowledge, did you? Never consume it again. I beg you," Pinta Barata very much.

Maharani gently stroked Barata's arm which hugged her while chuckling softly. "I was going to continue, even though I knew my hopes were false. But when I realized the side effects changed me a lot and our relationship, I decided I'd never swallow it again."

"We can still be happy with or without children among us. All I want is to age with my sweet and sweet Empress until the end of my life. There are still many things that can make a married couple happy, not just about children."

Maharani turned, looked up and smiled. "Sentimental basis," he sneered a chuckle and then dropped his eyes back out there.

"I'm melancholy, you know that already. Akh, it's been a long time since we both stayed at this hotel. It's soothing as well as fun. Making the contents of my head that feel crowded more relaxed," sighed Barata who then saturates his wife's hair deeply.

"Because of my selfishness that does not want to accept the reality, the impact of many people who are hurt by me, including Mas, my own husband," said Maharani. Breathing heavily, his face grim. "Sorry."

"Everyone has made a mistake, no one is perfect, Rani, including me. We make these mistakes as a means to whip ourselves up so that our person is better. I'm sorry, too, for being a less sensitive husband to you. Too busy drowning in work that my time for you is so much wasted. It must be because that's also you choose to keep the weight problem itself, right?"

"At first yes. I hid it because I was worried that Mas was burdened more than I felt. I chose to deny reality by forcing my friend to give me a continuous dose of hormone therapy. But over time it all developed into another fear when the things I forced were nil. Not to mention the side effects of the drugs were very uncomfortable and I chose to swallow them all round. I'm afraid, when Mas finds out I can't give offspring, it's possible that Mas won't love me anymore. I'm also afraid that mommy and papi don't love me anymore. I felt so small, feeling inferior" he said in a choked voice.

Barata reversed Maharani's position to face him. Squeezing his wife's shoulders was soft. Looking deeply into the eyes of the woman before him.

"Do you doubt my race for you?" ask Barata.

Maharani bit his lips while returning Barata's gaze. "No," he answered with a headband.

"That's why I'm afraid. I was afraid of being thrown away like a worthless thing by you and our family when I found out about my shortcomings. I'm scared, Mas." The tone of the Maharani's voice was full of fear, not contrived.

Barata rubbed his wife's cheek and lowered his head until they came into contact with each other.

"Things you fear will never happen. Barata only loved Maharani Syailendra until this breath stopped. Husband and wife together to accept each other and complete the shortcomings, not look for the advantages. I love you, Rani, always. Like whatever you are."

A sweet smile rises on the Maharani's lips. Infiltrating into the arms of Barata who retreated both arms. "Dear me like that, in your own way, Mom. Me, love you."

*****

"Papa baby," Anggi's great-grandson late at night. He was still awake lying curled up in Juna's arms under the blanket.

"Hmm," muttered Juna with his eyes closed, but did not sleep.

"Does Mas mean to keep this up with Mbak Rani? Mas know? The one who forgives when others admit their wrongs is higher than the one who apologizes." Anggi said slowly as well be careful.

"So, I'm still not sure. She is indeed my sister, but I still put a heavy disappointment on her," Juna explained honestly.

Anggi was silent for a moment. Trying to understand Juna's feelings. "Mmm, okay. I know Mas needs time. But I hope not too long. Holding a grudge only keeps our hearts away from peace, especially to our own brothers. Civil war will only be disastrous."

Juna lowered his gaze and kissed Anggi's forehead. "I knew. But for now I am trying and studying myself to be able to accept sincerely. So, be patient, I hope you will understand."

Anggi nodded slowly and kissed Juna on the cheek. "Take your time, Mas. I'm sure, I can."

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