You took away my crown, I Stole Your Heart.
Chapters. 24 POV Fattans

Ever since Mitha let out her heart to answer the question I asked her about whether she was stressed from marrying me, I always thought about all Mitha said at that time.

To be honest, I was actually hurt by his honesty. That's what Mitha hates about me. I'm a fucking guy. I don't know how to be sweet to persuade Mitha. Girls are creatures that are too complicated for me to understand.

Maybe that's why Arumi left me, because to her I was a boring lover. I know not because I want to achieve the main reason Arumi decided myself and went to Japan at that time. Because he had someone else in his heart. Arumi is having an affair with Kevin, a guy from her past who is coming back into our love story.

Well, unbeknownst to Arumi, I asked someone to watch over all my lover's lunge. I knew that his departure to Japan was not purely to pursue his goals, but to be with Kevin who happened to be studying in Japan.

That's why I hate Arumi so much. It's true that I haven't been able to completely forget Arumi. I have not been able to forget the betrayal that Arumi committed against me. Unfortunately, Arumi never found out if I knew clearly the betrayal and also the affair he committed. It hurts so much, and it never goes away in my heart. Since then I've been traumatized for dating.

That is why I decided to choose to marry Mitha. To be honest, from the first time I saw her that night, I fell in love with her. The girl though not as beautiful as Arumi but has an aura that can make me not blink when looking at her. I can't forget how beautiful those beautiful round eyeballs are when I look at me even if only for a moment.

I hope love can grow with our time together. Both in my heart and in Mitha's heart. That's why I'm willing to offer him a contract marriage. With the lure of her path freedom to achieve the ideals, I was finally able to have the girl.

About the reason I asked him to take a college leave. Actually I didn't mean to break the promise Mitha said at the time.

To be honest I was only worried about the condition of Mitha's content. That's why I asked him to go to college.

But as I expected, Mitha refused raw - raw my proposal asking him for college leave. Instead, he accused me of reneging on promises and agreements we had made together.

Actually, it's not without reason that I asked him to take a college leave. Doctor Indar informs about the existence of a little problem in the content of Mitha. According to doctor Indar, Mitha content is very weak and prone to miscarriages. In addition, the position of Mitha's uterus that is too down will make her often experience cramps and also tense if experiencing pressure or fatigue during the move. That's the reason why I decided to ask Mitha for a college leave. I'm afraid if anything happens to Mitha's content. If that happens, not only mommy and my dad will blame me, but the whole world will blame me for not being able to take care of my wife well.

That's why I was so panicked and also scared that night Mitha screamed for help and then fell unconscious. I'm afraid something happened to Mitha's womb. Panicked, I subconsciously took Mitha to the hospital without wearing trousers and footwear.

Fortunately, Mang Diman would be kind to bring me trousers and shoes, complete with a jacket for me. All night I stayed awake until three o'clock. Being tired, I unknowingly ended up falling asleep at Mitha's side. It was only a moment when I fell asleep that someone touched my arm. I immediately woke up and found Mitha's hand on top of my head. It seemed like he wanted to take something but was hindered by my position sleeping by his side.

I can breathe, the smell of his body when near me. My heart is pounding - pounding. I asked him immediately what he wanted. I did all that to cover up my nervousness.

I also had a chance to say a word that might make Mitha immediately turn upset. How not, at that time I said that what he did was very troublesome. I know, maybe he's offended. I actually regret saying it too. But because I was still upset, because given our quarrel earlier, then be my mouth again to put out words - jutek said.

However, I was completely shocked when a question I accidentally asked Mitha. At that time I asked her if she was stressed from marrying me..?

Her answer really made my pride as a man and also her husband very hurt.

Not only that, he accused me of wanting to abort our baby. I was surprised by it.

I may have thought that far. I'm a jerk. But I still have a conscience. Either way, I wouldn't have the heart to do all that. In addition, I do not deny if there are feelings of affection in my heart for my future son other than my love for his mother.

I was even more devastated when she said that if she had a miscarriage, it would be better for us. Because then, our divorce will happen faster. So he and I can both be free from the bond.

