Until the End
episode 39.surprise of sister
Zahira and Bima finished their dinner, they also finished praying prayers.Their daily routine for a month is to study religion together, after praying isak. no wonder if the bima is already good at prayer readings, because Zahira painstakingly taught him, besides, Bima was once a Muslim who also taught like other Muslim children. because of one thing Bima entrusted his parents to a Christian, and somehow his story bima left the teachings of Islam and followed his grandparents.
"sodakallahul'adim"
say them simultaneously. Zahira kissed the back of her husband's palm. Bima kissed his wife's forehead.
"Mas, I want to say something, at least I've said, if at any time you leave me"
Zahira said as she looked at her husband's handsome face. Bima looked at his wife's face, a shady face that provided calm for 2 months of living the household with him. A patient face full of smiles taught him religion. his heart felt comfortable near Zahira.
"What do you want to say? "Bima held 2 cheeks right and left of Zahira.
"Mas, may I love you, as your lover loves you?
Zahira's silly questions, the questions that made her disintegrate, how could she ask such a shameful thing, her tears flowing.she berated herself, herself who deliberately entered the heart of her husband, she said, hoping the two can love each other like other couples, but not with Bima who from the beginning was still expecting her lover.
" Are you in love with me? do you love me Zahira?
he asked, Zahira squandered in Bima's chest, looking for calm and warmth there, whether from when, but she really fell in love with her husband.
"yes, I love you mas, I'm in love with you, I don't know how I hold it, I don't know, I just want to relieve my heart, I don't force you mas, I know my limits"
Bima let out a long sigh, he warmly clenched the tiny body of Zahira, the feeling of what was enveloping his heart he did not know, which only he knew he was angry when he saw zahira close to others, and it hurts if Zahira cries, but for a moment also the image of the renata still slipped into his heart. Disappointed feeling, or feelings of love, Bima still can not understand him.
"thank you for your love Zahira"
Zahira took off Bima's embrace, he looked at the face in front of her, it looked like the face was looking bitter.
"thank you, you know enough I love you, I'm not forcing you,, "
Just then Zahira's phone rang, lifting and sticking it in her ear.
"Asalamualaikum sister, how are you?
" Love Walaikumsalam, good brother, brother bring good news for you "
"oh yeah.what's up, brother?
he asked enthusiastically, Zahira wiped his tears, Bima frowned at his forehead, as if asking who? ,Zahira just smiled.
" a minute, why is your voice so hoarse, you've been crying? can a fierce girl like you cry?
He asked, zahira laughed, and it also added to the desire to hear Bima, who called his wife to laugh.
"no, sister, I'm not crying, I just have the flu"
"the flu? you need to be quick on your medication, not put off, afraid there's something serious"
"yes, brother, you've brought once, brother brings news what?
" sister is already in indonesia, alkhamdulilah, kakak is cured, brother will soon visit you, but not in the near future, brother still want to rest, there is something that will be completed "
his sister fell silent.
" sister"
"no, brother will not meet him dear, he is married, he deserves to be happy with someone else, brother who left him, sister already mengikhlaskannya. "
"is sister sure? brother has already let her down?
" sister still loves him Zahira, but brother is self-conscious, he's happy to let it be like that, Zahira why are you discussing this, brother does not want to discuss it. brother will let you know if brother will come to visit you"
"yes sorry brother, I'm waiting for your arrival"
"yeah, see you, asalamualaikum"
"Milkahmur"
Zahira hung up her phone and smiled at her husband.
"Who?
" my brother. "
"your brother? "
"She lives in Paris with aunty, during our marriage she is still in treatment, because if she leaves 1 time she must repeat the treatment from the beginning, so she cannot attend, so now he's coming to Indonesia for us"
"is he like you?
" later you'll find out, she's so beautiful, she's so kind, but God gave her a test that she might find hard to accept"
"Whatis that?
" sister at that time had uterine cancer, and required her uterus to be removed "
Bima felt a tightness in his chest, then looked towards Zahira.
"he was so stoic, when the organ that was important to him had to be taken"
"yes, he's so accepting of his fate right now, but at that moment, he was really hit, he tried to end his life, it's a good thing I saw him,. God still saved his life"
Bima Looking away.trying to position himself on Zahira's brother.
"it's late at night, I have to rest"
"yes, rest"
Zahira packed her mekenya and laid her tired body.