
The next day Tasya who was tired of being in the hospital asked to go home, lucky his condition was quite good than before .
Tasya laid her body on her bed, she stared blankly at a photo she took during a college event first , there was Bagas also there ,in the photo, Tasya and several other friends pose.
Tasya exhaled violently and then put the photo upside down, at the same time the door of his room was knocked
tok tok tok tok
"just enter bi.." exclaimed her.
yes, at this time Tasya is already in his house, more precisely in his room .
chequeleked
"how are you doing, dear ?"
Tasya turned his head because he heard a voice he had almost forgotten
"aunty said you still have to be treated, why come home ?" ask her while stepping closer to , while Tasya just silence with both eyes that are already glazed
"forgive me mommy ya, mama was not there when you were sick yesterday" he said with regret
"it's not just yesterday when I was sick, even during this time my mom and dad didn't care about me at all, or indeed you guys didn't love me,because I was born female not male as you want "tasya said let out a tightness in her heart , the words he wanted to say but could not because they rarely met face to face and spoke, not infrequently but more accurately never
"no dear .. it's not right , mama and papa love you very much" said his mama
"then why do you guys always ignore me never even had time for me, when I was sick, when I was taking a school report , when graduation was ,when I need a shoulder to back up when I'm hurt, there's no place for me to complain, where you've been, mom and dad are always busy with your own world,what do I mean to you ?" Tasya was sobbing, he was blowing everything he had been pending all this time
"sorry mom" she said softly
"now why did you come home, not if you were too busy "asked again
"mama is busy working also for you dear, make your future ,mama wants to meet all your needs" he said
"not , mama work is not for me, but for myself mama, I do not need money mama or papa that I want only attention and affection mama and papa , ' he said , no more "tasya said with tears that had wet both cheeks
her mother Tasya immediately hugged her daughter tightly, she realized if she was too busy with her affairs to rule out her daughter who desperately needed her embrace and attention .
Tasya's shoulders trembled with tears that became more and more sober when he felt the embrace, a hug that he had longed for so many years,and maybe he had also forgotten what it felt like to be hugged by his own mother.
"forgive me dear mama, forgive mama" she cried
"from now on mama promise will always be there for you, mama has also lost the company, maybe this is a warning for mama to be able to pay more attention to her beautiful daughter mama" said her mother again
"do you mean mama ?" Tasya unraveled her embrace then looked into her mama's eyes asking for an explanation she also wiped the rest of the tears that were still sliding with her swift
"assistant mama ...he could cheat mama, everything that mama had from the start of the company, until the house relics of your late grandmother and grandfather was also taken by her even all assets belonging to mama ,taken unresponsive, now mama has nothing else, besides you and your papa "his answer while cupping next to Tasya's cheek
"why didn't you try to take it back?"ask Tasya
her mom shook her head
"because he asked you to be his new wife he will return everything he has taken away , whereas he already has a child and a wife , mama does not want to ruin your future and your happiness , ' '' while he already has a child and a wife 'mama does not want to ruin your future and your happiness ,better mama lost the treasure mama, than to lose your smile , smile that always mama miss all this time ,honestly mama also tormented because you can not see your growth and development , but the circumstances that force mama always leave you, even papa has also warned mama, but because mama thinks if you are old and growing up you will understand and do not mind her ,but it turns out mama is wrong, you are even lonely without mama, forgive mama "again her mama sobs and hugs Tasya
Once he got to the house his mother had asked about Tasya in bi Siti, and Bi Siti also told all about Tasya ,bak was hit by a large chunk of stone fell on his body,he was very surprised when bi Siti said that Tasya used to have a mental illness, but it could soon be handled well because Tasya was directly handled by a psychologist,when bi Siti noticed something strange about Tasya's behavior, it happened while Tasya was still sitting on the Junior High School bench .