I was so offended to hear his words. That girl is crazy. His brain has been soiled by prejudice and hatred that he is no longer able to see everything well.

Don't wanna linger there. I decided to leave Mitha's room immediately. My dizziness grew even more if I was near Mitha. After all, girls have kicked me out. So I'm leaving.

Better to give up, than Mitha fainted again due to stomach cramps or worse, he could have bleeding that will later be fatal to our future baby.

Actually I didn't really leave. I just moved to the room where the young doctor used to rest and chose to rest there.

Fortunately, Mitha was not in the hospital for long. Just one day. After dropping off Mitha, I went straight back to the hospital. There, I spent more time during these past few days. I wanted to put some distance to my relationship with Mitha so that she could think clearly and not get angry - angry again. Who knows, he's starting to wake up and open his heart to me.. (Hahaha, take care of you, tong..!!)

But today, it seems like I have to swallow back my words to stay away from Mitha and put some distance to our relationship. Because while in the car park, I accidentally met the girl and Edo. The girl asked me why Mitha never went to college or the hospital.

I immediately replied with a jutek that Mitha is currently on college leave. After saying that I immediately left them. It was irritated to see Edo's face and meet him. What I remember the last time you met, we were in a jotos fight in a public place.

However, my emotions seemed to overflow when I saw a girl's car parked in front of my house and I saw Edo, the guy was watching Mitha and Girl

who is talking. Shut up - I approached them. I was more and more upset to hear Edo saying that he really wanted to marry my wife after we got divorced. Though at that time Mitha had already asked him not to continue the topic again.

I was getting closer to the three and could see more clearly how Mitha looked careless and misbehaved when dealing with Edo.

"But, Mit. I was serious about all my words the other day I was willing to marry you after the word talaq from her." replied Edo again with a clear look.

" Edo, enough..... ?? "please ask Mitha to clarify.

" But, Mit....... "

"I think my wife's answer is pretty clear, brother Edo.. You should not really need to bother to take care of all the needs of my wife because I am more than able and able to take care of everything needed by my wife... "

" Fath.. "

Mitha and Girl looked at each other after knowing my presence there.

As for Edo, the guy looked calm and seemed unaffected by my presence. I'm getting more upset about it.

I saw a mocking smile that was thrown from the corner of his lips after hearing the words that came out of my mouth.

" You have everything as a man. And I'm sure Mitha won't lack anything when she's your wife. I salute you for that. Your abilities are beyond doubt. But one thing that makes you forget, that Mitha doesn't need any of that. All he needs is love and compassion. And unfortunately I doubt if you can give it.... "

Bugs....

Bugs.....

I can no longer control myself. Damn, that guy needs me to teach again to be aware of who Mitha's husband really is.

Edo fell to the ground finished speaking by the lashing of the raw bogem that was cast by me.

" Fatan, enough. Stop it..!! " I heard Mitha's screaming voice preventing me from hitting Edo again. However, it just made my emotions grow. I felt that Mitha was doing that not because she wanted to prevent me from doing anything further, but rather wanted to protect that bastard.

" You want to defend that bastard, HUH..? " snuffled.

Mitha seemed to have misbehaved from hearing me clash. He ran straight to near me.

" Sister, I beg you.... " Mitha looked towards me then turned her head towards Edo and Girl.

" You two, please go home. I also apologize for the attitude of Brother Fatan." he said while giving his hand in front of the chest. His attitude is very clear.

" You don't have to apologize to us, Mitha. I think your husband deserves to be pitied because he lacks affection. So it's only natural that his attitude is very rude and arrogant once. " replied Edo while stepping away because his hands were already hunted on the pull of the Girl.

I who was still emotional again became a blackboard because I heard Edo's answer earlier. But a hug held my body in motion. Mitha hugged my body tightly. What the hell is going on..? Is it true what I'm experiencing..? Mitha hugged my body tightly.

" Brother Fatan, don't be angry again..! I beg you. "the whisper is still in my arms.

I fell silent, as soon as my anger disappeared somewhere. Instead, I could only return Mitha's embrace tightly. Unknowingly I also peeked at his head repeatedly.

" I'm sorry..... "