
I woke up from sleep with all my joints feeling like they were going to be dislodged, my muscles felt so tense and sore, I slowly put away the heavy hands that were hugging my stomach. Once it worked, I sat on the bed stretching my muscles by raising my hands and curling my body. I saw Mr. Edwar sleeping so soundly. His smooth snoring sounded rhythmic. While sleeping, his face looks so shady and handsome, I like to look at his face that is slumbering, he said, even I often do things like this quietly every night after Mr. Edward has finished channeling his passion to me. I want him to be the perfect husband, a good husband and care for me, his wife, but sometimes his anger is explosive and I will be the easy target. If it was good, he could treat me so gently, but if he got angry again, he would not hesitate to hit me, and it made me become very scared and traumatized. I don't know why my husband could have two different personalities like that.
After feeling satisfied looking at my husband's handsome face, I slowly got off the bed, then I picked up my clothes that were lying on the floor. I put on her quickly, because I had to go back to my room, the maid's room that Mr. Edward himself asked me to inhabit that room. He said he didn't want to room with me, but every night he needed me. Strange indeed. I don't know my husband's personality, not even his family I know. Her mama, her Papa and her brothers, I don't recognize them at all. When I ask about them to my husband, then my husband will be silent with his face reddened like holding back anger. In the past, when we were married, the only male witness was Mr. Edward's personal assistant who worked at his company. Yes, he's just one.
***
The next morning, as usual, I woke up and prepared work clothes for my husband. Today Mr. Edward looks good in his mood, after he finished getting ready with his office clothes, we had breakfast together.
While I was having breakfast, I ventured to make a sound, I am his wife, so I had to make a sound about what I deserved to enjoy and I did, she said, I don't want to keep going through these days.
''Sir, can I go to my parents' house today? I miss Papa so much, I said carefully. I have missed Papa so much, yes, only Papa is the one I miss, not with my Mom and stepbrother. It's been almost a month that Mr. Edward hasn't let me out of the house, and it sure makes me feel very bored, I'm locked up in a golden cage, I can't be free to enjoy the days.
I saw that Mr. Edward did not understand my words and desires at all, but he still fed food into his mouth without me caring. Seeing that, makes me feel sad.
''Master,'' I'm feeling sorry, with the face I made as sad as possible.
''Shut up, Amira! Finish your food!'' he snapped, making me surprised. Instantly tightness in the chest is so obvious I feel, hard to hold that my tears do not spill. I was most anti in the snapping, as well as whoever it was, because when it was snapped, I felt no self-esteem at all.
''Sir, do you not feel sorry for me? I'm tired of being home!'' beg me with a hoarse voice, I bow my head, the food in the plate I keep stirring without eating it.
''Amira, what else are you looking for? In this house you are free to do anything and do anything, everything is already there! Wanna swim? There is already a swimming pool, want to read novels and books there is already a library in this house. Everything is available, you just enjoy it. Don't you go see your parents, your parents are busy right now, and they don't miss you either, '' Mr. Edward said with a cynical smile.
''What do you mean sir? I just miss my Dad, not my stepmom and step-sister,''
''Your father is on holiday out of the country right now, they are gone three. Is that Papa you miss so much that didn't tell you over the phone?''
''No-no, Papa didn't contact me at all. How did you know that my Mom, Dad, and Brother are on vacation?'' I said again, I really don't know if Papa is on vacation, yesterday I tried to contact Papa, but never picked up, I sent a message but never reply, just read it. And it worries me, I think Papa's sick or something.
''Don't you ask that. I know everything, because your Papa company is now under my supervision. I've spent a considerable amount of money to save the company from bankruptcy, uh, just might Handoko take time off to please his wife and daughter,''
''Brother Arumi is not Papa's daughter!''
''Yes, I know, but she seems to love Arumi more than you are her biological child,''
''Master!'' I said in a higher tone, I stared fixedly at Mr. Edward.
''Dear, sometimes it is our closest people who often hurt us, making us feel alienated. So, don't you intend to see them again. Stay here, be the queen of my palace, I will take care of you as best I can, Mr. Edward said softly with a smile. I became curious, as Mr. Edward's relationship with the family was not okay either.
''Alright, later tonight let's take a walk in the fresh air, circling the city center,''
''Master seriously wants to take me for a walk tonight?'' I said with a very happy feeling, as long as we were married never even once Mr. Edward took me for a walk.
''Yes, why not, '' he said casually as he sipped the milk in the glass in front of him.
''Why did Master suddenly become kind to me?''
''Already, do not ask much more, now the hunt spend your food. You have to finish your food, because I don't like skinny women. Now that your body is so ideal to serve me, lest I get tired of looking at you and think about finding your replacement, ck!''
''I'm a mean bitch!''
''What did you say? Do you want to be hit like yesterday?''
''Ti-no Sir,''
''You look more and more beautiful when you are scared like that,''
''I work first, you are well at home, Mr. Edward stood up from his seat, he walked over to me, then he rubbed my head. Getting such a rare treatment just now, suddenly made me nervous. Today Mr. Edward looks different from the days of yesterday who was always cold with his flat face.
''I-iya,'' I'm clumsy.
''Oh yes, there will be my man who will deliver clothes for you, clothes for you to wear during the day while at home and also beautiful dresses. If you continue to wear lingerie in the morning, I may always think of you while working, you look like a seductress, ck!'' he said again smiling.
''Well, sir, I nodded, again I felt so astonished by Mr. Edward's kindness.
''Mistake yourself why should I buy a lot of lingerie for me, then burn all my clothes that I brought from home, '' I said in my heart, yes, just in my heart. At that time Mr. Edward had burned all my clothes that I had brought from home, because he said he did not like to see all my clothes covered.
After that Mr. Edward passed from the dining room, and I continued to finish my meal.
Maybe some of you wonder why I didn't just quietly leave this house, if I could I would do that. But outside, Mr. Edward has prepared some Bodyguard men to look after me, and he has also installed a cctv in every corner of the room in this house. I think Mr. Edward is too much.
Seriate.