"why didn't my aunt ever tell me or my husband ?" ask her
"i have said nonya but at that time the mistress and master were in a hurry because there was an important meeting "reply bi Siti slowly
Either he must be happy, sad, or angry all the feelings alight together, happy because now he can feel the warm taste of his mama , but the other side he was also sad and angry with the betrayal of his mama's assistant .
"what kind of mother am I who doesn't know anything about her own child, I'm sorry mama wants her "to flow in her heart
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Meanwhile, in the hospital Bagas who was about to meet Tasya was confused because the one who kept the room was no longer Tasya but someone else
"sorry sir, where did the patient go before?" ask Bagas politely
"i didn't know I had just been moved into this room" she replied
"sorry sus, the patient before her named Tasya where is it, has it been moved?" ask her
"oh the patient named Tasya this morning has returned home mas "his mouth
"home?" ask her again
"yes, how can I help you ?" ask the nurse later
"nothing, yes, then I say retreat ,let's nurse, sir" said Bagas before leaving the room
"why doesn't Tasya understand me" he muttered as he walked out of the hospital
"go to her house just once yes, but I find food first "think her
Bagas also turned his car to a cafe that specifically serves Nusantara food .Because Tasya really likes Indonesian food, especially hodgepodge.
Though Bagas could buy hodgepodge in angkringan stalls, but Bagas is a man who loves cleanliness and everything must be hygienic
But when he entered the cafe it was netra see Novi with Bima who was talking seriously, whatever they were talking about that was clearly Bagas so kepo , he was approaching but keeping a distance , ' he said ,he even wore a mask and a hat that he borrowed from cafe employees .
Bagas sat at the table next to Novi and Bima's table, he put his ears up by pretending to look at the menu book .
But the unexpected happened, when Bagas was already on standby in his position Novi and Bima suddenly just moved and left the cafe after paying for food at the cashier .
"huuuuuhhhh.... "
Bagas opened his hat in annoyance and slammed it into the table
"sorry mas, that my hat is still new do not giniin "reprove the owner of the hat
"ellleh .. only this hat is also, for changing his hat is afraid of someone injured " Bagas gave the money two hundred thousand pieces to the owner of the hat
"his gold do not be rich, have a lot of money can be arbitrary" he said
"what do you mean, I'm good to change, some of you don't know why it's also a hat, have already taken a tuh money, consider my fortune sincerely" said Bagas again
"wow if it is so thanks mas "his words are girang
"why is this strange basic person "inner Bagas watching the man's cafe waiter
"ah yes, the idea of a one-serving hodgepodge message then wrap ,cepet do not fizzle also do not use for long" said Bagas later
"ok, ready to do" the waiter widened his palm and then placed it on the temple like a person of honor
"ck..ada yes rich man that is, so he sewot now ..lah bodo very deh " Bagas also choose not to bother with the behavior of the waiter ,he also busied himself by playing mobile phones while waiting for his order
Not long after that the waiter returned with a Bagas order
"this is his order mas "
"yes I know " while moving Bagas said again
"the money that was made to pay for this food, the leftovers make loe "Bagas also leave the waiter who pecked at where he stood
"hadeuuh means stay 50 rebuy my part " his murmur patted jidat, the cafe is famous for its price wah , and only the money people who often go in and out of the cafe , but even though the price is not friendly in the bag it is very comparable to its taste better than others . And that price includes the cheapest price in the cafe .
While at his house Tasya whose mood has improved due to his return the mama, proposes to follow his papa to Germany, not without purpose ,he just wants to rest his heart from the chaos of his one-sided love, he wants to refresh his heart and mind.
There is always wisdom from every incident, and maybe Tasya should feel grateful for the fraud case that was done by her assistant mama, so now her mama will always be at her side .
His wish was finally acc by his mother, and tomorrow they leave .
"hopefully there I met the German soul mate "his cock on the mama
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*new apologies up , from yesterday my mood plummeted , so my brain can not be invited to compromise 🙏😅